The Angels Saga
CHRONICLES OF THE
CHILDREN OF DESTINY
Lucy Smith: Choices of
the Heart
by
Daniel Thomas Andrew Daly
Copyright Daniel Daly
Stories:
Lucy Smith
and the Dark Lords of Evil
Lucy Smith:
Choices of the Heart
Lucy Smith and
the Children of Haven
Jonathon and
Lucinda
Lucy Smith -
The Dark Lords of Evil
Chapter One
She sat by
the Cooma creek, down from the pool, in the little
park. It was 'Her' place. She had been here a hundred times, literally,
in the last few months. A hundred times,
or more, searching the soul, searching the heart, searching for the infinite.
She lived,
now, next to the pool. The very first house on Mittagong Road,
right next to the pool. She had
paid a fairly large sum to purchase the place, yet the people happily sold it
in the end, and then she had dreams of a lady working with children in a
theatre type of setting, and somehow it seemed connected to the house. Funny that.
Houses carried memory. A lot like
people. Real people. Human people.
She sat in
her little park, looking at the traffic as it ocasionally
worked its way along Massie street, headed for Cooma
North, or the inner east of the town.
Perhaps even Cooma East, but there were other
ways to get there. Perhaps even right
out to the Murumbidgee, or beyond, a road she had not yet dared on her
pushbike. Perhaps one day. If she would dare it. The traffic was suitable for a Saturday. Busy, people enjoying the weekend, which Cooma people, in her opinion, particularly did. Lawnmowers. The sound
of them, perhaps like nowhere else she had been, she had gotten used to in Cooma in her abode.
Afternoons, mornings, the crank of the mower sounded, and happilly trimmed its grass, a constant in the life of Lucy
Smith which reminded her what she had chosen life in Cooma for anyway. Normalisation. She
looked over at Centennial park and, ironically, the witches
faire was again on this year, and, in normal circumstances, it would have been
the biggest event possible for the life of Lucy Smith. In normal circumstances. But things, now, had changed. Things were no longer the same. The gay abandon of youth in the pursuit of a
'Magical World' were fairies ruled your heart, and goblins and orcs were the
foe, and things like Tax Accountants and Dentists were trivial Muggle concerns
had - in reality - gone. Gone, not by
lack of power in the heart and ability of Lucy Smith, for if it were some
strange genetic code which empowered this witch of renown, those traits had not
lapsed and, perhaps even more so than ever, ready to be used to the utmost if
necessary. No, they were not gone for
lack of ability. Nothing
as such. Nothing at all as such. It was the starkest of things which defined
so many lives of those who looked back in days gone by of agedness, thinking,
what did I do with it all, in the lives of those who, when faced with the
endless doing what you have always done to get what you had always got, did
that one simple thing which changed things, and often changed things dramatically. It was choice. As cold and stark and basic
and as simple as that. She was no
longer a witch, not by any contest with the dark lords, or a spell from a
hostile competitor, or a romantic and tragic curse of ill repute, but by the
most simple and basic decision of all. To obey the rules of the Infinite One upon High - the God of
Creation - and forego witchcraft through the act of obedience to his holy
Torah. Which,
in the end, was simply a decision.
A choice.
To obey or not to obey. Her own will.
And becuase Lucy Smith was a devoted Noahide, and because Lucy
Smith enjoyed reading the Tanakh, and because she
liked both of those Daniel's who were involved in the Haven Fellowship for Noahides, and because, in the search for the infinite, in
the search for the truth, in the search for love, in the search for glory, in
the search for ultimate meaning - in the search to be moral and holy in
accordance with what God says - she had foregone witchcraft, and was now,
beyond all doubt, apart from the abilities which had not yet left, simply and
humbly, a muggle. A
non-magic user, who lived an ordinary life, who did ordinary things, who made
ordinary choices, and was anything other than extraordinary. That was the stark, basic, simple and true
choice, Lucy Smith, daughter of David, cousin of Jonathon, had made.
And she was
sticking with it.
* *
* * *
Enrique
Lopes looked at the old car. It would
do. So much for his
faithful dragon.
When he got
home he showed it off to Lucy.
'You call
that a car?' she asked him.
'What's
wrong with it?' he asked her, looking defensively at the old Holden.
'Its a wreck,' she said. 'I wouldn't put my grandmother in that old
thing.'
'Who's your
grandmother?'
She
considered the point. 'Well, I don't
precisely know, Enrique Lopes. But if I
knew who my grandmother was, I certainly wouldn't be putting her in that
beast. The rust is enough to sink the
Titanic - again.'
'I think I
can grind it down,' he said. 'And
repaint it. I like the car.'
She thought
on her wealth, but remembered one of their cardinal rules together. Normality.
'Ok,' she
said. 'It will do.'
'Good. I'll get to work on it right now. I have most of the tools I need in the
shed. I'll paint it later on today.'
'Do as you
will,' she said.
For the rest
of the afternoon a grinding sound came from the carport as he filed away the
rust, and when she looked at it when he had come in for a drink, it seemed in a
bit better shape. Later, when he had
painted it, which took a while, she looked it over when it had dried. Actually, it seemed alright now. A decent looking car. Wonders what a paint job could do.
'And beats
riding a broomstick,' said Enrique. She
punched him in the arm for that comment.
Daniel Daly
- the angel Callodyn - came around that night. He had been invited over for dinner. There was the other member of Haven from
Canberra with him, Aaron Goodsell.
Daniel Rothchild was away. Daniel
had been the one to get her questioning her witchcraft. He and Mandy had been together for a while, and he had been soft on them to start with, but
eventually left Mandy because he didn't agree with messing around with the
powers of the Dark Magic. And Mandy,
while she was a White Witch, had questionable ethics at times. But she was schizo-effective
or schizophrenic or something, and it was not always
the heart of Mandy leading her to do what she was doing. But Daniel didn't really have the patience to
endure that. And, in the end, he let
Lucy Smith know that witchcraft, in whatever form it took, was not what he
wanted to involve himself in in life.
There was a dark power, and that power gave out of itself not for the
purposes of goodness, ultimately. And
while white witchcraft came from within, the knowledge of good and evil were
ever inextricably linked, and sometimes, even the best of hearts, strayed. Even the best of them.
'Witchcraft,
Lucy, is no big deal. Not to me. Most witches, as I have told you a number of
times, simply do what they do for their own thrills and reasons, for they love
the spell casting, but it is not for a regular person who loves God's bible in
the way I love it. It is about proper
human beingness.
Proper human living. That is how I understand Karaite Noahide
faith.'
'We have
liberties available to us, Daniel,' said Shelandragh. 'I have started looking more into this
faith. This section you quote, genesis 1
to 11:9. It doesn't, really, in the end
say much on witchcraft.'
'You
remember the Deueteronomy passage and its comment on
the nations?' responded Daniel.
'It doesn't come accross as law upon the
nations. As specific
commands. No
matter what you claim.'
Aaron spoke
up. 'No, Shelandragh. It doesn't.
God is not doing that. He wants
to be subtle about it but, if you really want to get things right with him, you
are supposed to get the point. He judges
Israel and says don't do what the heathens do on these issues. He doesn't specifically judge the gentiles,
but he tells his own not to practice those things. It is subtle.
It is not commandments upon us.
He has his own special community, but if you are non-jewish
and want to connect a bit more closely to him, he asks you this much. Get the point. Argue, if you want to. He doesn't care. Its
your life. He will still love you
somewhat anyway. But, if you want his
will. IF you CHOOSE his ways, becausde you WANT to.
If then.
Well, magic, for a Noahide, is one of the first things we are supposed
to consider letting go of if we have it in our life.'
'Oh,' said
Lucy. 'I see. I see what you mean. He isn't insisting. It's up to us.'
'I think he
wants us to get the point,' said Daniel, 'but, yes. He is not being so Overlording that he will make absolute commands
towards yourself. His son, Israel, cops
that. The worldly flock of Noah,
well. Well we cop it if we choose
to. And me and
Aaron pretty much choose to. Ok.'
Shelandragh
conceded the point. The interpretation
had been expressed. The obligation was
her own, if she chose to act upon it. It
was her choice. And, for Lucy sitting
there, it was clearer now also.
And she
loved God.'
And she
wanted to please him.
And she
liked holiness concepts.
And while she really, really, really liked being a witch.
She wanted
to obey the creator, even more than that.
* *
* * *
'You and Daniel Rothchild. Your
brothers. I can tell. You look practically identical.'
'A freak of
nature,' responded Daniel Daly. 'But,
one of the things I sometimes think I see in nature,
is in how people with the same name often at times have similar features. As if there is an archtype
representative of our names, perhaps the first bearer, or the most famous one,
and when the kid comes out the suitable name is chosen. By no means infallibly so, but sometimes I
reckon there is a higher power at work.'
'Interesting,'
said Lucy. 'But I don't think so. You and him. Your brothers. Your mother must have played around.'
'Mary Daly
is the last kind of lady who would play around,' responded Daniel
laughing. 'She is a strict old Catholic
nun, in reality. She wouldn't do that
kind of thing.'
'How much
older is Daniel than you? Or Matthew?'
'Uh, can't
remember exactly. Just
a few years older than Matt I think.'
'So maybe it
is possible,' said Lucy.
'Or, more
likely, that there is a Baker or a Daly somewhere back in the family tree of
the Rothchild clan. That is probably all
it is. Just a freak of
nature. Of
genetics. These things happen all
the time, Lucy. Ok Don't get your knickers in a knot.'
'Mmmm,' she said, but she wasn't convinced.
That
afternoon Daniel was looking at a picture of Daniel Rothchild. Really, they were brothers. In the most important way. Building Haven Noahide Fellowship and Haven
Outreach, which young David, Daniel Rothchild's
younger brother, valued greatly. But
that was just like David. To care for the disaffected in society. To show them love. To show them concern. To show them the grace of
God. To give a
damn.
The Rothchild's were now an important part of Daniel's
life. Alexander, David and Daniel's
father, was also a good friend of Daniel's, and his words of wisdom often
shaped Daniel's views on life, especially his devotion to God, which was
intense. And, it was strange. It was like he had known him before. And Daniel and David as
well. Like, in another life, they
had been the best of friends, and they had all lived a similar destiny
before. Untrue, of
course. This was life - their
first time around - it could never really have been any other way. Could it?
He smiled at
the picture of Daniel holding a fish he had caught in Tathra. He was a competitive soul, Daniel Rothchild,
and while his sarcasm was strong, somewhat like his own funnily enough, there
was a strong caring heart in him which he admired. And saw much in him that he valued himself.
Yes, they
were brothers. If not
in name, then definitely in spirit.
Definitely in spirit.
'
He sat down
at the table, Lucy in the other room, preparing the nightly meal. She had invited him to stay for a while, just
to chat. Just to talk. He put the picture back into his satchel,
back in the little pocketbook of photographs he carried around with him, and
picked up the glass of wine. He sipped
on it. It was semi sweet, and red. Almost perfect to his preferred taste, a
taste he was still looking for. Perhaps
he would end up having to grow his own grapes and make his own wine to
eventually get the perfect taste. Or
bother to get around to trying them all.
Lucy came in the room, as he sipped the final drop and sat down opposite
him on the old, familiar table. It was
one his family had had for generations, but when his mother had passed it had
come to him. He had given it to Lucy as
a recent birthday present, and it was like an old friend, familiar. Part of him in many ways, a
spark from his childhood.
'Your looking at the table,' she
said.
'Oh. Yeh. Just thinking. Old memories. Old, deep, memories.'
'You can
have it back if you want to,' said the girl anxioiusly.
'No. No, its
ok. You can make memories with it as
well.' She smiled, comforted by that.
'Daniel.'
'Yes, Lucy.'
'What was
your childhood like? Here in Cooma?'
Daniel
sighed. 'That was a long time ago,
now. We're old, you know. Longer lived than most
people.'
'Like
Shelandragh,' said Lucy. 'She claims to
be ancient.'
'She
possibly is,' responded Daniel. 'But at 154 I really am starting to feel it as
well. The length of
days. They say,
all the time, genetic wonders about those of us who keep on going. Hardly aging. Living so long. A good 1 to 2 percent of
the world population, living extremely long lives. Many say good diets, are good attitudes on
life, or lots of other things. So much speculation on us.'
'And I can
still have children,' she said, smiling.
'Replenishment.
This is the third time as well.'
'But you
haven't had any yet,' he commented, looking at her seriously.
'Not
yet. Oh, Enrique has often hinted that
one day. One day, when he has ridden his
dragon for the final time, we will finally settle down. But, before, when I passed 45 and the last of
my bloodings came and went, he said he would love me
forever anyway. And when it started
happening for the second time we got serious for a while. But it was only a few years and they were gone
again. But now - its been 17, and the doctor says I have about 25 more
years worth of them.'
'You had it
checked?' he asked her.
'Yes,' she
replied. 'I had to. This time, I think. For sure. I don't want to risk it again. Even if we don't really appear
to be aging much.'
'Oh. I'm getting older,' he responded. 'I feel it.
In the mornings, the creaking bones.
Even if I don't look it.'
'That is
just life. We are ready, normally, for
the grave at our ages. Heck, well before
our ages I suppose. Its a strange long life. So strange.'
He nodded,
and reached for the wine bottle and poured himself another glass. 'Join me?' he asked her.
She nodded,
and he poured her a glass.
Lucy stood
and put on a Mozart piano concerto CD on the player, and as Elvira Madigan
played in the background, the two of them sat there, in silence,
reflecting. On long years, of years of
happiness and joy, and a seemingly endless future before them, still full of
mystery, still full of wonder, still full of life.
The
following morning Enrique was gone in the car, off on some adventure or
another, and Daniel sat in the back room, watching the scenery towards Crisp
Street, lost in memories. Cooma was such an entrenched part of his heart. So much of his life lived her and in this
region.
Lucy Came in again. Well,'
she said.'
'Well what?'
'Your youth? Your younger years? Here in Cooma? What were they like?'
Daniel
smiled. 'I was not the holiest boy in
youth, you know. Not
exactly. I was Catholic, like the
whole family, but at 16 I ventured into my own faith in nothing really at
all. Just didn't care. Didn't really believe in
God. Didn't
really disbelieve. Just had no time for church.
There were friends back there, and I remember the old pinball arcade,
were I played games like Gauntlet 2 and Space Ace and Hyper Olympics and
others. They were good times. Fun times. Full of life and vitality. We were bad boys, in a way, but never mean
boys. Pinching things from shops, and
playing cricket. We even won an indoor
cricket b grade competition in my final year in Cooma
before the family moved to Canberra. I
got a trophy, but that is long gone.'
'Were there
any. You know. Girlfriends.'
He looked up
at her. 'Oh. Yes, you might want to know about such
things. Well, sort of. Louise.
There was Louise. But I liked
Jenny Cheetham.
The first girl I really loved.
She was English, like me, smart and pretty. She was a pentecostal, and I met her again later on in life.'
'You never
married,' said Lucy.
'No. Not yet.
Haven't found the right girl yet. Karaite Noahide faith hasn't done anything,
yet. Apart from me and
Aaron. And you, I guess. You say that Karaite Noahidism
is, in the end, were it is for you.'
'Yes. Yes, I'm a Noahide. Not the 7 laws. I agree with you on the problems with the
Talmud. Really, mainly just a Noahide
rather than specifically a Karaite one, but, yes, I do honour the scriptures,
and I don't follow the 7 laws. Its were I fit in in the end. But just me. Just Lucy. Just Noah's covenant. Its
what makes me me.'
'Right,' he
said nodding. 'I get that from some
people. Just being themselves. Just being who you are. But for me the Tanakh
is the main book, as well as the Haven literature. And while I hated religion once, it is what
grabs me. It is what propels me. It is the information - the knowledge - which
I thrive on.'
'Yes. Yes, that is what you are like,' she said,
smiling.
'And do you
like what you see?' he asked softly.
'I wouldn't
have you any other way, Daniel Daly.'
And he smiled at that.
'And what about your youth, Lucy Smith.'
'You know
most of it.'
'You
travelled, though. Before
coming to Chakola.'
'That was so
long ago. I can't even remember were,
really.' But that wasn't completely
true. She did remember snippets, but
nothing firm. She was so young. But there was glimpse from very young, back in England. A glimpse. Of' a room, with a photograph
on the wall. A
photograph of her father David.
She'd seen others her mother had shown her of him, but David was gone to
the family now. Gone
forever. Lost
to the power of Zoldarius. Gone before she had ever
really known her father.
She thought
on her father, and suddenly started sobbing.
'Oh, excuse me,' she said, and sat there, in her house on Mittagong road, sobbing into a hankie, thinking of the
father she had never really known, with Daniel sitting opposite her, trying to
look comforting, but nothing could comfort a hole in her heart that had never,
ever, really been filled. Nothing.
After a
while she sobered up, stopped crying, and looked at Daniel. 'Sorry.'
'What was
the problem?'
'Daddy,' she
said softly.
'You never
met him.'
'No. That, that, man. Zoldarius. He took my father.'
'And you
hate him, right.'
She
nodded. Then thought
better of it. 'No. No, I don't
really hate Zoldarius. He is just - evil. It's just the way he is. The way he chooses to be. I am not sure if he can really help the way
he is. Now.'
'We all make
choices, Lucy Smith. Even Zoldarius made choices once, I suppose. From all that I have heard
of him.'
'Then your
right. I hate him,' she said bitterly,
standing and going into the kitchen.
Daniel followed her in.
He looked at
her with mercy, and thought on something he felt he wanted to say. 'All the hating in the world won't bring
David back.'
'No,' she
said. 'It might make me feel better,'
she said, slicing at a tomato to make a cheese and tomato sandwich.
'It probably
won't. Evil takes the life of the
possessor in the end. The scripture
teaches us not to bear grudges. No
matter how evil the person has been. We
are certainly sure to administer justice, and taking the life of a wicked man
is often condoned by Torah. And Zoldarius is no exception to that. But, in his eternal destiny, even Zoldarius's, there may, at some point, come that silliest
of things. That silliest of things which
makes him human in the end, as well.'
'And what is
that?' she asked defiantly.
'Love,' he
said simply.
'I don't
think he is capable of it,' she said, feeling as if some sort of blasphemy had
been spoken.
'He had a
mother, right.'
She nodded.
'Don't you
think there was a time, when he was young, that he loved his mother. His father. That he cared. That he had - a soul.'
'I don't
want to talk about it,' she responded.
'Ok,' he
said, and left the room.
But she sat
there, making her snack, and as she poured out her orange juice, she called
Daniel in for their little meal and looked at him.
'But how
could he choose to be so evil? If love
could ever permeat that heart, how could
he ever choose such wickedness as he has done.'
'Lust. Lust for power. Lust for wealth. Lust for fame. Lust for his own
glory. He has made choices, and doesn't
care to go back on them.
She
nodded. That sounded right.
'But why
should I ever care about a cretin like Zoldarius?'
'I'm not
asking you to. But grudges, in the end,
hurt us more than the ones we hold the grudge against. Pity him.
Just pity him, lost in his wickedness.
And one day you won't hate him.
You'll just understand he is a defiant soul, who has made his own
choices, and is lost in a world of evil.
And that, like all of us, he needs redemption.'
'I could
wish him in hell,' she said.
'So could I,
Lucy Smith. So could I.'
'You can't
say he doesn't deserve it.'
'I
wouldn't,' he responded softly.
'Good,' she
finished.
Yet, that
afternoon, a part of her understood that so many souls really didn't care that
much in the end, and even chose darkness as a way of life. So many souls who hadn't worked it all out,
or just had been hurt. Hurt, and didn't
care anymore. Just didn't give a
damn. And chose evil
because of it. And, in seeing
that Zoldarius might just be one of these lost souls,
who the heart of love had yet to touch, she did have pity. She had pity and she forgave him from her
heart. For bearing a grudge would only
make her miserable, and life was too good to afford that.
* *
* * *
Satan sailed
on the sea of ecstasy, high on Hype, Fuck and Wank, his three favourite new
wave drugs of choice, practically overloaded on them. But it took a lot to get Satan stoned - he
was the Devil after all. Hallucinations
of Sodomisic demons floated in front of him, tempting
even the Devil, yet he said 'Go to hell faggots,' but, for a moment, almost
tempted by their absolute uncaring behaviour.
But he was a bad boy. And bad
boys fucked hot chicks. Even the Devil
had scruples. 'Well, if you are not
going to join us, at least kill that Lucy Smith
bitch.' And the Devil grinned
sadistically. That much he could do.
He floated
away all afternoon on his sea of ecstacy and, when
the high started wearing off, tempted to reload, he thought better of it and
wandered out to the main hall. Zoldarius was there, sitting on his throne, lost in his
pathetic thoughts. Minor
thoughts of power. Not the real
thing.
Zoldarius
stood. 'Yes, Lord Bradlock.'
'The Lucy Smith agenda. It is soon time to
respond to her - once and for all.'
'Yes, my
master,' said Zoldarius. 'What is your bidding.'
'Voices have
spoken to me. The girl is soon to fall
pregnant. A child - a kidnapped child -
would be an excellent bargaining chip for us to win our agenda. The Dark One's agenda.'
'But are you
not the Dark One?' queried Zoldarius confused.
'There is an
even darker spirit,' said Satan. 'The heart of the Dark Magic. And its will is
sovereign.'
'As you
say,' said Zoldarius.
'We will
wait for now. Yet, when she falls pregnant, watch.
Assign that Grimlock fool, and at the right
time, we will strike.'
'It is my
pleasure to serve you, dark master.'
'Remember
that,' said Bradlock, and disappeared back to his
abode, ready to get high once again, and fight off some more of those alluring sodomistic temptations.
* *
* * *
'Let's go to
Lambie Gorge,' said Daniel. 'Its
not too far a walk from here.'
'Where's Lambie Gorge?' asked Lucy Smith innocently.
'You've
never been?' he asked surprised.
'Never even
heard of it,' she responded.
'Hum. Funny,' he said. 'But why would you. Unless you had ever
actually been shown the place.
Some people might not normally think about looking there.'
'Where is
it?' she asked.
'Down behind
the showground. Behind
the horse stables.'
'Oh. Right. Well, I've been there heaps. To the showground. That is where the nursing home is, behind the
stables. I've been there once or twice.'
'Its behind that,' he said. 'Its part of the town walk.'
'Ok,' she
said. 'I'll put some track pants on.
We'll go shortly.'
Enrique had
still not returned and, while Lucy Smith missed him, she still wanted to
continue on with her latest fervour - normalisation of her life. Doing the things normal or regular people
did. And a bush walk sounded ideal.
'We'll go at
midday, if that is alright,' said Daniel.
'I fancy a Yummy Burger from the cafe.
Still haven't changed the recipe.
After all these years.'
'You do like
those yummy burgers,' said Lucy smiling.
'Isn't that
obvious,' said Daniel, patting his belly, which was just a little tiny bit overweight.
Lucy laughed at that.
When she had
changed they played Uno for about an hour, a card game favourite of Daniel's
which they had been playing together for the last few days. It filled in time, and with a classical CD on
in the background she was happy, in a way.
Almost as if living a childhood she had not gotten to live, so caught up
in the ways of magic and mystery. So caught up in the ways of fairey and
fantasy.
When 11:30
ticked over Daniel said he was hungry enough anyway, so they locked the front
door, Daniel armed with his carrybag he took
everywhere, and Lucy, in her pink tshirt and trendy trackies, fancy sneakers on, which she had rarely worn, and
they took off for the centre of town were Daniel got his Yummy burgers.
As they
walked down past the pool and crossed into Centennial park,
Lucy reminded herself again, normal life now.
'Well, I have never eaten a Yummy burger, but
I'll give it a go.'
'Ooh,' said
Daniel. 'Are you sure the amazing Lucy
Smith can afford the weight gain?'
She
smiled. A typical
wisecrack from Mr Daly.
'Yes. I am not watching my weight. I never have been.'
'That's not
what Madalene says.'
'Oh, shutup,' said Lucy.
'I mean,
face it,' said Daniel. 'Women are
vain. They are well known for it.'
'Witches are
not vain.'
'But your not a witch,' said Daniel. 'Are you?'
She looked
at him. Didn't really
know what to say, so said nothing.
As he
started hooking into his Yummy burger, she looked at
her own. Indeed, it did look yummy. She was normally a 'Salad' girl, and rarely
ate meat these days, but it didn't have any meat in it anyway.
She bit into
it. 'Ooh, yum,' she said instantly.
'Exactly,'
responded Daniel.
They ate
contentedly, the traffic on Sharp street going about
its typical busines, another normal day in another
normal country town.
When they
got to the showground and down to the stables, Lucy was somewhat excited. It would be interesting to see what this Lambie gorge actually was.
'We'll go to
the lookout first,' said Daniel. 'And
then we may as well go down to the water.'
'Ok,' said
Lucy.
They
continued on, past the nursing home, and the trail went up to a climb. She noticed a tributary of Cooma Creek was winding along beside the trail, and as they
climbed up the ridge, steadily working upwards over rocks and outcroppings,
they came to the lookout and looked down into the gorge. It was typical Cooma
countryside, but she was surprised to see the gorge with the creek, like a
little country river.
'Its a great view,' she said.
'Lets go down,' said Daniel.
They climbed
down, into the gorge, down rocks and, getting to the water, Lucy looked at it.
'Can we
drink it?'
'Oh, you
probably could, I guess. It is running
at the moment. Its probably fresh enough. Watch out for stagnant pools, though.'
'No, I won't
drink any. Just
curious.'
They sat
there, Daniel having dunked his feet into the water after their walk, and Lucy
got out some oranges.
'Want one?'
she asked him.
'Thanks,' he
responded.
They sat
there, in silence, the sun beating down on them, enjoying the country like
atmosphere so close to town.
'I would
never have known this was here,' she said.
'Few
do. Even those who have lived in Cooma for a long time don't often know about it. Sort of hidden away, behind
the nursing home. I mean, you
might never know about it unless someone showed it to you.'
'When did
you first come here?' she asked him.
Daniel
looked at the water, lost in thought. It
was so long ago now, as a little kid, him and his adventures, especially with
his brother Greg.
'I think a
neighbour first showed us the place. But
we came as kids. As you could imagine, I
trawled all over Cooma in my youth. Yabbying in Cooma creek near the pool, riding
bikes, getting into trouble. I
have been all over this town. Its part of me. In so many ways right at
the centre of my heart. Like Berridale, still.'
'And
Canberra?' she asked him.
'Almost. It takes a lot to conquer that city. You have to get to know a lot of people and
live there a long time.'
'I could
imagine,' she responded.
He ate more
of his orange. 'I remember, coming with
Peter and Greg and Fabio, possibly.
Misty, the dog, came along with us.
We found old things lying about, just over there,' he said
pointing. 'Once, coming back home from
the place, Greg had a little accident and I had to be a doctor. It was nothing major, but it always stuck in
my memory. I thought I was made out to
be a doctor, possibly.'
'What are
you made out for Daniel? I mean, what
exactly do you do?'
He
smiled. 'Not much, really Lucy. I write books. They don't really sell much, but are getting
popular online. I am still on a
Disability Suport Pension from the Government for my
Schizophrenia. Have
been for years. And I now have a
few shares in my portfolio. I'm building
that investment slowly.'
'Right,' she
said.
'Oh, I get
by with what I earn. Its
ok.'
'You seem to
have a lot of valuable things. Old
things, I've noticed.'
'I collect a
lot of stuff. Have done since my younger
years. Comics
especially.'
'I've
noticed,' she said.
'Yep. Well, when I reached 60 I had a lot of money
from superannuation. I had worked for a
bit in my 20s, plus I made personal contributions. I bought a place, not far from here,
actually, up in Cooma North. I guess I have never really mentioned that to
you. It is where I keep my most prized
possessions.'
'You own a
home in Cooma?' she asked, surprised.
'Yeh. I stay there occasionally. But normally I am at my place in Mawson. A friend of mine from
younger years. Marcus. When he died he left it to me in my
will. We had lived together as friends
for quite a while. Nothing gay or
anything like that, even though sometimes I wondered
about Marcus. No, we were just good and
close firends, and had similar values and
understandings on life. He was a great
companion for a while. A good house mate, and very generous. He never had any kids and reamined
a virgin till he died, and didn't really have anybody else close to leave the
place to, so left it to me.'
'That was
lucky,' she said.
'Very,' he
responded. 'Plus I had money from mum
when 29 Merriman sold. When mum died. I
invested that well, also.'
'So you get
by,' she said.
'I get by,'
he responded.
They sat
there for a while, and Lucy offered him some strawberries as well. He was deep thinker, quite obviously, was
Daniel. But he was old, like Lucy. So old, now, yet so young
as well. In many ways much of the
trappings of older age had eluded her, because of her physical youth. Perhaps it was psychology, or even simply
physical laws of nature, but she still had a lifestyle and mannerism more akin
to the 30 year old she looked like.
Daniel looked a bit older, but not that much. Ageless, as they had discussed. But, no, she noticed it each decade. Even a few grey hairs in the last 30
years. She was aging, albeit slowly, but
definitely aging. One day she would meet
the grave, presumably like her mentor, Shelandragh, who was so much older than
both of them. She wondered if she would
live to 1000. A full
millennium. What a
milestone. It would be weird, in many
ways, living so long. All those
memories, your latter years, it seemed, all lost in thought. Thinking back. Remembering. It was even like that now, somewhat, although
her years had been full of excitement and adventure, with rarely an opportunity
to reflect. But there were times,
especially in this growing Cooma dynasty, were she sat
in her house, especially in the back room, looking out towards Nijong Oval direction, often looking at the setting sun,
just sitting there, a Mozart CD playing, relaxing. Reflecting. Wondering - what to do with her life. What to do with her soul.
Witchcraft
had been central for so long, caught up in adventures with Shelandragh May,
always, it seemed, fighting that bloody Grimlock and
Lucifer and those other dark lords of evil.
And Zoldarius. Her cousin
Jonathon's long term nemesis. He never,
really, left her alone for long either. Even though it had been a while now. And that Damien Bradlock. Him
she hated, even though she didn't like to hate anyone. But he was so dark, in some ways making Zoldarius look tame.
Him she could really do without.
But, it seemed, destiny had chosen her - a special child of destiny,
perhaps - and the dark lords of evil, for now, were part of that. Perhaps, some day, some fateful event would
happen, some fateful choice, and they would leave her alone then. Satisfied in all their mean
cruelty. Satisfied
that they had done enough harm.
And then she could live a normal life.
A happy life.
Living with Enrique, hopefully, God willing, having
family. Having all the things so
many others, witch and muggle, took for granted. But, it seemed, not yet. Not quite yet. There was a sense of foreboding, especially
in her dreams, that a day of reckoning was soon approaching. A day in which penultimate
dark encounters would take place and the life of Lucy Smith would reach a
pinnacle, and then? Then a more
calming and soothing existence would finally be her reward. But not yet. Not for now.
For now the dark lords of evil still had an interest in her and
Alexander Darvanius himself, one she really worried about in his growing fame
and power, would also, likewise have his day of reckoning with Lucy Smith. Perhaps, in his own way,
the darkest of the lords of evil.
Perhaps, in his own way, the one to be feared most of
all in the end. Perhaps.
She bit into
her apple, noticed that Daniel had lied down and was snoozing in the afternoon
sun so, finding a place to likewise lie down, she finished her apple, drank a
little juice, and put on her iPod, mellowing out to old Evanescence songs,
drifting away in the warm summer afternoon, happy, content and at peace with
life for the most part. And, perhaps,
just that little bit more normal. Just
that little bit.
* *
* * *
She was
again at the little park, just betwen the pool and
Centennial Park, Daniel had gone up to his house in Cooma
North,and Enrique was still
away. She didn't have her iPod with her today, instead she was down here to contemplate her
situation again. In so many ways witches
and wizards lived similar experiences to muggles, but it was still a different
world as well. But Lucy had always known
Madalene and her family, and she had lived in the
real world and the world of magic, a dichotomy of competing ideologies, for so
long that she was both of them in so many ways - witch and muggle. But now, with the last number of years in
Canberra, talking with Daniel and Aaron, the children of Haven as they called
themselves, learning about Noahide ways more so, finally connecting with what
she had committed to in days of youth at Chakola,
finally seeking out her faith and questioning her witchcraft, it was indeed the
witchcraft which was questioned, and the muggle world which was ruling her
heart. But could she ever deny the
strange powers within her? Could she
ever deny her father, or her cousin, or the power in the Smith name? Could she?
But she
had. What was she saying. She had.
Hadn't she?
She knew the
passages in the Torah about witchcraft well now, looking at them more so in
recent years, and sometimes she wondered what the
witches of old really believed in about how it all came to be? So many answers in so many
questions. Shamans and witch
doctors and buddhist priests and scientists all said
so many things about how it all came to be, and in so many of the cultures she
had learned about there were ancient creation stories, all of strange origins,
as much a flight of fantasy as a secular scientist might propose, but for the
one from the Canaanite culture, were the bull god Elohim surfaced in the faith
of the Hebrews as the supreme creator power of the universe, it became so much
more than just legend with so many. It
became fact. And if the witches knew
this power, as it grew, why had they never really acknoweldged
it? Why had they continued on in their
witchcraft, if it was so wrong, if they had no other real answer to the power
of life apart from magic itself? For
that religion, the one she adhered to, the one so much of the muggle world revolved
around, hated witches.
Why? Why? What problem did God have with his devoted
daughter Lucy Smith?
And then, in
recent years, Shelandragh had been speaking to her about the source of magic,
and the spiritual powers. And while she
was an animistic witch, and the power mostly came from within, the world of
witches used, often, powers from a different source. A - darker - source. The dark magic, as Shelandragh called it. The dark power of the dark
lords. The sovereign will of evil
itself.
But this was
not the power of Lucy Smith, and she believed, in her heart, that what lay
within her, her own spiritual magic, was good magic. White magic. She had never used it for evil. Never.
And was this
white magic ok with God? Did God
actually give her this gift? Was this a
power from him? Like the gifts of the
Holy Spirit for Christians, was this a good thing? Was it, as the lightworkers
maintained, a source of goodness and healing in the world? Or was it the devil, robed in garments of
light, speaking false words of goodness and love, a hidden power which had
claimed her ancestors, the first of the Smiths to succumb, and had made
arrangements for the powers he offered, camoflagued
in goodness, yet with a horrible and hidden contract, a contract in which her
very own soul might be claimed one day.
These were her fears. That Smiths
and other families in the craft were victims, sold to the dark powers in
ancient agreements, and the magic they loved so much had cost them their very
salvation. Lucy would not allow
that. Lucy would never allow that.
She thought
on the Hover spell, and how it controlled atoms, somehow affecting gravity
around the item, so Shelandragh told her.
And that how the formation of the spells, their intricate components,
was done in the spirit world, were other powers worked and granted the spellcaster their will, and that some were chosen and the
lucky ones to inherit these powers, more special than the mere muggle who was
nothing to be considered to some. Nothing. And even
Lucy had suffered from some of that pride, a halfblood,
never really considered a proper witch by some of the elite in the magical
community, never really considered one of them.
And, in the end, perhaps they were right. Perhaps she just wasn't one of them. Perhaps she was Carolines daughter, and not David's, really. Perhaps she was a muggle in the end, even
chosen for this strange salvation which Torah spoke of, learning the rules of
God, and living a holy life. Perhaps, in
the end, that was the better choice anyway.
The sensible choice. The holy choice. Her choice.
She
sighed. It had been a whle now, a decade or so, since her last spell. Since the time she put down her old copy of
the JPS Tanakh, down into the bottom of her bookcase,
and got down on her knees and prayed to God and said she would not practice it any more, and that, if he would, that he would forgive
her. And that had been a decade ago, and
the normality she was seeking had become the new issue for her life focus, and
that witchcraft, as she promised God, was gone forever. No more to be practiced. She felt, perhaps, that she was in better
moods these days, and a little happier in life.
Perhaps.
But not that much had changed. Just normal life.
And, because of that, she questioned wether it
had really been that big a deal anyway, and that maybe she was over-reacting,
and that her white witchcraft was holy witchcraft and that, really, God didn't
mind. Did he? No he didn't.
Did he? Or, did he actually
mind? Did he actually want her to choose
her new life, to choose her new world of normal, to choose him? Did he?
Yet,
whatever witchcraft was, whatever the source of its power, whatever its origin,
even wether there was good magic and bad magic, no
longer did it matter. No
longer. The choice for Lucy Smith
was, in the end, a choice of the heart. A choice to cleave to a power greater than even that of magic
itself. The power which, she guessed, even created the magic for whatever purposes he
had. And that power was that of Yahweh,
God Most High, maker of Heaven and Earth.
Yahweh's spiritual power was, in the faith she had been born into,
Almighty. His name El Shaddai suggested that truth. It was a power greater than that of other
powers on earth or heaven. Greater than
all the gods of the ancient world, which Yah counted as nothing. Nothing but mere idols. Greater than electricity,
or fire, or plasma, or gravity or nuclear power or anything really. And, most importantly, and
most fundamentally of all divine truths - greater than the power of magic. Magic couldn't save her, in the end. There was no great bible on the salvation of
the soul in the tomes of witchcraft which Torah offered. No great point to life, rather than to use
magic to advance ones own life and ones own concerns.
No, it was not the same. Never the same.
She chose
God and Karaism, she guessed, because it was not a
trivial thing for personal advancement, but a whole way of life, a whole halakah of the soul, which taught her moral and decent
rules for getting along in the world with everyone, for respecting the life of
neighbour, for respecting their property, for respecting their spouse, and,
more importantly, for respecting and honouring God himself. It was holiness - the divine calling - which
gave an answer to her hearts search for truth, the higher principles, higher
than a witches code of honour, higher than an eastern mantra, higher than a new
age gurus chit chat about past lives. It
was the highest truth to the mind of Lucy Smith, the decency and concern of
heart to be a proper, true and moral person.
And in that truth the convenience of spellcasting to get ahead was
sacrificed on the altar of genuine works, genuine faith, genuine
love.
It was
sacrificed on the altar of the natural world.
The natural law.
Oh,
witchcraft had those things too, in its own way, things of morality, things of
decency, and love was not the divine stranglehold of one religion - it was
universal. It always had been. No, iIt was not
devoid of morality, and a white witch always chose good
over evil. But the bible was the source
which defined those very truths. The
bible was the ultimate book which taught you to reject the knowledge of evil
and choose the knowledge of good only.
And in the faith of Karaism the morality of
choosing what, in the end, were shortcuts on the natural life of creation,
shortcuts on living the regular way God had made his humans to function, which
appealed to the growing and expanding moral heart of Lucy Smith - the morality
of choosing shortcuts in life which magic offered every day with every spell
and ever incantaion - were replaced by that Karaism which didn't, in the end, putting it bluntly,
cheat.
The natural
world was the design of Yah. It followed
natural rules and functioned in a natural way.
And the sign of her covenant with God was the rainbow - a remarkably
beautiful, but totally natural sign. In
all the ways of nature, the sheep following in a line, bees buzzing after
honey, the spider spinning its web, the rain falling at its natural time, the
sun shining according to its natural rules, the waves flowing in order from the
moon - all these things which made her world work the way it worked - all of
them happened in a natural way.
According to the physical laws and rules designed by God Almighty for
earth to function upon. And witchcraft,
the whole purpose of which was to obviate the natural order and find shortcuts
to advance oneself - well - well for Lucy Smith, in the higher sense of
morality she had always aspired to, such shortcuts, in her good conscience,
could no longer be taken. Such shorcuts, for the mind and heart of Lucy Smith, in the end,
no matter what source the spiritual powers of magic came from, wether good or evil, such shortcuts were cheating on the
regular life. And Lucy Smith wouldn't do
that any more.
Lucy Smith would be holy.
Whatever else she would be holy.
She thought
on Bewitched and Darren. Always saying to Samantha to do things the proper way. To not use witchcraft. To get along with the
world, and not upset that nosey neighbour, and be a regular family. And she thought on Samantha, who listened to
Darren, but still did witchcraft anyway.
Lucy had her Enrique, but he never minded. In fact, she really couldn't think of anyone
who did mind. Of anyone who was bothered
by her practicing witchcraft. It was
like that, now, in the world. People
didn't mind so much anymore. The real
power of the church age had waned a while ago, two or three centuries ago, and
in the 20th century a more secular world emerged, fuelled by the vision of
science, fueled by a more rationale
approach to religion. A
more humanistic viewpoint. And,
because of that, serious respect, serious intellectual respect diminished, and
the slur term 'Fundie' got used to keep the
extremists embarassed,not
objecting, in their place. Oh, right
wing conservatism responded at times, she remembered their power, but the
freedoms which had been bought with the dismissiveness of religion actually
impelled freedom of religion itself, amongst all the other liberalities it had
gained. And with that freedom old
fashioned witchcraft had resurfaced, with a new vigour, a new strength,
unleashed from the power of the Church to keep it in check like it had long
done.
Really, she
should have been offended. She should
have been gravely offended at this biblical God, this Yahweh, and his presumptiveness to think he could tell her what she could
and could not do. She should have been
offended. Witchcraft was her right,
wasn't it? She was free, wasn't
she? But as much as she might wanted to
have been, there was also a fateful yearning towards the very power which
condemned her practices, a yearning for a strength which, so it claimed, knew
better. A strength,
so it claimed, which knew more.
It was like
that. People often needed someone to
look up to. To have an
example for them. And God was a
frighteningly awesome power to look up to.
Someone who held her life and death - her very
salvation - in the palms of his eternal hands.
In the end
it was simply just that. A father figure. She
needed a father figure, which had long been absent from her life. Someone to watch over her,
to teach her right from wrong, to guide her on the way, to be the strengh in her weakness, and the protector of her soul. And because David had never really been
there, she had turned to the one sovereign father over all creation, and found
her happiness in pleasing him.
What else
could she really do now anyway?
She
straightened up, cleaned the grass off the bottom of her skirt, and started the
short trek up the hill, back home. But
she reached the pool gate doors, looked at them and, thinking she may as well
relax the rest of the day, walked in, paid the admittance fee, and changed into
her swimming bikini and went to the big pool, which was empty on this fine
summer day, all the Cooma kids still at school, and
just past lunch time when some regulars came.
She had it all to herself.
She floated,
on her back, in the water, looking up at the clouds. Then she closed her eyes. Her ears were under water and the calm
silence made her feel like she was in a world of her own, her own private liitle universe.
Perhaps, in the end, that might be what she needed anyway. For in as much as the elite heart of the
community of magic often mocked the halfblood, the
elite heart of the muggle world could hardly be said to be any better. For a priest or an Imam or a rabbi, who ruled
that world, might also be all to
eager to shun her, to ridicule her, to cast her aside as a witch, a spiritual
fornicator, something no respectable person should be known with. She'd had that occasionally, throughout
life. Rejection for what she was. Not often, mind you, but it was there. A sarcastic comment. A nasty word. An unfriendly look. Even in this day and age were respect was
taught strongly, there were still people who looked down on her kind. And, in the elite power of this world, could
there really be a place for a girl who might have ambitions one day, ambitions
for great things, ambitions for glory?
She suspected, just the way a halfblood could
be despised in her own magical world, so in the world of a muggle she too could
suffer the same taunts. The same rejections.
She knew this oh too well.
What she
needed was her own place, with people of understanding, with people of real
concern - with people who cared. With
her own little community, her own little fellowship, were people understood
Lucy Smith and accepted her on her own terms.
Accepted her as who she was.
And then she
opened her eyes, and stood upright and, looking to the side of the pool she saw
Daniel, sitting there, in board shorts and a t-shirt, smiling at her.
* *
* * *
'Daniel. What are you doing here.'
'I had an
intuition,' he responded.
'Witches are
the ones who have intuitions,' she replied, drying her hair. 'Anyway. What type of intuition?'
'That you
wanted to talk to me,'
She sat down
next to him. 'It's a great pool, you
know.'
'It hasn't
changed in years. It was different when
I was a kid. Didn't
have a roof. But it's remained
the same, now, for a long time.'
'What do I
want to talk to you about?' she asked him, looking at him.
'I don't
know. Something is on your mind.'
'Mmm,' she
said, suspiciously. Something was.
'You know, I
have left witchcraft, in the end. I
don't think I will return to it. Ever. Oh, I don't
know. Something strange might happen,
like God saying it was ok, or something like that. Or something unexplainable.'
'Some
mystery,' he said.
'Mmm. I'm looking for a home, Daniel.'
'You have
one,' he said.
'Not what I
mean.'
They were
silent for a while, and he sensed she wanted to say something important.
'I'm looking
for a family, a home, a community. Something to belong to.
I don't know, a group or something. As bizarre as it might sound,
a fellowship.'
'You want to
join Haven?' he asked her.
'I don't
know. Do I?'
He looked at
her, and looked out at the pool. The
schoolkids had just started showing up after school, and some lessons were
about to begin.
'Do you want
to come back to my place?' he asked her.
'We can perhaps talk better there.
There is something I could show you.'
'Ok,' she
said.
She changed,
drying herself, and taking off her bikini and putting her clothes back on. He had driven down from his house and as they
took the short trip up to Cooma North she was
pleasantly surprised by the house they pulled up in. It was quite impressive.
When they got inside a cat instantly jumped at her.
'Don't mind
her. Mushroom 14 is very affectionate.'
'You are
kidding, aren't you?' she laughed.
'One of
Shelandragh's Mushrooms came to us, once,' he replied. 'I have continued the numbering. Out of tradition.'
She stroked
the cat, smiling at it and playing with it.
It was the traditional dilute american
calico, something most of the Mushroom's she had known had been. It seemed to be taken for granted, and it
looked a lot like its predecessors, and extremely friendly to boot.
Daniel went
to the bookshelf and shortly returned with a book. He handed it to her.
'What's
this?' she asked him.
'A book. On witchcraft. Written by one of the rare
Karaite Noahides in the world. It came out near the beginning of this
century. Its qutie rare. Quite valuable now, as well.'
She leafed
through its paces. 'What's it say?' she
asked him curiously.
'Its an objective look at what
witchcraft is all about and how the Torah treats it. But its more than
that. It is written with a
philosophy. A
philosophy on religion in general, about how we should treat others who are
different from us. In how mercy
prevails over judgement and that getting along, in the end, and tolerating
people, were they are at, in the things they enjoy in life, even in awkward
things for other people, builds patience in us and helps us to be even more
loving people. Its about acceptance,' he said.
'Acceptance?'
she asked him.
'Acceptance,'
he confirmed.
She opened
the book, and turned to the introduction.
It read.
'Before I
even begin to address our subject, there is something I feel I need to
say. Something important I need to
say. Its about life, and about what, in the way I see it,
is the heart of the Torah. The heart of God. Its not that
this is right and that is wrong. Its not that she
is lawful and she is liberal. Its not that they are holy and they are worldly. Its
not that at all. Its that us - we - humans -
people. Are family. Are one, big, family of Noah. And families are meant to care for each
other. In all the pogroms against Israel
throughout the generations, in all the racisms against negroes
and all the bigotries against Kurds and all the slurs and all the prides and
all the prejudices, there has been one thing that was absent. Love. And while the most venomous of serpents might
kill in the name of his caste, even he loves his mother. Even Adolph had a mum. When we really know what it means to be a
Noahide - when it goes beyond just the formal title of our religious
observation - when it goes beyond being affiliated with this or that
congregation, or joining this or that synagogue or fellowship - when it gets to
the point when our faith is true, and we really do believe that ALL mankind are
children of Noah, one big, giant, family, we start to realize that the person
we want to hate, or the person we want to be at war with, or the Jew we want to
kill or the Adulteress we want to stone or the Faggot we want to bash - or the
witch we want to dunk - we start to realize that they, like us, have a
mother. And that, going right back,
their mother was the wife of Noah, presumably Titea
or Naamah or some other name, and that, in the end,
it is our own family that we are discriminating agaginst. And when we know, as sure as the Rainbow
appears everlastingly so, that it is our own flesh and blood we want to hate in
the name of religious zealotry, that we might, we just might, stop and think
and ask ourselves, do we really, really want to hurt this person. Do I really want to kill this person who
might just be a few generations away from being my very own blood kin. Witchcraft, in
the end, is supposed to be a sin. And as
Torah says, tolerate not a sorceress.
But when that sorceress is your own child, your own flesh and blood,
your very own offspring, I ask you this question: Will you be the first person to cast the
first stone? Will you? In our discussion on witchcraft I want to
remind the reader of the most important lesson of all. That Law, simply for its own sake, not
tempered by all the relevant facts of the situation, not tempered by due
concerns for the persons affected, not tempered by mercy, not tempered by love,only leaves a cold hard shell
were the self righteous soul can say 'At least I
obey', but in which the joys of mercy and forgiveness are things not really
known or understood. Without love there
is not much joy in life, and the heart of God's justice is to forgive and
accept. And that judgement, which, in
the end must come if absolutely necessary, ever be tempered by a firm resolve
that the person is such that he, or she, is truly guilty of evil, and that the
dark choices which have lead them astray into the darkest kinds of magic or of
serious enough intent that, to the heart of a caring person, who loves his
family, who loves God, and who has mercy, the resolute actions which follow are
done, in the end, for due concern for the wellbeing, health - and LIFE - of
those whose lives would otherwise be put at peril.'
'Gosh,' she
said.
'Do you
like?' he asked her.
'Oh, very much Daniel. Very,
very much.'
'It's
yours,' he said.
'Oh,
know. I couldn't possibly.'
'Don't
worry. I have another copy in Canberra.'
She looked
at the volume. A rare copy
of a book, of a rare enough world Karaite Noahide library of books,
anyway. On Witchcraft! How blessed.
'I'll
treasure it forever, Daniel.'
'No
worries.'
She was so happy, she came next to him, and kissed him on the cheek.
'I didn't
expect that,' he said.
'You deserve
it.'
And so, for
the next few weeks, Lucy read, and while it talked of similar ideas she had
already known, it gave her understanding, it gave her insight, it gave her
knowledge and wisdom on the subject so very dear to her own heart, and, more
than that, it gave her mercy, that she never quite forgot Daniel's beautiful
gift. And she was forever grateful because
of it.
Chapter Two
Shelandragh
was sitting with Lucy. She had something
to get off her chest. An
old secret. An old betrayal of
Lucy, in a sense, but something she had never been ashamed of anyway. But with what Lucy had now chosen, to forego
magic anyway, it was time to confess her old, hidden, secret.
'Lucy,' said
Shelandragh.
'Yes,' said
Lucy, not looking up from the book Daniel had given her.
'Do you
think you are still a witch?'
Lucy looked
at her. 'The power. The power within me,
Shelandragh. Its still there. I feel it.
It hasn't gone anywhere. Yes, I'm
still a witch. But no, I won't use it
anymore. You know why.'
'That's good
Lucy. But really, with what is in YOU,
you don't really need to worry. Oh,
dear, dear Lucy. You never really did.'
Lucy looked
at her, slightly perplexed, and asked her.
'What do you mean?'
'You know I
have the magic in me, don't you Lucy?'
'Yes
Shelandragh.'
'So did you,
once. But that was a long, long time
ago. Just when I first
met you. You had it then, but it
is long gone, my child.'
'But I have
practiced magic for years.'
'But what
type of magic?
'Oh. Oh,
well we use Animism now, but, um, well, um.' She left off.
'What are you driving at, Shelandragh?'
'When you
were very young magic was in you. Like I said. But, do
you remember when you stayed at my place.
It was about the seventh or eighth visit that first year, and you were
very sick. You had a fever for days and
vomited.'
'Oh God, do
I. It was awful. I felt as if I had died.'
'You
did. Or at least your magic did?'
'Huh?'
'I rebirthed
you Lucy. You didn't know, but one
night, while you were sleeping, I put you into a trance, and I killed it in
you. The ancient gift
of your Smith heritage. I killed
it and only rebirthed animism into you.
It is similar, and works with exactly the same spells, the ones I
arranged for you to cast, but it is a different type of energy. Purely natural. Purely animistic. Oh, Lucy.
You have not been a witch most of your life. I hate to say it, but you are only an
extraordinarily gifted, well. Well
muggle Lucy. The power of magic has long
died in you.'
Lucy looked
at her, not knowing what to say. And
then she looked very cross, and went to her room, returned with a wand, and
almost swore at Shelandragh. She pointed
her wand at the bookcase and, using what memory she had of magic, tried. Tried to make the spell
work, but nothing. The bookcase
just stayed firm. Nothing moved.
'Now try
animism,' said Shelandragh.
She yelled
'Hover', and the bookcase lifted. She
returned it to the ground, and looked again at Shelandragh, hotly. 'You killed me? You killed my magic?'
'Oh, Lucy. Whatever could I do. Like yourself, long
ago I knew, in the end. I knew. The magic, it is not goodness in the
end. It only leads you astray, in the
end. Inevitably,
inexorably, astray. I had to save
you. To rebirth you. To start you anew, with
something which is good. Which is acceptable to the ultimate power. I did it for your own good,
Lucy Smith, but please understand. I had
no choice.'
Lucy glared
at her, and wanted to use the same Hover spell on her teacher, but instead
calmed down, went to her bedroom, and did not come out again that day.
The
following morning Lucy was in the kitchen, frying bacon. When Shelandragh came in, Lucy served them
breakfast.
'Do you want
to talk about it?' asked Shelandragh softly.
Lucy said
nothing. Then she started. 'Its
not that you have lied. I
understand why. You had your
reasons. And in the end, now, when all
is said and done. I guess, yes, you did
the right thing. Its just so, so.'
'So what?'
asked Shelandragh.
'So disappointing. To think I was something I never
really was. That I was
never one of them. Never, really, a witch.
That it was a lie. All the time a lie.'
'So many
Shamans were just animists in the end, Lucy.
Its nothing to be
ashamed of. Really, it is the
other. It is something to be proud
of. I wanted to save you the heartache
of what things you would one day experience.
The kind of touches from darkness you have never known. They hate you especially because of it. Because you are more than a
white witch, Lucy Smith. You are
a saint.'
'I wish,'
said Lucy, grinning a little.
'No. You are,' said Shelandragh. 'Believe me Lucy Smith. You are.'
A few days
later Lucy was still reading Daniel's book and then, late one afternoon, she
simply said,'well, whatever then. And then she put the book on her shelf and
didn't worry after that. And then David Rothchild showed up that night.
'They were
in the back room, chatting, when David said.
'Anyway.
I have a reason for my visit.'
'Oh. Oh, yes?' asked Lucy.
'Your power. Your animistic power. Have you been enjoying it?'
Lucy was
almost embarassed, but nodded.
'That is
good,' said David. 'Now, he who is
doesn't normally share his gifts with humans, whatever their kind, at that kind
of level, dear Lucy Smith. But you have
a long ling of responsible enough Smith's behind you
who have not abused the dark magic, evil as it may be, and God wanted to wean
you off of that so gave you, well, his own stuff. Alright, it is God's own energy which he uses
in creation, and it is sacred and holy and you are
very, very lucky.'
'Your kidding, aren't you?' said
Lucy, amazed.
'No I am
not, Lucy. But don't get used to
it. Your destiny, in the end, is indeed
a muggle. A regular,
normal, down to earth, muggle.
But that is a long, way away. You
see, our heavenly father has a great commission for you.'
'Are you
serious?' asked Lucy.
'Very. God likes his witches who repent. Very much.
Witchcraft, as you know, has long been a naughty naughty
naughty.'
Lucy smirked
at that. And David continued, in his
very loving tone.
'So you have
a task from God. One
which your teacher has gradually been doing as well. In the end, I can't have a world full of
wizards, cutting corners as some might say, but in the end trafficking in
witchcraft, which just brings down the neighbourhood becuase
it runs amok after a while, and doesn't know when to call it a day. The dark magic has always been a passionate
beast, and Samael never knows when to give it a rest.'
'Who is
Samael?' asked Lucy confused.
'A child of
heaven who is a very naughty boy,' responded David. 'Thus, you have permission to use God's
special energy for a while, but it has a responsibility, which will ultimately
lead to its own downfall as well. For you to use anyway.
I need someone, Lucy, who the witches trust. Who the witches like. You must do, unfortunately, from time to
time, the exact thing Shelandragh did to you.
You must get your magical community away from the dark power. And because I must wean someone off its mothers milk, you will be allowed to birth Animism in them
to replace that. And that will be the
new power of magic for the time being.'
'But that
will go as well, won't it?' asked Lucy.
'One day.'
'Lucy
Smith. We all need to grow up, in the
end, don't we.
We all need to not cut corners, and do things the right way, in the
end. Don't we.'
Lucy soberly
nodded. 'Yes, David. I know.
I know. I know. A hundred times over, I know.'
'So, saint
of God,' he said in a soft tone. 'Have
some fun while you are still young. The
animism is available you again, for you are responsible enough. But do remember your commission, and may God
be with you, Lucy the Witch. Lovely child of heaven, Lucy the Witch?'
'Huh?' she
asked on the last point.
'Nothing,'
said David, and smiled even more so.
* *
* * *
Enrique and
Lucy were schmoozing. Or, to put it in
another way, they were being quite randy with each other. Enrique was an amorous lover, and Lucy, a litte while later, vomiting in the morning, came to herself
and swore. 'Shit. I must be.....' She did the test and it came back
positive. Lucy Smith was, at long last,
going to have a baby.
'If its a boy?' she asked him.
'Enrique. Like his daddy.' responded
Enrique. 'But you can choose the girl's
name.
'How about
Jenny,' said Daniel.
'I had a friend who suggested the name once.'
Lucy thought
that over. 'Jenny Lopes. That has never been used before, has it?'
Enrique
almost smiled.
For three
months they did the things expecting couples do, and then Enrique, down on one
knee, took out the ring and said 'If you would do me the most amazing of
honours, my beloved Lucy.'
Lucy
shrieked at the size of the rock, kissed him wildly, and showed it to all and
sundry for the next 3 weeks solid.
* *
* * *
'There are
three types of people in the world. Observers, entertainers, and those who pay money for girls.'
'And let me
guess,' said Lucy to Daniel's sarcastic comment, 'you're all three, aren't
you?'
Daniel
looked guilty, so she said nothing more.
When they
had finished moving the new bookcase into the back room Daniel spoke up. 'Why on earth do you need another bookcase,
Lucy? You have seven already.'
Lucy
smiled. 'Ok. I love books.
I guess you had noticed.'
'I mean,
sure. I do to. But I read only sporadically, and while I do
have heaps of bookcases, the books are sort of being put aside.'
'For what?'
she asked, curiously.
'Oh,
nothing,' he said.
'Out with
it,' said Lucy, demanding an answer.
'Rights,' he
responded.
She was
stumped on that one.
'What the
hell do you mean, Daniel?'
Daniel lookeed at her as if it was something he didn't really want
to speak on but with her inquiring look he eventually succumbed. He sat down at the table and began.
'Rights. Rights of earthly
interaction. Rights established
through getting to know someone, through sleeping with someone, through eating
a type of food for the first time, through obtaining a book or comic or CD or
some other item. Through going to a new
place for the first time, or engaging in some other fun activity or type of
event. Rights. For the next world. For they do not necessarily come, earth
rights, unless you obtain them on earth.
I have to keep the books I want for a time period to absolutely ensure I
have access rights to purchase them in the next life. Without the access rights, if the book is not
released, I have no absolute rights to obtain it. If I obtain the book on earth I have legal
rights to obtain the book in the heavenlies. Yet, it must be kept for a minimum of one
year, or have been destroyed before that time in my ownership through an
accident of some kind. Merely thrown out
as useless, and not appreciated before the year is out, usually leads to it
being questioned wether you appreciated the book or
not in the first place.'
'How the
hell do you know all this?' she asked, quizzically.
'The Holy
Spirit teaches me these things. It is
about what you acquire on earth. What
you acquire on earth is what you acquire on earth. Summing it up. So
that, ultimately, what you acquire on earth is what you are entitled to acquire
in heaven - of the earthly products released there. There are lots more heavenly products, of
course, and that is the real reward for getting to heaven. But for your favourite
earth products. Well, well that
is somewhat what our sojourn here in Terra is all about.'
'Oh. Ok,' she said. He nodded, and didn't speak again on the
subject.
After a
while she spoke. 'Can David confirm this
idea?' she asked him.
'Probably. The messiah knows most things.'
She looked
at him funnily. 'Why do you call him the
messiah?' she asked him.
'Nothing,'
he said, looking guilty. 'Do you want to
go out for some yummy burgers again?'
She looked
at him seriously, but let the 'Messiah' issue drop. 'Ok.
We'll get your blessed yummy burgers.'
'Yum,' he
said.
* *
* * *
'I guess,
Lord, I'm supposed to be holy in the end.
Aren't I? Holy. Doing Godly things. I have been reading Torah, you know. Recently especially. Mainly on Noah. My father. My ancient father. I treat Daniel like close family now, because
of it. Daniel is a Noahide. And that is what I have chosen for
myself. And I don't like the Talmuds, having read some of them. But I do like the bible. So, if it is ok with you, I will now join the
'Haven' Fellowship. I'll join it forever. If that is ok with you,
God.'
The wind
suddenly picked up, rustling in the leaves of the little park. And she felt a sense of peace. A true sense of peace. And then, the Most High God, on the throne of
Zaphon, was satisifed with
some ancient prayer requests of Daniel Daly, and a little part of his spirit
came down from heaven, and lodged in both Lucy Smith's heart and that of Daniel
Daly's heart, and the official spirit of Haven Noahide Fellowship was born.
* *
* * *
She sat with
Daniel, and the plastic rainbow up against the wall of the main lecture hall in
which they were seated seemed so very comforting. Like old school memories, of younger years in
Cooma, at St Pats, a little young girl in a scary
muggle world. But the room she was in,
with bookcases along the walls with Daniel's angel novels and other Karaite
Noahide books, the worldwide Karaite Noahide community's entire effort,
apparently, and posters of Noah's Ark, and other Noahide paraphernalia,
especially the big plastic rainbow, made her feel like she was in a special
place. A place she could truly call
home.
Daniel
finished reading fron the Karaite Noahide Prayerbook,
and they sat in silence for a while. Finally Lucy soke. 'I have noticed this place for years, The sign says
'Temple of Elohim.' I didn't know it was
the official Haven Noahide Fellowship meeting hall.'
'We have
never had an official service yet.
Daniel Rothchild is a co-founder, but has no interest in meetings
anymore. He sticks with his brother. Aaron Goodsell was almost a member of Haven
at times, but has never really joined. I
think his destiny is to eventually be a Karaite Jew. He was circumcis'ed
as a child. Not for Judaism, but to me
that is where it ultimately leads. It
has really only ever been me as the official member of Haven Noahide
Fellowship. There are over 100 over
Karaite Noahides alive in the world today, and in the
last century about 12 Karaite Noahide books were written by various people, not
including my own, and I have written heaps of them. Mainly the Rainbow Bible
series and the Chronicles of the Children of Destiny stories.'
'You have
written about me,' she said.
'Sorry about
that Lucy.'
'Its ok. Why did you choose Cooma
North to build this place.'
'I had
thoughts about it when I was young. Living in Cooma for a while. I liked the location. It seemed right. Cooma was not very
big then, and it was affordable, but I never really changed my mind when other
possibilities presented themselves. Cooma north was always the destiny in the end.'
'Are you
trying to grow the fellowship?' she asked.
'I prayed
once. Only those who God thinks are
right for the 7 Divine Fellowships.'
'7!' she
exclaimed.
'Oh,
yes. I forgot. There are 7 planned Karaite Noahide
fellowships by myself. It has long been
the plan. They have been named and each
has particular doctrinal positions as in opposition to the others. Slightly differing approaches.'
'Oh,' she
responded.
'But the
first one is Haven Noahide Fellowship.'
'Right,' she
responded.
After a
while they went into the lunch room, and eating some cold chicken and drinking
ice tea Daniel smiled. 'I am not trying
to rush the growth of Haven. All in God's good time.
I have plenty of patience for the project. It needs it as well. Always has been a competitive spiritual
marketplace, to put it bluntly.'
'Marketplace?'
she queried.
'Every Tom,
Dick and Jonathon started a church once.
They were called Protestants.'
She smirked
at that one, and Daniel grinned madly.
'But serioulsy, there are an abundance of soul savers. Each trying to win their
flocks glory. Very
competitive spiritual world.'
'And you are
part of it,' she said.
'A Haven in
the maelstrom,' he said smiling.
'A Haven in
the maelstrom,' she repeated.
She sat
there for a while and the day slowly passed.
Daniel put on a Missy Higgins CD, and after the 'Cooling of the embers',
Lucy turned to him.
'So I have
joined Haven. Am I saved now?'
'If you go
the distance,' he responded.
'Which
is?' she asked.
'Till
death,' he replied.
She took a
sip of her juice, and looked squarely at him.
'Ok. Daniel Daly. I will remain till death. But what then?'
'You are qualified
then. Built on God's
rock. The
Noahide family. We are on an
official covenant. Not a false one.'
'What do you
mean?' she asked.
'Catholics. There is only one true church, in the
end. For the purposes
of Salvation in Christianity. The
others will inherit. They'll join her,
later on in eternity. Or
a Noahide movement. Or not.'
'And if they
don't?' she asked.
'They
won't. Last, I mean. They are not on the rock. Not on God's people. Noahidism and
Judaism can function with branches. They
must respect the foundation for God to respect us. It doesn't work in Christianity. There is only one church, the Catholic
one. And protestants
don't respect her. They are searching
for a freedom away from the authority of the Priesthood never allowed to
them. They are trying to do it their own
way. Even when they
have a doctrine which is more biblical than the Catholic doctrine it really
doesn't matter. That's not the
point with God. It is about fidelity to
the foundational church. Jesus, the apostles, and the early Christian world. Those in Catholicism have never left the
foundations of their church, yet Protestants have. It doesn't actually matter if they are right
on this particular doctrine, or that particular biblical interpretation, or
whatever issue of supposed morality they maintain. That never mattered. The Catholics still represent Christianity
and the foundations of the faith. They
have never left their foundations. And
those foundations are built on Israel and Israel built on Abraham and then on
Noah and then on Adam and Eve. The
Catholics are built on the foundation, but the Protestants try to do their own
things. It doesn't matter how many times
they claim supposed bibical accuracy. They are just not built on God's rock. And
later on in eternity they will know, when they are embroiled in their sins, why
they were never really saved in the first place.'
'Oh,' said
Lucy. 'I see. Its
about God's people.'
'Yes,' said
Daniel. 'And he never moves from those
who he chooses to save. He has one rock,
ok. Not several. And if you are on the rock and acknowledge
his foundation, and those who he has called as his own, then he accepts
you. Protestantism, in the end, is choose your own church.
It is not choose the church. It
is choose your own church. It doesn't work like that. Not in the real world. You go to God's official assembly. Or you don't go to God.'
Lucy, later
on in the prayer room, submitted to God's authority then. In quiet prayer, with respect to Hashem, she
accepted Daniel as her pastor, and repented of any straying towards a false
temple of salvation. She wouldn't again
look for her own thing. She would trust
in Yahweh, and walk in his peoples community.
Forever, now.
Forever.
* *
* * *
Grimlock
was happy. He was back at his western
Tasmanian abode, lost in the mountains, away from everyone, away from mankind,
listening to his melancholic symphonic metal music, contemplative of his last
hundred years of life, happy. Above all
other things, he was happy. But there
were issues in the mind of Grimlock. Issues of sin. Issues of old fashioned sin.
Grimlock
was a wizard, that much probably would never change, and he had chosen the dark
magic from a young age and probably would never look back. Probably. But then, once, he had killed in the name of
his religion. And then he had provided
virgins for sacrificial rites. And other
things he had done since which had claimed lives, and Grimlock
had known then that he was evil. And
that he was damned.
And then,
later on in life, he remembered he had been baptised in the Anglican church as an infant, and then, later on in life, he thought
about his soul. Did he want to spend
forever in hell, serving his own platitudes?
Did he want to always do as he would, the witches
motto, and not give a damn? Did he want
to forever bind his will to the darl lords of evil
and reject, forever, that other sovereign power, which supposedly offered
forgiveness? Did he give a damn about
salvation? Of course
not, of course not, of course not, he told himself, time and time again. And then, one day, he did. It happened one afternoon, in a Hobart
library, were he was looking in the witchcraft
section, when a bible fell off a shelf nearby.
He seemed to pick it up, just out of hospitality, and he read the page
it opened at. It was Psalm One, and it
was highlighted in yellow. He read it,
and learned what he already knew. The fate of the wicked.
And then, later that year, he dreamed of being plunged by an angry
looking father figure into a vat of acid, with the father figure saying 'Do you
really think you deserve anything less, ya bloody
heathen.' He got the point from the
dream. God was not happy with him.
But Grimlock did not want to repent. He enjoyed being a wizard. He enjoyed being - evil. Yet he also knew the
fate of the wicked, and the furious old man in his dream scared him. Really scared him. Perhaps he should just repent and have done
with it. Even if he didn't want to,
better to confess his sin, and be honest about it all. And try again. Could he let go of the dark magic? He doubted it. But thoughts of the old man plunging him once
more into the vat of acid were enough, in the end, to change his mind. Whatever hell was he was now sure he didn't
want to go there, which left repentance as the only option. The thing was, would
the big kahuna take it from him? Would
he be able to convince God he had amended his ways. Would he?
He sure hoped so, thinking once more of that unfriendly vat, and a very
pissed off looking old fella.
* *
* * *
'
Lucy sat in
the back room of her Mittagong Road abode. James Daly, Daniel's nephew, was with
her. He was very old now, in a
wheelchair, soon ready to depart. Daniel
had doted on him for a number of years now, very concerned with his brother Gregory's firstborn son. Only Madalene had
not really aged in the Daly clan, apart from
Enrique and David and Madalene in an old past
in many ways, elect of God, according to David and many others, waiting on
something. Waiting on some grand destiny.
'Later on. Loose.
Later on.
When all the pretenders have had their say, people just gravitate to us.
It is what we are. The
truths that they respect.'
'Why us,
David?' she had asked him.
'Because we were fashioned for the task. Even James there, sleeping in the
corner, has a special destiny. His
parents taught him way too much Catholic morality, and he remained faithful to
the catholic church because of it. But he is one of the chosen as well. He always has been. There are a lot of them in Daniel's family. Those who have been before.'
'What does
that mean?' she asked him.
David winked
at her. 'You'll remember one day, Lucy
Smith. One day.'
'Whatever,'
said Lucy Smith, and David winked at her again.
* *
* * *
They were
out on the Cootralantra road, just a kilometere inwards from the Cooma
to Berridale way, Enrique's Holden in bright red,
covered in paintings of dragons and witches and wizards.
'Shall we go
to that Hotel?' Enrique asked her.
Lucy
considered it, but declined. 'No. The Berridale pub like we agreed.'
'Ok,' said
Enrique.
They were on
the side of the road, a rug set up, having lunch. A strange place to have lunch, but Lucy
enjoyed this area of the Monaro.
'Lucy? Erique asked
her. 'Do you love me?'
'You ask
that a lot,' she said smiling.
He looked
directly at her. 'Because
you never give me a straight answer.
I have asked that question of you forever. And you have never given me a yes, or even
hinted at it.'
'Oh, don't
be so dramatic, Rique.'
'You always
say that as well,' he responded.
She glared
at him, but let it drop.
'Is it
because you like David?' he asked her.
'David? You are kidding right. God, David.
I mean, don't get me wrong, David is probably the most loving person in
the universe. Nobody
quite like David Rothchild. But to answer your question, no. I am not in love with David Rothchild.'
'We're
getting married, ok Loose. I need to
know these things.'
'Enrique
Lopes. I would hardly marry you if I
didn't have feelings for you.'
'But not love, is that it?'
She looked
at him, then looked away. She really didn't know what to say. She had been with Enrique for so long now,
and taken so much for granted, that how could it ever possibly be a problem
saying those 3 little words. How could
it ever?
'It's
because there is somebody else, right?'
She didn't
answer.
'If we are to be man and wife, Loose.
I need to know, ok. I need to
know.'
She took out
a cigarette, a rare one she occasionally smoked, and looked at him. 'How important is the answer to you?'
'Fundamental?'
he said.
She
considered that. 'And if I say no?'
'Then why
are we getting married?'
She
nodded. She should have expected that.
'Then why
are we getting married. If you don't
love me,' he said.
'Your putting words in my mouth, Rique. I didn't say
I didn't love you.'
'But you
didn't say you did,' he responded, slightly annoyed.
'No. I didn't,' she responded.
He looked at
her, and wanted to continue the subject, but he could tell from her mood it
would be best to let the issue drop. She
hadn't committed. He knew that then. She hadn't committed to him. They were to have child, but her heart was
elsewhere. Perhaps
owned by another, but perhaps not.
Certainly not the kind of committment
that could yet say 'I love you,' unreservedly to the Terran
Dragonrider.
Later on
that night, when she was reading a book, she put it down and said to him in the
bed beside herself. 'I can't say those
words yet, Enrique. Because, oh
God. I love you like a brother. For so long now it has been just that. With brotherly love and
affection. But nothing more,
ok. I will marry you because that is
what you want. But I can't commit in the
way you want me to. Ok. Its not there between us.'
Enrique,
lying there, thinking over those words, finally acknowledged what he had long
known was true. Lucy Smith's heart
belonged elsewhere. 'Then, ok. I understand.
Shall we say, the wedding is postponed for now to our friends, and we'll
just put it on hold indefinitely till they get the point.'
She thought
on that, and put her arm around him.
'That would be for the best, Enrique Lopes.' And that was the end of the situation.
* *
* * *
The
situation with Enrique had not gone exactly as she perhaps would have liked,
yet him disappearing again for a while was not
unexpected. Still, what could you
do? It didn't, however, deter her from
the most important thing to happen in the life of Lucy Smith, and she was so
excited, attempting to take care of everything, she even asked for the birth
certificate papers so she could have them filled out already, so anxious was
she to have everything perfect. Cooma hospital provided them for her, not minding the
slight change in protocols.
'Can you
fill these out for me,' she asked Shelandragh.
'And the
name?' asked Shelandragh?'
'Oh, God. Of course. I don't know yet. Well, if its a boy we agreed on Enrique. Like his daddy.'
'And a
girl?' asked Shelandragh.
'Jenny,'
said Lucy. 'We both agreed on Jenny.'
'Wonderful,'
said Shelandragh. 'Jenny it is.'
'If it's a
girl,' said Lucy.
'Yes. If its
a girl,' said Shelandragh, a little grin on her face. A grin as if she already knew.
And so she
fussed for a while, and painted the baby's room a compromising pale gold, with tranfers of zoo animals, and couldn't resist a 'Middle Earth'
assortment of characters, just because.
Enrique didn't show, but she didn't care, and when the baby bump became
obvious, Shelandragh and her were having tea in the
back room most afternoons, talking lady talk about a new child in the
family. And then the issue finally came
up and Shelandragh looked very serious about it.
'It might
have the gifts. It might not. We really don't know. What will you do, either way?'
'Either way
I will love my child, Shelandragh May.
Either way I will love my child.'
And
Shelandragh seemed satisfied with that answer.
Daniel
brought around some ancient celtic tales books, of
wonderful moral lessons written for youngsters.
'Read to the
child. They grow up far more intelligent
if read to them. Right away, as well. Its
a fundamental for kids. And this kids a smarty pants;'
'How do you
know?' Lucy asked him.
'Could it be
anything but,' he said smiling.
Lucy took
confidence from that and ate her greens, and other craved foods, and as the
fourth month passed Lucy was looking forward, day by day, to the new birth in
the family. Even without an absent
father, Lucy was on top of the world.
* *
* * *
Alexander
Darvanius II, or ADII as he liked to be called, sat in his office in London,
looking over stock reports, his mind not seriously on his job at all really, in
fact far, far away. Far
away in Australia. Alexander was
a child of destiny, as so many were, and the 7th of the Angels of the Realm of
Eternity was involved with a contract. A divine contract, between the Child of Heaven Samael, and the
other Children of God. The
children of Heaven, which was the divine realm birthed after 'Home' were God,
Metatron, Logos and Memra resided, were special
agents of destiny in key roles they undertook for the Heavenly Father in his
creation. There had been a play, once,
prior to which roles had been chosen, and as that play had come and gone, ramifications
for it had been established - right at the foundation of creation. The child of heaven, Abraham, had taken the
role of God. And in the play the forces
of darkness had confronted the children of light. The child of heaven Samael had taken the role
of 'The Devil', and aided by the child of Heaven, the female Aphrayel, who had chosen the role of 'Death', Sammy had
battled heaven's chosen, yet failed. It had only been a play - nothing more - but
the roles had been set by God to be part of an unfolding plan, an eternal plan,
in which the children of heaven would function as divine forces ruling the
universe.
And as
Samael, afterwards, grew in his wicked pleasures, delighting in his role, the
children of heaven knew, that, with the forthcoming Realms of Infinity,
Eternity and Paradise to be born, and the others hinted at by God, Samael's
wickedness would know no tether. And so
a contract had been borne, which Samael had agreed to. And the heart of that contract hinged on an
ultimate encounter between the child of heaven, Lucy, whose role had been the
witch, and a future angel of the realm of Eternity, the dread Lord Saruviel. And that
encounter hinged on a choice. A strange
choice that Lucy, child of heaven, must make.
For Samael's wickedness or Samael's repentance hinged
on the outcome.
So Alexander
thought on Lucy, often. She was never
far from his considerations, and while, soon, very soon, he knew an encounter
was coming, which would shape his eternal destiny, it still remained. One more choice,
afterwards. A
choice in which the eternal struggle between good and evil would be resolved
for quite a while. Billions of years in fact.
And, good or ill, Saruviel contemplated, many
a day, just what that strange choice, should the witch child of heaven choose
as such, would be.
* *
* * *
'I have a
poem for you Lucy.'
Lucy, who
had been preoccupied with a kicking baby looked at
Daniel. 'Out with it
then.'
'That's what
I like about you Lucy Smith. Always so direct.'
'The poem,'
she insisted.
'Its about our faith. A funny perspective on
things. It's called sing a song
of six pence. An
alternative to the classic. Here
goes,' and he began reading from one of his books.
"Six
Fine Pennies
Sitting in a
Row
One for
Peter
One for Paul
One for John
& Joe
Six Fine
Pennies
Mary has one
too
And not
forgetting Jesus Christ
Whose penny
is for you
Salvation
boy
Believes he
is
Messiah of
God’s Glory
Salvation
boy
Believes he
is
The Star of
God’s great Story
I have a
tale
To tell to
you
Of life and
death and truth
Of Jesus
Christ
Who took the
nails
Supposedly
for you
Six Fine
Pennies
Sitting in a
Row
One for
Peter
One for Paul
One for John
& Joe
Six Fine
Pennies
Mary has one
too
And not
forgetting Jesus Christ
Whose penny
is for you
There is a
lad
A shepherd
King
Who slew a
giant proud
The Champion
Of Israel
The Hero of
the Crowd
A boy like
him
Of noble
birth
The Star of
this our story
With sling
and stone
He will
strike home
Against the
false Christs Glory
Six Fine
Pennies
Sitting in a
Row
One for
Peter
One for Paul
One for John
& Joe
Six Fine
Pennies
Mary has one
too
And not
forgetting Jesus Christ
Whose penny
is for you
For Israel
Have known
the fact
Of Messiah
since their youth
He’s of the
stuff
Of Jesses
boy
Of Boaz and
of Ruth
Six fine
pennies
We’ve known
and been around
But how can
pennies
Truly rate
When warring
with a Crown
Six Fine
Pennies
Sitting in a
Row
One for
Peter
One for Paul
One for John
& Joe
Six Fine
Pennies
Mary has one
too
And not
forgetting Jesus Christ
Whose penny
is for you
The Church
of God
The Glory
Children
Whose
faith’s in Christ their King
Yet Israel
An Older
Flock
To Another
Champ they sing
200 Pennies
it would take
To Conquer this one true
But the
Crown of God’s Son Israel
Has Crowns
for Me and You
Jesus
Christ’s a Penny Man
When it
comes to his great treasure
Yet in David
King of Israel
You’ll find
your souls true pleasure
Six Fine
Pennies
Sitting in a
Row
One for
Peter
One for Paul
One for John
& Joe
Six Fine
Pennies
Mary has one
too
And not
forgetting Jesus Christ
Whose penny
is for you."
'Oh, poor Jesus. Only one
penny.'
'But just
for you,' said Daniel.
'David.
You think he is the Messiah. The real one.'
Daniel was
silent.
'Well, is
he?'
'There is a
guy in the bible. An
old Jewish governor. Some times I wonder.'
'Oh,' she
said.
'But nothing to lose sleep over, Lucy Smith.
Nothing to lose sleep over.'
'Don't
worry. I won't,' she replied
confidently, a confidence a younger Daniel Daly once searched diligently for.
* *
* * *
Lucy was
with Shelandragh, in the back room, finally putting out her last cigarette.
'You have
not been wise, Lucy Smith. Smoking while pregnant.'
'Oh, shut
up,' said Lucy. 'I know I'm a silly duffer,
but I love the little coffin nails.'
'Mmm,' said
Shelandragh disapprovingly. 'Well, better late than never.'
'It's only
till I give birth. Then, God willing, I
will smoke again for many a long year.'
'God willing?' she queried, eyebrow raised.
'Perhaps your health should be more of a consideration than a flakey God willing.'
'Oh, shut
up,' she said again, a sarcastic look on her face.
She took her
pack of Port Royal tobacco and her papers, put them up on the top of the
bookcase, and looked at them longingly.
She was addicted. She knew
it. She didn't care, really, but
wouldn't risk the child in her womb any more having any potential problems.
Shelandragh
sipped on her tea and looked at Lucy. 'Now,
what was so important that you wanted to talk about?'
Lucy sipped
on her black coffee and eyed her mentor.
'Its something quite
unique. A divine
commission.'
'A divine
commission?' asked Shelandragh May, eyebrow again raised.
'From David. The Messiah,' she said dramatically.
'The Messiah
indeed,' said Shelandragh. 'Well. Tell me then. What precious divine commission has the
Messiah,' saying the word Messiah sarcastically, 'entrusted to you.'
'To get rid
of you,' said Lucy.
'Hmmm. And what do you mean by that, Lucy Smith?'
'Well, not you exactly. Sort
of. But more like witches in
general. And wizards. All of the magical
community. He wants me, putting
it bluntly, to serve God and Torah and gradually wean the magical world away
from witchcraft. Put them onto Animistic
spirituality first, but ultimately to rid the world of magic. That is David's commission to myself.'
Shelandragh
looked at her with unbelief firstly, then shock then,
when she saw Lucy's sincerity, perplexity.'
'Well, yes. I suppose.
I suppose, in the end, we will have to get over it. In the end. I guess for so long now I have acknowledged
that God doesn't really approve of witchcraft and while I still dabble, I would
assume, in my long life yet to come, perhaps it would have to eventually
respond to this God of creation.'
'Which is my task. Set
me by David.'
'And did he
say how long you have for this task.'
'Not
really. But he hinted that it would take
a very long time. And I think he meant
beyond this life as well. In some sort
of heavenly next world, were I must continue this work.'
'Oh,' said
Shelandragh. 'In ..... Heaven?'
'Uh. Well.
Well I guess so.'
'He lets
witches into heaven,' said Shelandragh to herself. 'That much I wasn't sure about.'
'God loves
us all,' said Lucy. 'He has great
patience. Torah teaches that.'
'Yes. Yes I know.
It teaches to kill the witch as well, Lucy Smith. But I suppose God might have patience.'
'Yahweh
cares,' said Lucy, defending her faith.
Shelandragh
looked at her pupil, mentioning the divine name. It was not something she uttered very much.
'I guess he
might,' said Shelandragh. 'But if he
has it in for us so much strange that he would want to save us.'
'But isn't that what salvation is all about?
Getting it right with God?'
Shelandragh
looked at her again. Caught
offguard by these ideas. These strange ideas. 'Why, yes.
I suppose so. What the Christ was
supposed to represent. Salvation.'
'Whatever of
Jesus,' said Lucy.
'That's not my faith anyway.'
'No I
suppose it isn't. Your a Noahide, aren't you.'
'Yes. And a dedicated one. And if God has a task for me, well. Well I am willing to do it.'
Shelandragh
sipped on her tea, considering Lucy's words.
The redemption of the world of magic. All entrusted to
little old Lucy Smith. Yet, try as she
might, in all the witches she had ever known, and all the person's she had ever
met in life, perhaps there could be no better choice than little Lucy anyway to
engage in what would surely by the most daunting of tasks. Changing a magician into a
muggle. She didn't envy her
chances.
'You do
realize they will be instantly offended by these ideas. Any witches you might try to persuade to
forego their craft. We hold it very
dear, you know. It is part of us. It is what makes us who we are.'
'We're more
than that, Shelandragh. More than just magic users.
We're people. With
heart. With
soul. With very
real flesh and very real blood.
We are, in the end, God's people.
Made in his image. And if the God of holiness doesn't like us
cutting corners, then. Then I will serve
him and do his will.'
'And why?'
Lucy was
silent and looked at her. 'Lots of reasons. Morality. The divine calling. Aspirations of holiness.
But one simple one in the end. I love God.
It is part of me now. His spirit,
I feel it in me. Giving
me strength. Giving
me meaning, when other things don't satisfy. I love the peace which comes from him, the
joy, the happiness.
In doing his will I find what I need in life. Its what its all about.'
'I suppose
you are right, Lucy Smith. I have never
really considered it like that. So personal. But I
suppose you are right.'
'I am,' said
the Smith girl, with undeniable conviction of heart.
They sat in silence for a while, Shelandragh obviouslly mulling over those words. Soon she spoke.
'Heaven's above, Lucy Smith. I know. I know, in the end, I have not been the
wisest of witches. To practice some of
the things I have done in my darker days.
And I know, I know what it teaches. The Torah. That it is a sin. That the dark magic is a power I should have
rejected long ago. But sometimes I feel,
oh. Oh, I feel as if we are witches, and
that is what we are, and that some things never really change in the end. It is just the way of the world. The way things really are.'
'I know that
too,' said Lucy, who, in total admission of hypocrisy had gotten out the
cigarettes and was smoking what she promised herself was definitely the last
one. 'And part of me agrees with you. I don't know how I can really give it up
also. Forever. It is like these blasted ciggies. I love them to death. Probably literally. But in the end, we must face up to it. What we are, as people. Who we are. And the real powers that run it all. The sovereign powers which
guide our lives. Guide our destinies. God has been there, all along, you know,
Shelly. He wrote his book a long time
ago. Right at the
beginning of it all. And those
rules have never changed. They never
do. What, do we ignore the truth
forever? Do we pretend it will go
away? Do we tell ourselves everything
will be alright and never really care that what we do...' she left off, almost embarassed to say what she was going to say.
'What we
do?' picked up Shelandragh.
'That what
we do is wrong. Ok. There, I said it. In the end we have known that all along. That it was dabbling. That it was witchcraft. That it was a sin. The church never hid that from us.'
'Quite the
opposite,' said Shelandragh, thinking on past dark days for the magical
community.
'Which means we eventually have to get the point. That we eventually have to
toe the line. Because as we grow
up and get older, well. Well we have to
get over it. And admit it to ourselves.'
'Your moralizing,' said Shelandragh.
'Yes. Yes I am,' said Lucy. 'Forgive me.
I get upset too, you know. About the whole thing.
But it's what God wants of me, and that is just the way it is. Just the way it really is.'
'I know,'
said Shelandragh softly.
Lucy smoked
one more cigarette and then, swearing to herself she wouldn't touch another,
put the pack away, and sat there, in silence, with a dejected looking
Shelandragh May who seemed to be coming to grips with something she had long
seen coming. The end
of the line for the witchery and magical practices of Shelandragh May, witch
extraordinaire.
'Well at
least look on the bright side,' said Lucy.
'Life goes on.'
'Yes,' said
Shelandragh May, with not just a slight tinge of bitterness. 'Life goes on.'
* * *
* *
Life did
indeed go on. Through its merry hum and strum, its gentle highways and byways. And for Lucy Smith there was a continual
growing anticipation of her first child, which dominated her activities for a
while but there were more adventures, still to be, before that happy event
would come to be. Especially one bright
event in which a gathering of friends, old friends, who had seen many a long
year, took place one happy day in the little park Lucy Smith had grown so fond
of and accustomed to.
'Hello,
Alexander. We are glad you could make
it. And is that Brax
hiding behind you?'
Brax came
out of the dark shadows of Alexander Darvanius II, announcing himself to the
gathering, and, even a home for the Devil himself being prepared, they started
their happy picnic.
'Gemma,'
said David. 'It has been forever. Literally.'
'David Rothchild. I see you haven't changed. Are you still with Justine?'
'She's just
getting the salad,' he said, and sure enough Justine Atkinson, wife of David Rotchild, appeared, and they nestled in for an afternoon of
fun.
'So. Alexander,' began
Daniel Rothchild. 'You have all the
power in the universe. Your corporations
run this world, practically, now. Have
you chosen goodness, I do wonder?'
Alexander
looked pleasant, for a change, enjoying his scotch eggs and salad, and smiled
at Daniel. 'Not today, dear Mr
Rothchild. Today I am off duty. A simple time to enjoy long
life with dear old friends.'
'Dear old
friends! Humph,' said Lucy Smith. But she had invited him anyway, for he too
was some chosen vessel of destiny, and even Alexander needed to be around
compatriots who had accompanied him on this long sojourn.
'I just
thank God you didn't invite Lucifer,' she said.
'Oh, I think Lucifer
will show his head sooner or later,' said Alexander, with a dark look. 'His thoughts are never far from you, dear
Lucy Smith.'
'That would
be right,' she said.
Shelandragh
turned to David. 'So. You have
commissioned dear old Lucy. For the extermination of our kind?'
Alexander
looked curiously at David Rothchild, one of those to oppose him in many
ways. 'The extermination of witches?' he
asked him. 'Is the messiah taking us
back to the glory of Torah obedience, I wonder?'
David smiled
at Alexander, and lifted his glass of wine to him. 'To your good health, dear
Alexander.' Alexander lifted his
orange juice and repeated the blessing to everyone.
David
spoke. 'Nay, not back to the glory
days. That is not the commission
heavenly father desires with young Lucy.'
'A
commission?' said Alexander. 'I know
much of such things.' Of course,
Alexander and his father had long been a force in the uniting of the Christian
Church on a global scale, perhaps, though, for not necessarily the most
altruistic of reasons.
'Lucy's
commission,' began David, 'is one of a great destiny for this chosen daughter
of God. It is not to rid the world of
witches and wizards. It is to rid life
of the dark power. The dark power of
magic,' he said, looking directly at Alexander.
'An interesting
challenge,' said Alexander, sipping on his wine. 'Let me know, will you, if she ever
succeeds.'
'I'll do
that,' said David.
'You don't
like magic,' Madalene Bridges said to David. 'It is against your Torah. And you love that Torah, don't you David.'
David looked
at Madalene, reminded he once had a crush on the
girl. 'Yes, Madalene. It
is against the Torah.'
'And the
Torah reigns supreme,' smirked Shelandragh.
'Apparently,'
said Brax dryly, and all eyes turned to him upon that
comment.
'You have no
faith in the Torah?' Shelandragh asked Brax.
'I know were
my faith is,' said Brax, hesitantly casting a glance
at Saruviel.
'Mmm. Interesting,' said Shelandragh.
'You have
never killed a man, have you Alexander. Or arranged for one to be killed. That is apparently the reputation you like to
maintain,' stated Daniel Rothchild to Alex.
Alex
nodded. 'Nor is their any reports or suggestions that I have ever
done so. I know, as you all do, we are
all caught up in this mysterious destiny, and the powers we all serve often
pull no punches. But I have forsaken
that. It is against the laws of life,
after all. And even the blessed Rainbow
Torah alone forbids such a thing.'
Lucy looked
at Daniel Daly. He had coined the idea
of the Rainbow Torah. She spoke. 'You obey the Rainbow Torah, Alexander?'
Alexander
looked at Lucy Smith. 'It does not say
much. The Torah, about non jewish people. That is correct, isn't it David?'
David looked
at Alexander, smiled at him, but just took another sip of wine.
Daniel Daly
spoke up. 'There are - responsibilities
- in the Torah towards all mankind. Like
our father Noah, we are called to walk with God in our communities. The righteousness of Noah, I presume, should
be something of the calling of all our lives.
Whatever that righteousness pertains to.'
'And what
are these responsibilities, Mr Daly?' aske Alexander Darvanius, looking
directly at Daniel.
'A law of life. As we have discussed. And a life is forfeit should you take that of
another. Made in the
image of God.'
'Mmm,' said
Alexander. 'I have surmised as much.'
'There is
more to it than that,' said Lucy, proudly.
'Then tell
us,' said David, looking at Lucy. All
eyes locked on her.
'There is a
passage in Jeremiah,' said Lucy. 'It
says if my neighbours, and it means if God's neighbours to the Kingdom of
Israel. It says if my neighbours will
learn the ways of my people and swear 'As Yahweh Lives', as surely as they
followed the ways of Baal, they will become my people as well, if they follow
my ways. Or some such words to those
effect,' she said confidently.
'Indeed,'
said Alexander.
'That sounds
right, Lucy,' said David smiling. 'We
can't escape a Torah way of life. All
mankind needs the laws of God, to learn responsible ways. To be at peace with each other,' he said,
saying the word 'peace' and looking directly at Alexander Darvanius.
'Yes, we
need peace,' said Shelandragh, a comment echoed by all present.
'And what
about Jesus Christ?' asked Madalene. 'What about what he says?'
They all
looked at her. Alexander spoke. 'Dear Madalene. It would appear you are outnumbered, even by
those of your own family. For it is a
happy little Torah club you find yourself ensconced in.'
'But your a Christian, aren't you?' Madalene asked of Alexander. He looked at her, and it was a look as if he
could say a million words on the subject, of a life long
lived and considered on such words, but all he said was, 'To God be the praise,
Madalene Bridges.
To God be the praise.'
And David
Rothchild said 'Amen.'
'I was
baptized, once,' said Brax. All eyes turned upon him. He was a little nervous at that, but
continued. 'It was weird. That is all I can say. But I sort of felt cleaner later. Sort of like I had been
cleansed.'
'Mikveh's are like that,' said Daniel Daly. 'And I feel God honours Christian baptisms as
a Mikveh.'
'What's a Mikveh?' asked Gemma.
'A ceremonial washing. Developed from the
Torah,' said David.
'Oh,' said
Gemma. 'And Jesus was Jewish. Wasn't he David? So that would have been a normal idea for him
to do. Baptisms.'
'He was
following biblical ideas,' said Daniel Rothchild. 'The prophets speak of washings and new
hearts and the like. Jesus applied this
theology to his new birth doctrine.'
'Born
again,' said Lucy, knowingly. She had
thought through those ideas in younger years, studying out the Christians
doctrine.
'And what is
wrong with that?' asked Madalene.
'Why,
nothing,' said David, looking at Maddie.
'Nothing at all. It is a very Torahesque
theology in many ways. Centred on the bible.'
'Oh. Ok,' said Madalene,
who for once considered that one of the fundamentals of her faith might
actually be shared by the Torah community anyway.
'We all need
Jesus, don't we Madalene,' said Gemma, in a sarcastic
tone.
Madalene
smiled shyly, and kept quiet after that.
'Or perhaps
some of us need the Devil,' said Shelandragh dryly, looking at Alexander
Darvanius.
'Perhaps
someone is the devil,' responded Brax, taking a sip
of his wine, a comment noticed by many, though quietly spoken.
Alexander
decided to change the mood. 'Why don't
we go down to the creek. And look at the yabbies. I am sure there are many this time of year.'
And so the
group, standing, walked down as a herd, down to the creek, and spent the rest
of the afternoon splashing feet in the water, drinking wine, and having, in a
very traditional sense, a gay old time.
And later
that evening Lucy Smith, for
once, could say she enjoyed the company of Alexander Darvanius
the Second. For once.
* *
* * *
Enrique
finally returned. There was a ring on
his finger.
'What's
that?' asked Lucy.
'A wedding
ring,' said Enrique.
'Oh,' said
Lucy, taken aback. 'Your married.'
'I am now.'
'Oh,' she
said.
Later on,
Enrique now in the guest room, resting from his trip, Lucy sat there, in the
back room, thinking. Thinking about what
had happened recently.
Of course,
getting a divine commission from God was something quite important. Quite important indeed. And the scope of the mandate would likely
take up her thinking for quite a lot of the uknown
and mysterious future before her. And
she would not shirk her responsibilities in this commission, and take it
seriously. She was that type of girl,
after all. A very
serious girl. And while it would
not consume her whole life, it was sure to be affected and, thinking on that,
potentially, her personal life might some times be
put on the back burner as she pursued her calling.
Was it such
an attitude, perhaps buried in her heart, that had led
her to reject Enrique? Probably not, in the end.
Probably not.
And while she often felt she was a child of destiny, with a special
calling, which indeed seemed true, she was sure it only ever embellished her
life, not detracted from it. She was
sure.
But, looking
at that ring, and realizing she had granted Enrique his freedom, she couldn't
help but question wether, just wether,
she had made the right decision. Enrique had been there forever, her constant
companion, looking after her, rescuing her from evil. The Terran Dragonrider, her hearts consolation in many ways. Sure he deserved her love, now? Surely, especially as she
was about to give birth to their child.
Surely. But, no. They had had
an understanding, and he had acted on it, perhaps sooner than they had agreed,
but could she really complain? Could she
really deny him? He had a life to live
too, didn't he. He had his own dreams,
his own aspirations, and she could well conceive that, even now, after finally
about to be a father for the first time, the utter frustration he might be
feeling at his beloved still, in the end, saying no. How could she blame him for that? How could she? And Lucy Smith, so she prided herself in her
heart, was always a girl of understanding, liberal in many ways, ready to give
somebody the graces, the mercies - the freedoms - their hearts desired. How could she blame him?
But she did,
a little, especially in light of the soon anticipated child. And while she would never speak of it to
him, far too sensitive to his private life, she was, just a little,
disappointed. She had lost her man, in a
way. To another woman. And while they were not to be married anyway,
and she was still unable to say those words of love he had needed to hear, she
was still, just a little, disappointed. Just a little.
Never the
less, life went on, and with or without a man by her side, she was soon to give
birth. And for the practically minded
Lucy Smith, that was the important thing.
She was soon to be a mother. For the very first time.
And no event, not even the marriage of the child's father, could disuade her from the happiness she was very soon to
receive. No event at all.
* *
* * *
She didn't
normally receive phone calls so late, and let the answering service take care
of them, especially on Saturday nights when she liked to stay in for the
evening, curl up in bed with hot tea and honey, and a good fantasy novel, but
something in Shelandragh May's heart told her she should get this call
anyway. She was at home in Bunyan, and
it was a very pissed off sounding bartender from one of the Cooma
pub's, telling her that her pupil, the illustrious Lucy Smith, was, to put it
bluntly, sloshed. Off
her head.
'Heaven's
above,' said Shelandragh May to herself, as she got in the car, made it into
town, and found the said Lucy Smith in a highly inebriated state, hardly able
to walk, muttering 'He's a bastard,' all the time.
'She's
heartbroken, so she tells me,' said the Bartender. 'Something abou an Enrique leaving her.'
Shelandragh
carefully dragged the tottering Lucy out to the car yet, by the side of the
road she emptied her stomach, some of the ungodly mess landing right on
Shelandragh May's new shoes.
She took her
home to her place in Bunyan instead, wanting to keep an eye on her for the
night, and as she put her to bed, Lucy came to her senses for a moment. 'I hate him.'
'Who?' asked
Shelandragh May.
'Rique,' said Lucy, in a forlorn tone. 'He's married another. Another bloody bitch.'
'Mind your
language, Lucy Smith.'
'Screw you
Shelandragh,' said Lucy, and almost wanted to vomit again.
'Here is a
bucket. Don't mess up my quilts,' said
Shelandragh.
When Lucy
had dozed off, Shelandragh sat up in the lounge, stoked the fireplace, and
drank her tea and lemon, silently thinking.
Obviously Enrique had done something.
Talked about another lady. Betrayed her, or something
or other. She was not sure
exactly what was going on, but knew she would get her answer soon enough.
'Oh,
heaven's above, Lucy Smith,' said Shelandragh May to herself, staring into the
bright orange flames, the spirit of Bunyan soothing her soul as it had long
done. 'Life is never boring with you, is
it child of mine.'
And the
spirits, that night around Bunyan, seemed to do a happy dance in response to
Shelandragh May's statement, amused to have one of their favourites back in
town, even for a night, as they danced and pranced and lived the life of the
magical world, the faerie world, the spirit world, were Lucy Smith was one of
their favourite, and most beloved, children.
Chapter
Three
'So. You have accepted
your fate, Lucy Smith. A witch no more?'
Lucy, in the
kitchen of Daniel's place in Cooma North, were she,
Daniel, Shelandragh and David were staying for a while, cut into the cucumber
after she had peeled it, sliced it up into several slices, and added it to the
salad, the final touches.
'Now, do you
like French dressing?' she asked David.
'Ooh,
lovely,' said David.
'Then I will
get the French dressing.
She went to
the fridge, returned with the bottle and poured some on. After buttering the bread rolls, she served
up lunch and the three of them, Daniel out for the day on some sort of personal
business, sat around the lounge, eating.
'Put on a
CD, Shelly, please,' said Lucy.
'Ok.' Shelandragh went to the bookcase and looked
over Daniel's collection. 'Very
commercial tastes,' noted Shelandragh.
'Ooh. Just for
a laugh.'
As Spinal
Tap started playing in the background, David unable to stop smiling at some of
the lyrics, Lucy looked at him.
'Yes,
David. I have accepted my fate.'
David
finished off a mouthful of salad, bit into his bread roll and, taking a sip of
orange juice, gazed at her.
'Then you
needn't worry any more. About the commission.
Not for now. Not for a long, long
time, Lucy Smith.'
Shelandragh
looked right at David, putting down her fork.
'And what does that mean?'
David smiled
at Shelandragh. 'God knows, Shelandragh
May, your heart. Better than you
do. God has always known. He knows what makes you tick, and your
fascination with magical things. It is
how he made you, after all. The problems
with magic are not insurmountable, and to the heavenly realm there is a degree
of tolerance for such behaviour, depending on the type of witchery
involved. It is true, in time, in the
goodness of God's good time, he does want you, in your own heart, to consider
the issues of magic and morality, and too contemplate things which will be said
to you. But he is no rush. He has had magicians for years, and, really,
they are not going anywhere.'
'Which
means?' asked Lucy Smith, anxiously.
'We don't
want either of you to give up your passions.
At least not yet. Not while your heart is still committed to
such things at least, anyway. It is
later on. Later on in
eternity when, having considered your craft, you will reach conclusions of
sorts. On things you have
learned, and things said to you. And it
is then, and only then, when in your heart you are ready to reach the
conclusions that we have presented to you, that the commission you have
received becomes something of merit for you to follow through with. But not yet. Not yet, dear Lucy Smith. It is too soon, and your magical brethren are
only now starting to enjoy themselves and their freedoms they have so long
desired. And God knows this. And God does love you anyway.'
'How long?'
asked Shelandragh.
'The time is
not really the issue. You will need, in
the end to find that answer for yourself.'
'How long?'
she persisted.
'Time immemorial, dear Shelandragh. And things
will come to pass, and things will have been before, and you will still be
witches. But later on, when you are
older, you will find some things in your heart, seeds of the divine which have
borne fruit, and you will be witches no more.
But aeons will come and aeons will go before such truths come to the
fore. But as for time? A trillion lifetimes may still not be enough,
Shelandragh May. So fret not.'
Shelandragh
looked at David, and for the first time in her life she knew the meaning of the
words 'The Mercy of God.'
'Thank you,
David Rothchild,' said Shelandragh May, and she came and hugged him, and there
were two very happy witches that afternoon in the abode of Daniel Daly,
Cherubim of God. Two
very happy witches indeed.
* *
* * *
'Daniel. Who is Kirstie Kolby?'
'Ok. I confess.
Yes, I'm married. Half a dozen
kids as well. There. I've got it off my chest.'
'Mmmm,' said Lucy.
'It doesn't surprise me. Mandy
was always suspicious. Said she had found the name written down a few times in
questionable circumstances.'
'God. Don't tell Mandy. She'll cast a spell on me. She doesn't have your virtues, you know. Wild child that girl.'
'Do you
still see Mandy?' asked Lucy.
'Do you?'
responded Daniel.
'Well,
no. Not really.'
'There's
your answer,' responded Daniel.
'Anyway. Kirstie Kolby. What's the story?'
'She lives
in New York.' He was actually
lying. 'I see her occasionally. The family is all over there. Doing great, from what I hear.'
'You devil,'
smiled Lucy.
'Takes one
to know one,' responded Daniel, tongue in cheek.
'Are there
any other secrets I should know about?'
Daniel
remained silent, but she saw the concerned look on his face.
'Out with
it,' said Lucy.
'Lucy
Smith. The comings and goings of the
pastor of Haven Noahide Fellowship are his own concern. All members have always agreed on that.'
'What do you
mean all members?'
'Oops,' he
responded. 'Oh, ok. Back when you were young there was a
fledgling fellowship of half a dozen or so. We had some meetings. They are all still around, and they have
private keys to the fellowship hall. We
arrange private meetings through email. Its not an officially registered
public fellowship, ok. It never has
been. Members like there
privacy. Eventually, when we are big
enough, we will indeed go mainstream. But not yet.'
'Jesus,
Daniel. Are there any other of these
little secrets?'
'When you
need to know you will be told. Don't
worry about it for now, ok.'
But she was
full of curiousity.
* *
* * *
Damien Bradlock was not a virgin.
Very far from it, in fact. And while in his time the Devil himself had
raped a fair number of blonde virgins, his particular favourite, there had been
one particular girl, in his teens, who may have
redeemed the irredeemable. His Josie. The Devil
did not love easily. In fact many would
say the Devil did not love at all. But
the girl whose virginity he had first claimed, and who had claimed his, right
in his high school days in Hull, were he had been brought up, he thought of
often, these days. Long
after her unfortunate death on a fishing accident when they were teens. He had killed the guy, even though it had
been an accident, and was never the kids fault.
A fellow student in school, not one Damien really objected to, but when
the news came he was a dead man. Damien
had conducted his first trance, and attempted to summon the devil. And then a dark lord of evil had appeared to
him, almost laughed to death, if possible for a demon, and said 'You have got
to be fucking kidding me. Summoning the
Devil? You? For fuck's sake.'
That had
started an affair with the darkness and slowly, gradually, he learned who he
was and the meaning of the demon's words.
He was the devil himself, anyway.
The Dark Lord of Evil. And so he had killed the youth, been sent to
jail when they caught him, which began the tirade of the worst business empire
the world would ever see. The most hostile of hostile takeover tycoons.
But he remembered
Josie, from time to time, and the genuine love they shared, in his days of
innocence. When he,
the devil, was not too evil.
When, by most reports, he was a regular kid, doing regular things, even
listening to Abba and the Beatles, and thought by many, with his excellent
grades, a real prospect for the future.
He was indeed that prospect. But of the worst kind imaginable.
His early
business years were a typical success story for such as his kind, but the cops
were always on his tail, never quite catching him, the most elusive of the
Lords of Power if ever there was one.
And in all his early business years, without yet formulating his
concrete plans of world domination, Damien pursued his business ambitions with
malice towards competitors, twisting the legal system with his money to suit
his own purposes, aware of every loophole, and earning the reputation as Wall
Street's most formidable foe.
And the
Darvanius' were never far from earshot, both Alexander Darvanius I and ADII, as
he liked to be called, dread Saruviel of Eternity,
part of his long term ambitions of power, cruelty and damn sovereignty.
He was never
a pleasant devil.
So, when it
was announced that the child was just about to be born, Damien contacted his
pawn Zoldarius, and arranged for the despised one Grimlock to seek out Lucy Smith, monitor her, and use the
kidnapped child as a bargaining chip in the agenda of the dark power even the
devil served to bring despair, meaningless and misery to the children of Adam
and Eve. Just for the hell of it, Damien
Bradlock was oft heard repeating. Just for the hell of it. And while some might wonder, given that even
Satan once knew the heart of love, and feelings for a girl, that perhaps, just
perhaps, he could show some mercy and pity to Lucy in her anxious days of
expectancy. The Devil stayed true to his
colours.
* *
* * *
One of the
common events to the children of men was childbirth. And Lucy Smith was no exception. When her time came she handled it bravely,
gave birth to a lovely daughter, and was received back home triumphantly the following
morning, the baby in good health.
Taking care
of details the following day, Lucy asked for the birth certificate from
Shelandragh. Miss May went to her
handbag, fished out a form and handed the certificate back to Lucy, who smiled
and looked at the birth papers, finally filled in.
'Oh,' she
said. 'Shelandragh. I know I never filled in the application
form, and left that to you. I guess I
should have,' she said, somewhat apologetically, looking at Enrique.
'Huh, what
gives?' asked the Dragonrider.
'Our
daughter,' said Lucy. 'She's not a Lopes.'
Enrique took
the certificate, looked at the name and smiled ironically, handing it back to a
quizzical Shelandragh.
'Oh,
bugger,' said Shelandragh, only now realizing her gaff. 'Oh, I am so, so sorry Enrique. I never thought. I, I, I..' she left
off, very embarassed.
'It's ok,'
said Lucy. 'It was an honest mistake.'
Lucy turned,
to look at little Jenny sleeping in the crib.
'I guess young Jenny SMITH will just have to get used to my family
name. Do you really mind Enrique?'
Enrique took
Lucy in his arms, kissed her, and said, 'Wether a
Lopes or a Smith, she is our child. And
I love her just the same.'
And, so, the
much anticipated celebration for Jenny Lopes did not eventuate that morning,
and, instead, Jenny Smith, with a mysterious new destiny all of her own, slept
soundly, not crying once, as a furious rain storm started that afternoon,
washing away the recent dust storm, the child sleeping safely, comfortably
& happily through it all.
* *
* * *
David Smith
had spent an untold lifetime, by a small creek, eating weeds and occasional
purple flowers, lonely, bored, aging oh so
slowly. He presumed, in his heart, that
he would one day die and leave this abode and go - where? Heaven? That might be part of his faith, now. Maybe. But, with nothing better to do in the
shadow-world, he tinkered most day on the machine with
manifold cogs which, he swore to himself, was a mechanical transport device of
some sorts.
And then it
happened, after rising, eating some flowers, he sat in the main control seat,
so he had imagined it to be, tried the next number combination in current plan
he was working with, and got the shock of his life when he pressed the third of
the red buttons, as he pressed them all after setting the 78 dials of numbers,
and the machine came alive with activity.
He sat there, hoping beyond all hope this was the end, but the machine
just continued whirring.
'Finally
getting somewhere,' he thought to himself.
'Finally.'
So,
memorising the combinations just in case, he pushed the fourth green button
and, in a blink, he was gone, vanished to who knows where.
* *
* * *
Grimlock,
in the end, only half-heartedly repented of his evil. Only half-heartedly. But it did come to the point, one afternoon,
in front of his home in the mountains, near the stream, he whispered to God
that he was sorry he was a sinner, and did not bother saying anything much
after that. It was all the repentance he
could muster.
And then Zoldarius had contacted him again, and he was off on the
devil's business, in a fit of lust, and all thoughts of repentance were laid to
rest at his flat, forgotten in the victory of dark glories.
* *
* * *
Lucy sat
nursing her daughter, on the front porch rocker, in a state of matriarchal
bliss. Enrique was tinkering with the
car, and they were family.
'How about a
family photo?' she yelled to Enrique, who seemed to mumble something back
which, Lucy taking as agreement, put little Jenny down into the baby basket,
left her on the porch, sure Jenny would be fine, and went inside to retrieve
her camera. When she found it she came
back outside and down to Enrique, who had thought she said it was lunchtime,
and smiled at him as they came up to the porch.
'Did you put
Jenny inside?' he asked Lucy, for the basket was empty.
Lucy looked
at the empty basket, and then at her man, and the sudden outburst of screaming
over a missing baby didn't stop that afternoon.
* *
* * *
'Brat,' said
Zoldarius, looking at little Jenny Smith, who had
finally stopped crying. The last three days of crying, returning home, finally abating only
now. He fed it, changed its nappies, and did a
somewhat job in keeping it entertained, even reading from magic books to the
child.
'Perhaps I
should keep you? Raise you as my own?'
he said to the child, who just stared back with innocent animated eyes.
'Humph,' he
said to himself. Grimlock a daddy.
Still, that
wouldn't likely happen. All too soon the
final confrontation would come. They
would wrangle Lucy's choice out of her one way or another,
and the power of the dark magic would finally get the answer it had long waited
upon.
* *
* * *
'Well, are
you coming?' Damien Bradlock asked Alexander
Darvanius II, in the Alex's London skyscraper.
Alexander looked at Damien and sighed.
'Its not the time,
Damien. Its
fruitless to even bother. You can't
cheat destiny. It will make its decision
when it will make its decision. And the
time is not yet.'
'Fuck
Destiny,' said the Devil. 'Are you
coming or not.' Alexander sighed, got to
his feet, and as they started the journey to Cooma,
for the final confrontation of the Dark Lords of Evil with the witch-child Lucy
Smith, Alexander knew it would end in no good.
No good at all.
* *
* * *
Grimlock
stood with Jenny in his arms. Lucy
wanted to rush out, but Enrique held her back.
Shelandragh stood next to them, and Daniel Daly stood behind, watching
nervously. This was not his fight - he
was hardly armed with the power of magic.
They had
goaded them just a few minutes earlier, to come out and face them, and standing
on the front lawn of the Smith abode, late Sunday night, the Dark Lords of evil
almost looked a comical force, attempting to twist a judgement from Lucy Smith
- the ultimate choice of destiny she must make - perhaps just a little too
soon.
'We are
outnumbered, Lucy,' said Shelandragh.
And then
Lucifer Malfoy stepped out of the shadows and Lucy said 'I think we're fucked,
Shelly.'
Lucy Smith,
Shelandragh May, Enrique Lopes and a very reluctant Daniel Daly stood there,
facing the Dark Lords of
Evil,
Alexander Darvanius, the cretin Grimlock, holding her
child, the repulsive Lucifer Malfoy, Zoldarius, and the worst of
the lot, Damien Bradlock.
'Alexander,'
said Shelandragh. 'I didn't think it
would come to this.'
Alexander
seemed dismissive. 'This is not my idea, Shelandragh May. I will not interfere. Yet.... Yet if Lucy would make her choice. If now, then I would listen.'
Shelandragh
looked at Lucy. 'Do you remember, Lucy. That tale I
told you once. About a
child. A witch. With a special choice in a
contract of heaven?'
Lucy did not
even look at Shelandragh, but didn't need to even answer Shelandragh. She had known those secret truths herself,
for some time now. She didn't need to be
told.
'Alexander. Whatever choice you think I need to
make. I won't. Not now.'
Suddenly, a
white glowing fireball permeated the scene and struck Alexander on the chest,
who fainted back, and fell to the dirt, although it did not seem fatal.
And then a
man appeared, who looked and felt strangely familiar to Lucy Smith, and
confronted Damien Bradlock. Shelandragh immediately rushed down to help
the man, while Lucifer jumped up to confront Enrique and Lucy.
Daniel
looked at Grimlock.
He had an idea.
Shelandragh,
wand raised, glared at Damien, who indeed grinned like the Devil.
'Who are
you?' She asked the man.
'Don't you
know, Shelandragh?'
And
Shelandragh turned, and slowly, recognizing his face, said, 'David. David Smith.'
David
smiled, then a lightning bolt crackled between them and they returned to face
their foe.
Lucifer
scowled at Lucy. 'Come child. Perhaps we could have some more fun. Like the good old days.'
'Your sick Lucifer!' shouted Lucy.
Enrique did
his best to stand between Lucifer and Lucy, but knew if they started hurling
magic bolts at each other he was a dead man.
'I hate to
say this, Enrique. And I don't doubt
your manhood. But perhaps if you stand
behind me,' said Lucy, raising her wand.
Enrique,
albeit reluctantly agreed.
'Come now,
Shelandragh May. Let the witch make her
decision.'
Damien stood
there, Zoldarius next to him, grinning madly. He hurled another bolt at her, but she ussed a magic shield.
Zoldarius
glared at David. 'My
old enemy. Did you enjoy the
shadows?'
David
pointed his wand and unleashed a fury of flames at Zoldarius,
who just surrounded himself with a veil of blue energy.
'You suck,
Lucifer,' said Lucy, and hurled a bolt of energy at her. He dodged it, but when Lucy whispered 'watch'
to Enrique, the dragonrider was amused when the bolt
looped back and hit Lucifer in the back of his head, whose eyes glazed over,
and then fell down unconscious on to the porch.
'Is he
dead?' Enrique asked.
'I wish,'
said Lucy.
Damien noted
that Lucifer had fallen, but was not perturbed.
'Let her
choose,' said Damien to Shelandragh.
'And you can have your child returned.'
Just then
Daniel yelled in triumph, 'I have Jenny.'
He was standing beside a slumped to the ground Grimlock,
holdind a cricket bat in his hand. A just used cricket back.
'Thank God,'
yelled Lucy.
Damien
glared in hatred, and threw another bolt of energy at Shelandragh, who put the
shield up again.
'Its over,' said David to the Dark Lords. 'Leave, now.
We don't need this to go any further.
That choice, which I also know of, is for another time. It is not for now, dark nemesis. And a stronger power than even you rules over
destiny.'
'Bah,' said
Damien and, throwing one last bolt of energy at Shelandragh, who raised her
shield again, retreated away, Zoldarius backing off
with him, but who turned to David and said,
'We will
meet again, David Smith. Believe me, we
will meet again.'
And then
they were gone, off in the night, off to their own, dark, domains.
* *
* * *
Lucy looked
at the three figures, tied with a rope, a spell of holding placed over them.
'You suck,
Lucy Smith,' muttered Lucifer.
'I didn't
think this was necessary,' said Alexander.
Grimlock
didn't say anything, but just looked miserable.
'What do we
do with them?' Daniel asked.
Lucy looked
at Shelandragh. 'Perhaps the oldest but
the best answer to the likes of Lucifer Malfoy.'
And raising
her wand, she yelled 'Relocate,' and the dark lords were gone, off to who knows
where, this final and terrible confrontation, at last, dealt with.
* *
* * *
Well, all
things worked out for good thereafter in the life of Lucy Smith. The Dark Lords bothered her not again, for
there was no longer any point in tempting fate, for they had another battle to
fight, in the form of other soldiers of heaven in a judgement day soon
impending. The fate of Lucifer Malfoy,
though, in the immediate sense, was an ironic return to Azkabahn,
a familiar looking prison cell, and the mocking laughter of irony from a
familiar looking prison guard.
'Life really
did suck,' Lucifer scowled, eating up his crusty bread and water.
Grimlock eventually
found a boat near the shore of Antarctica, where he had been relocated to, and
getting back to South America first, he eventually found his way home.
Darvanius
ended up deep in the Sahara desert, fortunately found water, and eventually
found a tribesman to guide him out of the hottest place on earth.
Yet, as for
Lucy Smith, she and her father David were finally reconciled. There were tears of joy, tears of laughter, taers of sorrow over Caroline, who had gone to the grave,
but most of all, tears of love. Most
definitely love.
Lucy's life,
finally, once and for all, got back to normal, and while a final fateful choice
yet remained, Lucy did her best, raising young Jenny, to not let the things of
Destiny disturb her happiness.
Yes, in the
end, Lucy Smith found happiness. And
while the dark lords of evil, may, in truth, inevitably return one day, the
saga of the life of Lucy Smith, child of heaven, special child of destiny, for
now, is complete.
Alleluia
Alleluia
Alleluia
All Glory to
God Most High
And Peace to
his People on Earth
Alleluia
Amen
And Amen.
THE END
Lucy Smith –
Choices of the Heart
7,499 SC
Gemma
Watkins was a lady of extraordinary beauty, and also one loved greatly. In fact, David Rothchild had long felt he was
to be with this woman forever, but it didn’t work out in the end. It just wasn’t, apparently, meant to be. But no worry, life went on, and Gemma
continued her life after David with all the courage and finesse which her
beauty lent her.
One of
Gemma’s close friend was Lucy Smith, the witch. Lucy had recently gone through many turmoils at the hand of the
Dark Lord’s of evil, and while she had vanquished
Lucifer, hopefully, for the very last time, she felt the power of evil that one
had would somehow resurface. It seemed,
in truth, impossible to escape this dark lord who had haunted her for so long.
Lucy, one fine Sunday morning, having tea with Shelandragh in her house
in Bunyan known as Minoxxia, welcomed visiting Gemma
Watkins to their home. Gemma, now, was ancient as
well. And this was something she had
only started to grasp, the gift of life that God had apparently blessed her
with. It had all started when her new
friends Jonathon and Lucinda had arrived from New Zealand and introduced her to
Callodyn Bradlock and his
wife Rachel. Instantly
Gemma had made a deep and personal connection with Rachel Bradlock,
and following that an even stronger connection with Jonathon and Lucinda. And then, for some completely unexplicable reason, she had gone off to live in England
for 30 years, just upon a whim, and ended up were Callodyn said he had come from, Hull on the coast, were she
had met a certain ex copper, Jack Dagger, who claimed a similar long life to
Gemma, having quickly opened up to her for some strange reason. She had shared this with Lucy, that there was
an order or something amongst a special group of humans, and that Rachel was
the firstborn, followed by Jonathon and then Lucinda, and then herself and Jack
Dagger following her. And, apparently,
from what Rachel was suggesting to her, an unlimited number of human souls were
to slowly and inevitably join their group. She had dreamed a number of times of these
people, so she had told Gemma, and recognized Gemma very quickly from her
visions. Callodyn
had used a description, just the once, and not spoken of it again, calling them
the ‘Ketravim of Eternity’. Gemma had queried many times what the word Ketravim was supposed to mean, but Callodyn
was not any more forthcoming.
Gemma had
for a long time considered that she must have just had special genes but,
inevitably, the spiritual came up and she considered the God question. It seemed that God had chosen her, that the most high himself had picked her for long, if
not eternal life, and that such was her reward for some apparent reason not
known to her. It was a strange calling,
frightening at first, but she was now enjoying her long extended life quite
tremendously. She had much wealth, a
great deal of assets, and a number of houses in Canberra and Sydney. In a way it really was the high life for
Gemma Watkins.
Of course,
she soon found out that Justine and David also partook of such a life, as well
as Lucy Smith and Shelandragh May amongst others, including the other Ketravim and Callodyn and Leopold
Bradlock.
David said they were living towards the end of days of human society in
apocalyptic terms and special things were now happening. Gemma did not really understand much of what
all that was about, but trusted David nonetheless.
Yet, today,
she was visiting Lucy, and on a day of days as well. The world was on tenterhooks, for the world
alliance was about to invade Israel, the final nation not part of the alliance
of Alexander Darvanius II. Everyone knew
Alexander, many said he was a ‘Christ’ of sorts, the
one preparing the way for the return of Jesus, as he had lived now for so
long. Gemma had heard so much of Lucy’s
encounters with Alexander, but today, a day of destiny, Gemma was to witness
the most fateful choice of all in the destiny of Lucy Smith and Alexander
Darvanius II.
* *
* * *
Satan
watched on. Alexander had knocked on the
door, and Gemma had answered it. She had
looked at him, let him in, and they all sat in the lounge room, Alexander not
initially speaking. Eventually he spoke
up.
‘Lucy. You have a choice to make, young woman. An important choice to
make. It is this. Serve me, serve my kingdom, and I will offer
you rewards beyond your comprehension.
Simply acknowledge that I am the way of destiny the world needs most of
all. Alternatively, you may choose
this. You may choose to vanquish me, to
have the upcoming final conflict go against me, and have me utterly defeated at
the hands of the returning Jesus.
You know of
the methods I often employ, you know of Lucifer Darvanius who I have utilized
to achieve many ruthless ends. You know,
though, that I have never had a man killed deliberately by Lucifer, and that
any such wickedness he claims is by his own volition. In this sense you are aware that I have not
violated the laws of life of the Rainbow Bible.
I have not been perfect in morality at all, and perhaps quite detestable
in what I have allowed by many people’s standards.
Yet you also
know, as I have made clear to you previously, that I serve a sense of goodness
which is vindicated by its defiance of the purest forms of evil and
wickedness. You know I represent
absolutism, extremely strict absolutism, and a sense of utter commitment. And you know I represent this to thwart the
evil in mankind.
I am a
paradox, Lucy Smith. I am contrary to
God, yet perhaps what he needs most of all.
But that is who I am, and perhaps I have been chosen for this task.
You know, if you choose against me, that I will fall into the pit of
despair for aeons beyond counting. Yet
you also know, that in the judgements I will place upon mankind I will judge
for so very long in a way which most will complain is too restrictive and
oppressive in the freedoms they take for granted. And the ends will often justify my means.
Yet, that is
what I offer. That is what I, Saruviel, represent, and my fate is only in your hands Lucy
Smith. Only in your
hands.’
In heaven,
Daniel and Ariel sitting next to Samael of the children of heaven, waited
anxiously. The other children couldn’t bare to watch, and today was the
day of the choosing – the day of fundamental choosing – and they watched on
with baited breath.
Lucy spoke.
‘No, Saruviel. No.’
‘And what
does that mean?’
‘I choose neither to justify you or disgrace you. To neither condemn you or accept your
ways. I choose, instead, to forgive you
and allow life itself to make the ultimate choices on your destiny. It is unwritten, Alexander Darvanius. It is unwritten.’
Daniel, in
heaven, looked at Ariel and grinned.
Samael swore and instantly said, ‘For Christ’s sake, you must have told
her,’ but Daniel and Ariel simply said nothing.
And thus, the choice Samael feared the most, occurred, and the fate of Saruviel was now in the hands of God and the nature of life
itself.
Alexander
looked at Lucy, gave her a new, perplexed look, and left. Now, that was unexpected. That was, in truth, quite unexpected.
The End
Lucy Smith -
The Children of Haven
Chapter One
Lucy Smith
was an extraordinary lady. In more ways than one.
This was the fixed and constant opinion of Lucifer Darvanius. Vanquished, yet again. And fuck it pissed him off. He should fix the little bitch up. But, no. He couldn’t.
The strange emotion, which angels talked of, which, perhaps, in days
long ago, in an inifinite realm he partook of, but
long ago decided that the truths of passion, the truths of aggression, the
truths of the will of the dark magic, took precedence over anything so simple
as that strangest of emotions. That
emotion called – love.
He
remembered the Celestyels of Infinity, and the
passion they’d had towards him on the occasions they led him to their bedroom,
and lavished rich lovings upon him. And he still enjoyed those lavishings, especially on his manhood, in the brothels of
the dark places of society, where he ordered his pleasures, and paid his fee,
and lay there, as she did her work, as she did his pleasure.
But with
Lucy, while he desperately wanted to fuck her brains out, the strangest and
most ridiculous of emotions said to him, ‘You love her too much you
devil.’ And so he prattled on these days
with email after endless email about his victories against this biker dude or
that drug dealer, and the victories he’d won on the battlefield of the barroom
floor. And he did that, not even in fact
anymore, but with bravado and Majesterial
brutality. But he always said, at the
end of his little tirades, two simple words.
Your cute.
She was, in
fact, quite cute. A
babe, really. And had a spirit
which turned him on, gave him a hard on, and off he went to his bedroom,
relieved himself, and lay there, fantasizing upon Lucy, and perhaps, letting
that weird feeling fill his heart.
Love.
But, fuckit.
He was a devil. He was a
Darvanius. She was just another woman,
just another babe, just another fuck.
Still, he
couldn’t think that in that part of his heart which some greater power still
controlled.
He loved
her. As simple as
that. He loved the dumbass little
witch. He loved her.
*
Daniel Daly,
head of Haven Noahide fellowship, sat in his Cooma
north abode, Lucy sitting at the desk, with a pen, a quill in fact, writing out
a portion of the Torah. Genesis chapter 1 in fact.
She’d never done this before, but he had suggested to her that a
faithful Karaite Noahide, if one were to take the religion seriously, would in
fact, in time, get to writing out the entire Rainbow Torah. Genesis 1 – 11:9. And so, this morning, as the rays of dawn hit
the front window, sitting there quietly, enjoying the peace of a beautiful
Sunday Morning, the same title for such a song by the band Madasun
enjoying its playing on repeat on the CD player, he was inspired, got Lucy up
early, at their bacon and eggs and other things, and suggested the idea to her.
‘Sure. After lunch,’ she responded. He didn’t object.
She was
slow, but handwriting was often like that, and took time, especially Lucy’s, as
she was so incredibly neat. But around
dinner time she produced the parchment, of all things she had chosen and
purchased downtown in Cooma, and he looked at
it. It was beautiful. She had completed the Rainbow Torah
designation of Haven Noahide Fellowship, which was Genesis 1 to Genesis 2:4a. That was the Creation section.
‘What do you
think?’ she asked him.
‘It’s a lot
better than my first effort. My
handwriting has never been that neat.’
She nodded,
and took the parchment and placed it inside the plastic folder she had decided
to keep her work in, inside a plastic sleeve.
‘I’ll read
it, you know, Dan. When
it’s finished. It will be my
personal torah.
It’s the one I’ll stick with.’
‘I usually
read a JPS Tanakh myself, but fair enough,’ responded
Daniel.
‘Do you ask
this of all of them? Members
of Haven? The
Children of Haven.’
‘No. Not really.
It’s not even written down in the 7 Rainbow Bibles as a
requirement. Just something I suggest to
those who are serious about the faith.
Some have done it.’
‘Am I going
to meet them, then? The
Children of Haven. It’s been a
few years, now, Daniel. We’ve been
discussing this. Lucifer’s gone,
now. Zoldarius too. I don’t think they will be back. Not any time soon, anyway. Knew they had messed with
the wrong people.’
‘Pride comes
before the fall, Lucy Smith. A witch of maturity
should know such a truth. I am familiar
with Shelandragh’s teachings upon you, you know. Quite familiar.’
‘You fancy
yourself a wizard,’ she said casually.
‘You think you have any gifts?’
‘I don’t
always agree with David Rothchild, you know. His judgements. His jewish
religion. Noahide faith, in the end, has
its own freedoms. Spiritual animism is
fine to me. God made it, after all, and
I have these gifts in me, just like you.’
‘But what
about real magic?’ she asked him curiously.
‘Mmm. No. Not
in the end. Don’t want to fuck with the
ultimate source of that shit. It’s a
different spirit. A
different energy. It goes back to
the beginning, of all things, when God was young in his dreams and plans. He created the energy field for temptation
purposes, to sort out ole Samael.’
‘How do you
know that?’ she asked him.
‘A little
angel told me so,’ he
said with a wink. ‘Heaven does that for
me, occasionally. Gives me a little
whisper, a little story, a little legend of what its all about.
A little about you, even. And Enrique, funnily enough.
Strange, you and him. Have you worked it out yet? Do you love him?’
‘We share
Jenny. That will always be true. You know I love him, ok. I always will. But I like Selena Gomez’ advice. In and out of love,
and that’s how I like it. Its why I’m here, of course.’
‘Huh?’ he
said, turning back to what she had just said, because his head had been turned.
She just
smiled at him.
‘How much of
that parchment did you get?’ he asked her.
‘Enough for the whole Rainbow Torah.’
‘Job. Also Job. If you want to do that
eventually. That book is ok for Noahides. He was
one.’
‘I
know. I thought about that already,
anyway.’
‘Would you
ever do it all? The
whole Tanakh?’
‘Have you?’
she asked, looking directly at him.
‘No,’ he
responded, after a moment. ‘Only the Rainbow Torah.
3 times.
Nothing more.’
‘Then
probably not,’ she replied. ‘Don’t want
to usurp my leader now, do I?’ She
smiled at him, and he grinned in response.
‘You’ll meet
the children of Haven soon enough, ok.
There are a few of them in Cooma. A lot more in Canberra
where it started. You’ll like them. I’m sure of it. And you’ll get a rush in the fellowship. The spirit of our
communion.’
‘Mmm?’ she
queried.
‘Churches
have them. Most religions do. A unique spirit. I prayed long and hard for each of the 7,
that they would have really intoxicating spirits. Ones which really helped
the heart in its life struggles.
You only get it when we are together, though. But its bliss.’
‘I look
forward to it,’ she said smiling at him.
He smiled back.
Shelandragh
came around that evening, and they had their meal, and Daniel stole another
look at Lucy’s little rainbow torah when she was
sleeping, and smiled to himself. Always
nice to see the Noahide world grow. Always nice.
*
Jane Elegar Smith was a regular person in many ways. Bored with life at 18, suicidal, addicted to
death metal, working as a prostitute in Fyshwick,
living in a Trailer Park in Symonston or Narrabundah or some bloody suburb she couldn’t remember the
name of, but it was on her mail and her DSP card, and addicted to cigarettes,
honeycomb schnapz, and girl porno, Jane Elegar Smith was indeed a regular person. Or so she believed anyway. She fancied herself ‘Decadence’. The title or moniker she called herself
by. She was a prophetess of wisdom,
inspired by Pentecostal messages describing her as a chosen vessel of God, even
though she had fucked off from church after only 2 visits. Now she lived on the DSP – the Disability
Support Pension – for her schizophrenia, played Sega video games from the 90s
which she collected, and listened to Death Metal acts such as Slayer, Morbid
Angel and Metallica, but adoring Hard Rock even more than the heavy stuff. She even had tapes. A girl of her generation,
even with tape cassettes. It was
unheard of, but she collected them anyway, as some places still produced
them. She had, in her cabin in the
trailer park, a pile of tape cassette box holders, piled high to the ceiling of
the cabin, alphabetized, 4 columns of them, about 25 rows, or something like
that. About 100 boxes,
with over 2000 cassettes so far. And about the same again on CD and record. Out the front of her Cabin was a sign which
read. ‘Bon Jovi? Are you serious? Poison Forever.’ Yet, despite being the
world’s biggest Brett Michael’s fan, she loved the Jovi also. Decadence was really just that –
decadence. But she was also in a
relationship, of about 3 months now, with a Cooma
guy. Daniel. Daniel Daly.
He’d met her, at the trailer park, when he was visiting a friend of his,
and said hello. He’d said hi back and
she invited him into her cabin for a friendly chat. And he saw her metal, and he said ‘I love you
forever,’ in a cute voice. Yet, as
strange as it seemed, somehow she knew he meant it. Like it was fate. Like it was destiny.
He was a
religious freak, he told her, but she said that was ok. She liked religion now. She liked God. He had filled her with his spirit and, while
she argued with him each morning, she loved him none the less. God was great. Even understood a girl like
her. And then, just 2 weeks after
friendship, he asked her to go steady with him, and she said ‘Shit yeah.’
Decadence
was unemployed, naturally, and in terms of physical appearance she was slightly
chubby, but in what Daniel told her was a cute way,
which she knew in fact to be true. Curvy, more than anything.
Not an embarrassing fatness, and he said he
really liked her legs. Kind of him.
She ate ice
cream, lots of it, junk food, and watched pay tv all
day and all night, apart from when her and Sarah and Sarah’s man, Davo, from next door, played cards, which they did half the
day.
Suicidal
thoughts were impulsive, because she wanted to go to heaven now, rather than
having to wait forever. Coz she didn’t
hate life, and didn’t really suffer depression.
Madness, sure, and killing herself would be a rush. But not now, ok. Probably not now. Daniel was on her mind. He was nice.
Sweet.
And he loved her and what she represented. And he meant it. He meant it.
*
Daniel was
preaching a sermon. Haven had gathered
in Cooma, and Lucy was in the front row, sitting next
to Jane Smith.
‘Why don’t
we fuck animals?’ he began. ‘Vd’s. Causes VD’s which
make you sterile. No offspring. No future.
No hope. Also,
a sexual act which doesn’t make children. Pretty crude as well. Why not homosexuality? Leads to bestiality. They don’t give a fuck about standards, and
end up fucking animals as well. Besides,
no offspring either. The
current trend of gay marriages.
They don’t make babies. Oh, let
us let them adopt, says society. Stupid,
aren’t they. Kids could grow up gay as
well. No offspring for them,
either. What about wars? Oh, yeh.
I went off to war, says sergeant slaughter in his heavenly abode. Got my brains blown out
with a bazooka. Didn’t have kids to my girl back home yet, though. No offspring.
No future. Why don’t we allow brawlings and fightings? They end up killing each other in rage. No future.
No offspring. You see those, and
countless other reasons why the Torah is correct, is currently ignored by
politically correct society. They think
they know better. Their
liberal ragings on evolutionary scientific ‘Truths’. They’re idiots. They won’t inherit the land. You see, ever generation God prunes
mankind. Roots out the wicked, lets the
righteous prosper. It’s why we are less
violent in these generations and holier than in the earlier ones. But sin is still popular, and people are
still choosing it. Yet, what really survives are righteous bloodlines who have learned the
truths taught from their parents, about sin and how it only kills you in the
end. How it only kills you in the
end. Like the dark magic. How it only kills you in the end.’
He stood
down. There was a clap, and they
mingled, and Lucy considered his final words.
How the dark magic only kills you in the end. She got the point. She really got the point.
*
Lucifer
looked at the picture of Lucy above his Sydney home bedroom desk. He lived in Sydney, now, for the most
part. Lucius in the
UK, and Lucas in the USA. That’s
how they liked it, the triplets. Living apart. Living
in their own universe.
Ocker Aussie had won him, a long time ago, and
he spoke like them, swore like them, and played AC DC on his CD Walkman time
and time again. He was even a citizen,
and hadn’t needed to smudge the lines.
He thought on Lucy, and he thought on his sins. Lucifer had killed men. But, in the end, despite being a scumbag son
of a bitch he knew himself to be, they had always been of the evil kind. Brawlers in bars, boozing
madman having a go at him, who he had knocked off. Or drug dealers trying to
screw him on the price. He took a
particular disliking to them. But he
always had a look at the man, and asked himself ‘Does he deserve it.’ He remembered, you see, an old law of life
taught him in his youth. By John Darvanius.
‘Kill an innocent, Lucifer, and don’t think God will forgive you, let
alone prosper you. Remember that.’
He did. He always had. And while he was scum, perhaps Lucy could
even like a guy like him. Perhaps.
He went off
to the TV room, switched on the TV, and watching ‘Supernatural’, his mind
drifted away, and he snoozed, as the world turned, and Lucy Smith gave no
sudden thoughts of inspiration towards Lucifer that day either.
Chapter Two
Lucy Smith
sat with young Jenny. 3 years old, still
not talking, which was a worry. But she was no trouble. In fact, largely the
opposite. When she put her down,
she sat there, unmoving. Just playing
with whatever toy her mother had given her, smiling, happy, innocent. But, as Lucy noticed, she just sat
there. Unmoving. As if a spirit of stability and unchanginess had settled upon her, and she wasn’t really
interested in doing anything else apart from the issue at hand. And in Jenny’s case it was mostly the toy her
mother gave her. What a strange young
child.
She had
prayed for Jenny to Jehovah since her birth, and asked for a blessing in
Karaite Noahide faith for the child. It
was her religion, now, and she wanted the child brought up properly because of
it. She wouldn’t refuse her magic,
though, but had second thoughts about real magic. The magic of Shelandragh’s. The child probably didn’t have that anyway –
real magic. She was probably animistic,
which even Daniel didn’t object to, and he was serious on that issue. Daniel loved Shelandragh, though, and didn’t object
to the magic within her. She was a good
old soul, he told Lucy often, and that whatever the Dark Magic had once been to
her had been conquered long ago by Shelandragh’s quiet
sensibilities and general sense of goodness and courtesy. She was a fine witch, and the community was
lucky to have her, Daniel once commented to her.
Jenny was an
attractive enough child, good looking, like her mother, and looked like Enrique
also. She ate her food, and didn’t
object to her veges most of the time, but never ate
the sandwich crusts, which she left.
That was not good enough for the young child, so Lucy had started
cutting off the crusts, amused by the child’s picky eating habits. When spoken to the girl looked up at you,
eyes wide with wonder, but no other reaction.
She was not deaf, or anything like that, and usually turned her head
when her mother was speaking to her. But
she was oh, so quiet, and there was never a peep from her. A few cries in babyhood, which had left as
she started toddling around. She was
something quite different than the expectations Lucy had had in her first
motherhood.
Enrique came
around from time to time, but claimed, now, was with another woman. Another love, and that he even had
children. Good for him, she thought to
herself. He had found where he probably
really belonged then. And then, last
week, he had sent her a postcard from Brazil, and the girl’s name was Monica
Gomez. One of his own. Perhaps she should have expected that in the
end. His own culture. Not that surprising in the end, really. Not that surprising.
It was a
happy, content and joyous life in Cooma, living next
door to the pool usually, but she spent a lot of time living with Daniel Daly
also, for she had a crush on him. She
hadn’t told him. She’d been subtle about
that, but it was something which had bubbled up for a few years now. He was like her, so she noticed. A similar spirit, as if they were related
somehow. And she understood his sarcasm
and humour, and she liked his general demeanour. And he was attractive also. She had a lot of money, now, and from
winnings early on in life in a special quest she had invested the money in
shares in Australian companies later on in life, which now sufficed as her
total income without any problems at all, the companies having still continued
to grow. She was happy, quiet, content. But the
Children of Haven had now come into her life, and it was a new beginning. A new spiritual adventure. And each day she found private joy from God,
anxiously waiting upon what would happen next.
For life was good and that was the way she liked it.
*
Dead. All dead. All dead. Lucy looked on at the funeral as Madalene was laid to rest, next to her sister Georgia and
brother Jayden, in the Chakola cemetery. ‘The last of them,’ said Daniel. ‘All gone now. Just you and me, Lucy.’
‘Amelia, of
course,’ responded Lucy.
Daniel’s
eyes glazed over. Amelia was in Canada,
and did not speak to him much. She was
upset. Upset over old words of Daniel. Words of eternity. Words of eternal life.
‘Some others
of the Children of Destiny have a different fate, Amelia. Not the same as the traditional kind. Other ones, perhaps
inspired by magic and myth. A longer life. A more – eternal – one.
Just the way of things, you know.
Some dreams live. Some dreams
die.’
He
remembered those words.
‘There are a
lot of people in this world,’ said Lucy.
‘And there is not much Christianity left, now. I went to church the other day. In civic. A Uniting Church. 2 members. On Sunday. The only two members. They said something to me. About 300 Christians left in Canberra
now. Ironically, the Jewish community is
apparently bigger, just, now anyway. Same worldwide.’
‘And Islam?’
queried Daniel.
‘Are there
any? Anywhere? People hated that in the end. So violent. So extreme.’
Daniel
nodded consolingly. He looked as the gravesmen piled on the dirt, prayed a soft prayer for Madalene’s soul, and turned with Lucy Smith, walked up to
the car, and sombrely drove home.
Sombrely drove home.
*
The Children of Haven. A thought had entered
the mind of Lucy Smith. She was now one
of the Children of Haven. And then another question.
‘Who are the
7DF, Daniel? What is that all about?’
‘Oh. Those are the other ones. Seven Divine Fellowships. Number one is Haven Noahide Fellowship and
then, in order, Assembly of the Divine Creator, Universal Faith Assembly,
Assembly of the Living God, Universal Truth Assembly, Assembly of the Most High
and, finally, Haven Adamide Fellowship.’
‘Two
Havens!’ she exclaimed.
‘For the Children of Adam. A
more universal focus. But you are
Haven Noahide.’
‘I don’t
know. Perhaps I’ll choose another
one. Maybe, Assembly
of the Most High.’
He looked at
her. ‘Dream on.’ But he kept the matter in mind.
‘When are we
having another service?’ she asked later on in the day. ‘The spirit was amazing, as you said. When we were all together. So spiritual. So deep. So thoughtful about it all. Dense, even. Like so many issues had
been considered quite deeply.’
‘Seeking the
heart of God,’ he said softly. ‘Prayed into them. By myself and other members.
The spirit of the Assemblies are eternal. That was the primary and chief request. So we developed our theological thinking and
brought in distinct theologies for each fellowship. A unique spirit for each of
them. You were very close to Madalene. She was
Catholic. Haven Noahide is primarily
aimed at ex-catholics.’
‘Really?’
she asked curiously.
‘The other
assemblies have a different client base.
Ex-anglicans go into Assembly of the Divine
Creator, for example. Or
English Catholics. It’s an Anglospheran assembly.
Strongly promotes English culture as one of its core goals. A strong focus on that. Also focuses on the Second Quran, but not the
first one. I wrote a document once
called ‘The Second Quran’
‘And Universal Faith Assembly?’
‘God’s
one. Specially
for God. Meant to be a house of prayer
and worship were everyone of all persuasions can feel
at home. Even goes
soft on the gays somewhat.
UFA. A very
‘Accepting’ fellowship.’
‘Assembly of the Living God?’
AOTLG is
catered for other religions and ex agnostics / ex atheists / ex non religios and ex deists.
It also has an Anglosphere focus, but primarily on the legal structures
of the 7 Sovereign Nations as I call them.
The constitutions.’
‘What are
the 7 Sovereign Nations?’
‘UK, US, Australia, Ireland, New Zealand, Guyana and Canada.
The main English Speaking Nations.
Just an idea I prayed about once.’
‘Oh. And Universal Truth
Assembly?’
‘Has the
ability of having Jewish and Muslim members.
The Tanakh and the Quran are books also for
this Assembly. I recognize the
historical facts behind the formulation of the texts, but they are
included. Also, to be very blunt Lucy,
it has an African penchant about it. The Black Fella’s assembly, putting it very bluntly.’
‘Fair
enough,’ she responded. ‘What about Assembly of the Most High?’
‘Protestant
Christians who have left the church as well as the Evangelical Church and any
ex-Pentecostals. But, with each of the
Assemblies, they have their own unique identities anyway, based around the
theological tenets of the Rainbow Bible for each of them.’
‘And Haven Adamide for humans in general?’
‘I am aiming
towards Ex Unitarian Christians and Ex Oneness Christians in that
assembly. However, various little angels
have whispered to me the Assemblies exist in heaven now anyway, and they have
their own memberships based on the general heavenly community people of those
of whoever has taken an interest. On
earth there is a bit of a focus towards people from prior spiritual backgrounds
towards their own particular spiritual assembly, something just for them, and
that is the way I have organized it so far.
But, technically, you could join whichever of the 7DF you wanted to in
the end. It comes down to your own
choice, that being if you want to join it.’
‘I’ll end up
in Assembly of the Most High. But I’ll
stick with Haven for now.’
‘And how do
you know that?’ he asked her, smiling.
‘I just do,’
she responded, and wandered off, a big smile on her face.
* *
* * *
Lucifer
Darvanius sat on his Harley Davidson, smoked his ciggie, took a swig of Jack
Daniel’s, and looked at the fellowship hall in North Cooma. He wasn’t an idiot. He knew about this place years ago. Alexander had tipped him off on it. There were about 5 cars in the parking lot,
the service going on and, flicking his ciggie to the ground, he dismounted his
bike, brushed his hair back with his hands, and wandered up the path, to enter
the building.
Inside there
was not much going on at the moment. About 20 souls, sitting
around, chatting lightly. Daniel
himself was up the front, behind the dais, seated, looking through some
notes. And there, in
the front row, next to some other chick, Lucy. Looking beautiful. He wandered up, somewhat obnoxiously, and
eyes turned to look at him. And then
Lucy, whose eyes were staggered, but said nothing as he sat down next to him,
snorted, and stared frontwards. She
looked at him for several moments, but said nothing. Daniel stood, noticed Lucifer, but got to his
sermon.
‘Evil, is
not good,’ said Daniel. ‘Not good. In fact, diametrically
opposed to good. But it is so
stupid, doing whatever the hell it wants, sometimes it acts in goodness without
realizing it. You see the heart of evil
is not to choose evil, but to choose completely its own will. And sometimes, in that strange beast of
freedom, even goodness can be chosen.
The Dark Magic works like that as well, protecting itself, hating all
who would oppose it but, in a truly capitalistic amazement, will work towards
those things which will get it off as well, even if sometimes it protects, even
if sometimes it loves. Damien Darvanius
is the heart of so much evil on this planet, an adversary of our fellowship’s,
and like Alexander and like,’ he said, looking at his guest, ‘Lucifer
Darvanius,’ even evil sometimes has its days off, when it just wants to hang around,
have a good time, and do whatever. And,
so that we teach the lesson of God – the fundamental lesson – that we reward
goodness and punish evil, on such occasions we reinforce its finally sensible
decisions, and give the devils a break.
Evil is as evil does but, deep down in the hearts of so many used to
doing whatever the fuck they want, sometimes, just sometimes, they listen to
that small and quiet voice of eternity which says ‘lighten up dude.’
And Daniel
left off speaking, returned to his seat, and the congregation set to chatter.
During the
barbecue that followed, Lucifer behaved himself somewhat. He spoke well of Daniel’s sermon, and agreed
he was a thoroughly evil son of a bitch, but he smiled a lot, grinned madly a
lot, and drinking his coca cola, which was all that was on offer apart from the
juices, he attempted cuddling Lucy Smith on more than one occasion. And one occasion she didn’t even resist.
‘So where do
I sign up?’ Lucifer asked, as the congregation gradually started departing for
the day.
Daniel
looked at him sombrely, went off to the bookcase, and returned with a Haven
Noahide Fellowship Rainbow Bible.
‘Read
this. All of it. We have informal membership to start
with. Stick with that and you can become
a full time member if that is what you want.’
‘I have sinned,
pastor,’ said Lucifer, slightly mocking.
‘Don’t I
know it,’ said Daniel, a wry smile on his face.
‘Jesus
Christ!’ swore Lucy, looking at Lucifer holding a Rainbow Bible.
‘Maybe one
day,’ said Lucifer, and again tried to pinch her butt for the fourth time that
day.
* *
* * *
Later on
that afternoon, Lucifer having hooned off on his
bike, Lucy and Daniel were still in the fellowship hall, cleaning up, busy with
their duties, when Lucy, finishing, sat down, and looked frontwards. The Rainbow against the far wall looked
bright and happy, and she was in a reflective mood. Daniel came into the room, looked around, and
looked at her. ‘It’s pretty much done. I’ll vacuum sometime during the week.’
She nodded
vaguely. He sat down next to her.
Finally she
spoke. ‘Lucifer
Darvanius, Daniel? Lucifer Darvanius?’
‘In the end,
Lucy Smith, God has an arrangement with a man of God. Especially a Karaite one. You probably know Ezekiel 18 anyway.’
‘Humph,’ she
said, for she knew it well.
‘Well that’s
the point, Luce.
If they really get their act together, and get the hell over being such
sons of bitches all the time, God will give them a break. He does it for everyone. And if Lucifer Darvanius, the devil himself,
really wants to have a go at Noahide religion, and get over some of his evil,
as a Man of God I have to intercede for him and give him a chance. It’s in the contract I made with God as a
Karaite.’
‘I
understand,’ she responded. ‘It’s just,
well. Lucifer
Darvanius, Daniel?’
Daniel
smirked, scruffed her shoulder, and as they walked
home to Daniel’s place, even Daniel could appreciate the irony of the
situation, and wondered to himself just what the next little while would hold
for the people of Cooma and the members of Haven Noahide
Fellowship in particular.
Chapter
Three
‘It is, the
Anima,’ said Aro.
‘The Anima?’
queried Kristen.
Gladitorius
Vigantes looked at the spirit in the heart of Celestevere, and turned, disinterested back to his
entourage. ‘The Anima is a weak and
pathetic spirit,’ he began. ‘The power of nature and nothing more. And these days all it makes is rainbows. Quite pathetic stuff.’
Kristen
gazed at the coalescing spiritual energy before her and, suddenly, as if in
response, a rainbow appeared in the centre of it and shone brilliantly for a
few moments. Then it was gone, and the
Anima shrank in size, and started to scoot around the main hall, as if finding
something new for the first time.
‘What is the
Anima?’ Kristen asked her husband, Kardos, a little later that day, in their Celesteveran abode, down in the heart of the Nether.
‘It doesn’t
concern us much,’ began Kardos. ‘It’s,
you know,’ he said, waving his hand upwards.
‘You know
what?’ she asked, sitting down, suddenly very interested.
‘God stuff,’
he said, looking directly at her.
‘Oh,’ she
said, and looked into the fire. ‘But,
what is it?’
‘The spirits
of nature, all manifesting in a central point from time to time, forming itself to understand the world, presumably, to learn new
things. To acquire
more knowledge. Anima is the
spirit of nature, the spirit of life, in a sense. It is those things we feel spiritually, the
taste of the ambience of Celestevere, for example, is
its own Animistic expression. It is a
living spirit, the spirit of nature, but it doesn’t really threaten anybody,
doesn’t really care that much. It just
wants to have fun, somebody posited once.’
‘Fascinating,’
she responded.
‘And
sometimes, just sometimes, people control it.
Who are gifted in this spirit. The eternal spirit.’
She looked
at him to try and understand what he meant, but it was vague and indifferent,
such a common face on the husband of Kristen, Prince of Celestevere.
* *
* * *
Flying
through the heavens, returning to herself, a spirit
which had controlled the Anima – the Animus host – shot like lightning across
the sky, passing over the east coast of Australia and, just as suddenly as it
had travelled by instinct, it arrived back in its body, and its eyes jolted
open.
‘She’s
back!’ yelled Daniel, looking down at Decadence, whose eyes had quickly started
flickering.
Lucy and
Shelandragh came over instantly and helped Decadence to her feet.
‘Fuck! What a rush!’ said Decadence. ‘It’s like nothing I’ve ever experienced.’
‘It
certainly works differently in you, by the looks of it,’ commented Shelandragh
May. ‘What exactly happened?’
‘It’s like I
was instantly drawn to a place, to witness something or to see somebody. It felt as if there was this compulsion
within me which needed to be satiated and I flew out of Australia, over the
ocean, to America. And across the land
and suddenly down beneath the world, in a dark and haunting world, like where a
hobbit lives.’
‘It was a
nether,’ said Shelandragh, knowingly.
‘There are a number around the world.
Where the undead live.’
‘It was
intense,’ said Decadence. ‘I spent
several minutes just wandering around, and there was a woman, a beautiful
woman, who I think I had been drawn to.
Someone who was going through a trial of the heart, I think.’
‘Well,
you’re back now,’ said Lucy.
‘I’m going
to do this again,’ said Decadence. ‘Now
that we know I have this power. This power, like your’s Lucy.’
‘It was
obvious after a while,’ said Shelandragh.
‘That you had latent abilities in animistic awareness. This is just a way we brought your talent to
the fore.’
‘Amen,’
responded the excited Decadence.
The four of
them were in a field in Chakola, around Midnight, in
a circle with a Septacle made by white rocks. At each corner of the 7 pointed Septacle a lantern was burning. They had invoked an Archangel’s Septacle for protection from evil, for the 7 Archangels of
God would intervene should any problems occur.
‘Daniel
yawned. ‘Can we go? I’m sleepy.’
The girls
nodded and, as they trudged through the field back to the dirt road and got
into Daniel’s van, Lucy drove them home back to Minoxxia,
an exciting night’s adventure providing likely to provide animated conversation
for the next few days.
* *
* * *
Lucy sat
down at the little park near the pool.
She was happy. Perhaps, for the
first time, in a very long time, she was happy.
Enrique was nowhere to be seen, but she didn’t really worry about that
much now. They were not married, and
perhaps never would be. Things had ended
between them, perhaps even amicably. No,
she didn’t necessarily need Enrique around, for another long friend had
captivated the heart of Lucy Smith.
Danny Daly. He was a dowdy fella
in many ways, old and set in his ways, conservative. But soft. A strong heart, but soft. Gentle even.
He had a streak of sarcasm, but an equally strong sense of
responsibility, and kind mannerisms and demeanour. Kind hearted in general. Cute, somewhat. A little fat, which he had
long been, but tolerable. She
remembered long ago when he had been even somewhat chubby, but had managed to
finally get that under control. He was
also intelligent and thoughtful with his words, unless he was arguing with God,
in which case, due to his schizophrenic condition, you could hear him
practically cursing Jehovah for this or that inane issue, only to hear him
apologizing profusely to God later on in the week. Quite ironic.
And wealthy. Oh, she had all the resources in the world
available to her, but he communed to her much of Karaite Noahide general faith
in the point in life on earth and much of that was the acquisition of
wealth. What you acquire in life is what
you acquire in life, Daniel was wont to say, implying
that your heavenly reward was what you had acquired in life, plus an extension
of associated rights pertaining to these things. It was a complex theology in some ways, but
she got the gist. And in his databases
of items he had owned in life, and either let go of,
recycled or sold, for you only had to own an item for a decent time period, he
had a great many choice items which she practically coveted. Things impossible to get
now. It was certainly not true
that she was only interested in him for his prospects and wealth, but it was
also a factor. Yet, perhaps the main
reason, there were not really many of them left. On the planet. The aged ones. The elect of sorts. There were thousands once. Now a few dozen. And she knew them all, those who had revealed
themselves anyway. In terms of serious
relationships now, apart from Enrique, who she was never quite sure it would
ever work out with or not, for anybody even approaching a contemporary there
were very slim pickings. But Daniel
sufficed none the less. And her heart
also loved him somewhat. Eternally? Who could
say? Perhaps even Lucifer might win her
there. But for now she enjoyed her time with Mr Daly, and was
happy, content and at peace with her simple and quiet Cooma
life.
Yet Jane Smith. Decadence. The new girl. She had the spirit – the animus in her – and
could control anima instinctively. That
was something new, and perhaps Jane would join them for however long their
sojourn on God’s Good Earth had left to them.
Decadence
had known, when speaking in the presence of Lucy and Shelandragh about Magic,
almost straight away. She had said that
there was always something within her, but now she felt it acutely. And then Shelandragh had cast a spell of
calmness over her, and felt her spirit with her intuition, noting the strong
animism within her. So they had done the
Septacle at Chakola,
finding the white rocks, and placing Decadence within it. And she had closed her eyes, and suddenly the
spirit had left the body.
What were
these gifts? Where did they come
from? The plan of creation, she
guessed. She knew the Dark Magic, from
Daniel’s sermons, was ultimately from God, but almost as a test. But animism was friendly. What purpose did it serve? Where they lightbringers,
guardians of mother nature, to use their talents for
the good of humanity? That seemed the
most likely purpose, for which her witchcraft, theoretically, served all along
anyway. She did that occasionally. Took a client. Read a fair number of fortunes now, for that
was in demand a lot. But occasionally
someone sought a romance spell or a good luck spell, or some other
blessings. And there were those who
sought curses. Those she turned away.
Was she a
Primal of creation? An
architect of good fortune? A benevolent servant of the common good. Supposedly, in the end, that was it. The common good. Using white witchcraft for
the betterment of mankind. And
then there was the dark side. Always the dark side.
Lucy Smith
was a moral lady. That was her
choice. She wouldn’t flinch from it
either. She sought good things for
others, and believed in the power of love and life. That was what it was all about. It was just a pity, though, that not everyone
always felt the same way, and challenges had come because of it. Yet she would stand firm, and resist the
devil as it were, and walk on, in her faith, in her gifts, and continue to find
that passion and magic in life which had enlivened her soul for these many long
years since her childhood. And praise
God because of it.
* *
* * *
‘I know she
is young, Lucy. But you were once,
remember.’
‘Heaven’s above, Shelandragh May! Decadence is
not exactly what I was like. She is a very
different kettle of fish. I’m just
worried about her, ok. The kind of power
which seems to be in her, how will she handle it? People often do reckless things when they are
young, you know. Yes. You would know, wouldn’t you,’ she said a
little guiltily to the nodding Shelandragh May whose eyebrow was raised as she
poured out the tea from the kettle.
They sat
down in the back kitchen of Minoxxia, at the old
table, and Lucy continued. ‘She needs
guidance. Someone to
watch over her at the very least.
A mentor.
Like the way you have watched over me all this time.’
‘And who
would do that?’ asked Shelandragh, sipping on her tea.
Lucy said
nothing. ‘I mean,
somebody. Somebody we know, at
least. I don’t know. Alfric? Darren,
maybe?’
‘I’m
wondering, Lucy Smith, if you really already have someone very specific in
mind. I can read thoughts, you know.’
Lucy glared
at her. ‘Come on, Shelandragh. I’ve lived under your watchful eye long
enough. I can have my own pupil,
surely.’
‘I dare say
young Jenny, with the things I’ve noticed in her, will be enough for you to
handle soon enough, but, yes. I do hear
what you are saying. But it’s a free
world, remember. She is under no
compulsion to submit to your tutelage.’
‘I
know. It’s where I thought you could
help. She respects you. Sort of looks up to you as a motherly figure. Perhaps you could say something.’
Shelandragh
again raised her eyebrow, but did not comment.
‘Put in a
good word for me. Tell her about how
well I have studied with you and all my experiences.’
Shelandragh
bit into a Tim Tam, but remained silent.
‘Unless YOU want to mentor her, that is.’
Shelandragh
sipped on her tea and gazed at her student.
‘I think, for the most part, the lecturing days of Shelandragh May are
mostly at an end. I feel it, you
know. The ticking of
the clock. I’m not going to be
here forever, Lucy, and I really am starting to show my age.’
’50 at
most,’ smiled Lucy.
Shelandragh
yet again raised her eyebrow.
‘Well maybe
60,’ said Lucy softly.
‘Which is why I am about ready for retirement. No, if young Jane Elegar
Smith is to find a place of friendship to help her understand her gifts, it is
probably in someone a little younger, a little closer to her age.’
Lucy smiled,
and gave Shelandragh a hug. ‘Thank you,
thank you, thank you.
You will speak to her then?’
‘I’ll speak
to her. But I can’t promise
anything. The girl is obviously quite a
free spirit and will make up her own mind.
But I sense she trusts us and likes what we represent. I’ll have words with her.’
Lucy hugged
Shelandragh again, and wandered off to the room Shelandragh had long given her
in Minoxxia, to write in her diary about all the
wisdom she was just yearning to impart.
* *
* * *
Lucy was looking through 'Witchcraft in
Australia', one of the magazines she subscribed to. It had the Archangels Septacle in the issue she was looking at, a special from a
few years back. She thought on Decadence, and how it had protected her from harm.
Angels. Saving witches, of all people. How did they do
it? They would apparently be alerted if complications arose. It was, in many
ways, a mystery to Lucy Smith. But she was a lady well acquainted with
mysteries. That had been her long life in many ways. Enigmas,
contradictions, paradoxes. A long life, against the laws of nature one
would normally assume, but they were elect, weren't they? Daniel assured her of
that. Chosen by God. Special to God.
She put the
magazine down, and picked up her Rainbow Torah, and read the 'Creation'
section. 6 days work, 1 day rest. It was something
she had slowly been working on. Resting for the good pleasure, she assumed, of
God Almighty. But it worked. It helped her organize her life and work to
deadlines when she needed to. But it was a free life, in many ways. She still
had sums from ancient gold on ancient quests, well invested monies as well. She
was still, financially, well off, for had not been foolish enough to squander
her hard won inheritance. God, she believed, organized this in the life of Lucy
Smith. Took care of her, and lead her on in her own pathway of salvation. And now? Now she found the Haven Assembly hall, in Cooma North, when they were in there and it was quiet, or
Daniel had put on a soft Noahide music album, that she felt spirit. Strong, holy spirit. Beautifully enhanced from the nature
around them, and the unique spirit she had grown accustomed to from Haven. Was
this the love of God for his elect? This spiritual bliss.
Romantically she couldn't complain. She was neither lonely either, and
Shelandragh was also her salvation in many ways. An eternal friend and
confidante she now believed. Special to her. The mother, in a way, which had gone from her years ago.
But God was
always there. Watching her, she felt. Encouraging her heart,
teaching her soul, loving her self. God. And he was good, she ultimately concluded. A kind and benevolent loving father, watching over her waking hours
and guarding her sleeping dreams. God. What
could she ever do without him?
She put the
bible away, and laid down on her bed, and, just
because, sang soft alleluias, and watched the trees blow in the breeze outside
her window, and found the peace of nature and, she imagined, the peace of God.
And it was bliss.
Chapter Four
Lucy sat on
the sand, and watched the sprite wander about, the little faerie as playful as
ever.
'Oooh, Lucy Smith. You do like that Daniel, don't you? Have
you screwed him?'
'Minxy!'
exclaimed Lucy. 'What a question to ask.'
'Oh, lighten
up, you old fuddy duddy.
What is life without a bit of the naughty. Boring. That's what it is, I tell you. God
boring.'
'God's not
boring,' smiled Lucy.
'Oh, for heaven's sake. Father lectures me occasionally on Sprite divine lore. God
is the most boring being in creation.'
'He created,
remember,' said Lucy.
'Yes.
Boredom,' smirked Minxy.
Lucy
grinned, despite herself.
'You know
what else he created,' sparked the sprite.
'What?'
asked Lucy.
'Farmers,'
stated Minxy proudly.
'Here we go,'
said Lucy.
'Take that
current flock up there. Bridges. Still bloody Bridges.
Don't they ever leave Chakola?'
'I don't
think they ever will,' responded Lucy. 'They belong here, I think.'
'They are
all the same, you know. Just like all those gone before them. David was boring
enough. God, shear the sheep, fix the bloody water pump, milk
the cow. Boring.'
'I am not
sure if there ever were cows in David's day,' responded Lucy smiling.
'No. Because
the cows died of boredom,' smarted Minxy.
'Very
funny,' said Lucy.
'They don't
change, you know. Farmers. Same old
stupid conversations about political parties, and banks, and loans, and sheep.
Always bloody sheep with the Bridges brothers. Jesus. They have no bloody
imagination.'
'It's what
they do well,' said Lucy.
'It's all
they do well,' responded Minxy.
'Your too harsh,' said Lucy.
'Well,
perhaps,' smiled Minxy. 'But at least Jayden was intelligent. Didn't take after the farm like his dad. Left that to silly
little Blake.'
'I remember
Blake,' said Lucy fondly. 'He was kind and true.'
'There all the same though, in the end. Boring. Boring, boring, boring.'
'And your the life of the party?' inquired Lucy gently.
'Exactly,'
replied the sprite, and continued on dancing around in front of her.
Later on,
back up at the old schoolhouse which had been converted, and was still
essentially the same building which Lucy now owned, she looked over some of her
old photos of the Bridges who had come and gone and her mother. Memories. Long and old memories of past
friends, good friends. She sat there, somewhat melancholic, and cried
after a while. Oh, to see them again. One day, she assumed. Inevitably one day.
She would eventually get old – eventually. And go off, then, to the reward in
the skies. To be reunited, once again, with lost loves and
old and good friends. And, to quote Minxy, even boring ones. Even boring ones as well.
* * * * *
'You guys
never get old,' said Minxy to the Extreme Kings, Cooma's
worldwide smash rock and roll band of several years ago. They had since retired
from the limelight but, having met Lucy Smith, found themselves getting older
and older and older yet Summerland never really leaving them, ever, it would
seem. They were still never getting old.
'One day,
though, you finally will,' said Minxy.
'I'll take
that as a compliment,' said the Bass Player.
'He'll die
before me,' said the guitarist.
'I'll
outlive you all,' replied the drummer.
'And Minxy
will probably still be here a thousand years from now, having fun with your
great-great etcetera grand-children,' said Lucy.
'Ooh, I hope
so. But I don't think I have that long left. I am starting to show a little, you
know. There are – slight wrinkles. Daddy is very old now, and doesn't really
have long left. But I don't have forever, Lucy Smith. Even Sprites go off to
their reward one day.'
'And what is
that reward?' asked the Bass player.
'The same as everyone who inherits life eternal. Echoes of life,
forever and ever and ever. But every time through, every time we repeat,
we continue to learn more and, you know what? So our lore teaches us? You enjoy
it more and more every time, even when you have gone over it countless times.
Everything you know and treasure becomes immeasurably dear to you. It is life
eternal, and it always was the plan of God for it to be a happy one.'
'Fascinating,'
said the drummer. 'Tell me more.'
And so Minxy
entertained the Extreme Kings all that day with tales from her lore and their
beliefs as Sprites, and the band sat listening all day, and Lucy sat there too,
lost in her own world of thoughts, about the future, about life and about good
friendships. Elect friendships which also had endured the test of time.
* * * * *
Aro sat in
his Italian abode. The victim was blindfolded, seated on a chair, awaiting his kidnappers next move.
'What do you
want with me?' he finally asked, as his gag had been removed.
'Take him to
the turtle room. Undo his hands, and put him at the far end. See if he has any
intellect.'
The
kidnappers responded to Aro's command, and took the
victim to the end of the large hall and opened a complex looking door, which
opened into a blue room, with water in the bottom of it, with a spiked pole
running along the centre of the room above the water. On the far end of the
room was a platform. The kidnappers, thought, hooked themselves into a rail
which ran along the top of the room, and pushed a button, as they three of them
were hauled to the stand on the opposite side of the room. They undid the
victim's hands, and left him there on the stand,
returned the way they came, and closed the door.
Daniel,
sensing they had gone, took off his blindfold. 'Fuck,' he swore, looking around
the room. He looked down, into the water, and there seemed to be creatures at
the bottom of it. There were no exits, but across the spiked pole at the other
side of the room, from which they had brought him in, was a metal door with
intricate looking locks on it. He stood, realized it was probably a challenge,
and started carefully making his way across the pole. It wobbled a little, and
turned a little, but he made it, avoiding the spikes.
He looked at
the locks. There were dials which had numbers, and between each set of 7 dials
was a number between them. This could take a while, he thought.
17 hours
later he had gone through various ideas, and was thirsty, but the water looked
too distasteful to drink. Finally he assumed the number between the dials was
the total number of each lock. And, after another 7 hours of combination
adjustments, thirsty as anything, he slipped the final dial into the solution,
and the door suddenly cranked open.
He walked
through, and was in the room he had come from. Aro
was at his desk, writing, and there was a lady he didn't recognize sitting next
to him.
He came in
gingerly, only clothed in his T-Shirt and shorts, with no footwear, and looked
at Aro,
he looked at him briefly, and returned to his notes. Daniel looked at him and
realized the truth – they could do what they wanted with him if they wanted to.
He looked around, saw a bench against the wall, and sat down. And waited.
Kristen
Stewart looked at Daniel half a dozen times over the next hour and, finally,
touched Aro's shoulder gently. 'Well?' she asked him.
Aro looked
at her. 'Oh, for heaven's sake. Take him then. We were
only having a little fun. Pity you don't appreciate it,' he said with a smirk.
'Daly is
very soft,' she replied. 'He has never threatened any of your kind, and never
would. You should leave him be.'
Aro looked
at Daniel briefly, considered him, and then returned to his notes.
Kristen
stood and waved at Daniel to come over.
'Come with
me,' she said, and led him outside.
'Its a north Italian village,' she
said. 'Do you need any more info than that?'
He looked at
her. He didn't know her at all, but something seemed almost familiar.
'No,' he
responded and, walking down to the water spire, sipped, waved goodbye to her,
and turned northward. He would walk to the UK.
A number of
weeks later he was in the flat he owned in London, having a shower and, clean,
came out and checked the flat safe. He found some spare ATM debit cards with
what would be considerable spare cash in each account, rang Lucy at home, who
finally answered later that night.
'Where the hell are you?' she asked him.
'London. It
was Aro. Having fun again.
He's done this twice now. His idea of a practical joke.
I met a lady. She seemed familiar, but I've never met her before. She might be
very old also.'
'You coming
home?' Lucy asked him.
'Next week.
Seeing as I am here, I'm going to Hull for a short holiday. Watch a soccer match and see some relatives.'
'Don't take
forever,' said Lucy.
'I won't,'
responded Daniel.
* * * * *
'Magic – is
Eternal,' said Alfric, puffing on his favourite pipe.
'So our jobs
are secure,' responded Darren Merryweather, sitting
by the window of Alfric's office in the Canberra
Ministry of Magic.
'For the time being. Yet we are in a conundrum – an eternal conundrum. The
Ministry of Magic was formed long ago to regulate the affairs of wizards and
witches in the old world. To, as it were, bring an aura of respectability to
what had become viewed as the domain of evil, the devil of the faith.'
'We draw on
Dark Magic,' responded Darren. 'We all know this, deep down. That it is far
from divine, the power we use. Yet we use it for good, despite the apparent
contradiction.'
'Yet not all
of us,' responded Alfric. 'The world these days is
beset with figures and organisations which use the power to further no good,
but their own ends. And it would seem it is the responsibility of the Ministry
of Magic to watch over this and fight against it. We are attempting to make
life easier for people with our skills, when they seek us out for employ. Not
turn them over to slavery to our will.'
'The Hellfire League. As an example,' prompted Darren.
'And those
of Celestevere and the other nethers
who still prey upon the children of men.'
'Yet those
are fallen,' responded Darren. 'We were born with these gifts within us,
inherited from our parents. The netherworld plunged headfirst into the
temptations of the Dark Magic.'
'They ate
the whole of the forbidden fruit,' said Alfric, and
momentarily touched the bible on his desk.
Darren
looked squarely at Alfric. 'What are you driving at?'
'The Circle
of the Rainbow Coven,' said Alfric.
'And what is
that?' asked Darren.
'An idea.
An idea I have for the completion of our task. For the
winning of our task.'
'Do you care
to explain?'
'I have
prayed,' said Alfric. 'To God.
And put my request to him in writing, and burned it upon an altar in my back
yard in Deakin. It had 14 names on it. 14 of the elect ones
among us who have survived still to this day. Us of
the Aged.'
'And they
are the Circle of the Rainbow Coven?' asked Darren.
Alfric
nodded.
'And their
task?' queried Darren.
And Alfric looked at Darren, and smiled, and touched his bible
once more gently, yet spoke not one word more.
*
Lucy sat
with Minxy on the sand of the Chakolan fjord, looking
out over the countless grains of sand. She sat there, and she felt it. A spirit. An old spirit in the place,
hauntingly familiar. A spirit which had been created
from though, philosophy, deep contemplation of life and appreciation of God's
creation.
'That's
Daniel,' said Minxy softly.
'Huh?' asked
Lucy.
'I know what
you are thinking, Lucy. I can sense your thoughts, sort of. Your aura is making
it clear what you are thinking about, and I notice certain familiar energy
patterns.'
'I'm not
thinking about Daniel,' she said to the sprite.
'You just
don't know it. I remember. When he was here. It was
before we got active with you, before you were even around hardly. I think he
was younger, in his youth sort of, and when Brigid and David had been together
just a while. He was down here on the farm, probably having a schizophrenic
episode, and he came out here one day. Sat on the sand,
and I felt him. It was just like it is around here, and he was perfectly one
with the place. And then came in thoughts of God and nature and birds and
creation. And spirit – deep spirit. So deep, with a dark undertone of the
depression and darkness he had obviously been through. It was so intense. So real. I still feel him, that spirit, wandering around
here from time to time. I sense him. And when I see him these days I can tell
him still. He's changed, grown older, a lot happier and a lot cheekier. Matured as well. But its
still the same Daniel. The same thinker. The same introspection. Its why I
love him.'
'You love
Daniel?'
'Oh, don't
be silly. Not in any way like that. More as a respect for
another person. He's wonderful on that deep stuff. Very
polished thinker. Shy, in his heart, and nervous about
tougher people, especially men. So sensitive. But so deep and thoughtful. He's great to be around.'
'Oh,' said
Lucy. 'I have noticed certain things about him.'
'Talk to him
sometime. Deeper. Not just superficially. There are
reasons for why he is so religious and why he thinks the way he does.'
'I might do
that,' said Lucy, and stretched out on the sand.
Beetles ran
across her legs, but she didn't mind, as she gazed up at the clouds, and a
light shower of rain ran across her. 'Life is good, you know Minx. I don't
know, why I am saying this really. Perhaps I am still too young too appreciate it, and in ways I feel so young. Like I am
still the witch Lucy Smith, pupil of Shelandragh May, who will one day grow up,
but for now is full of spells and books and
adventures. But I have grown up, you know. I'm not a little girl anymore. And
while so many have gone from my life, off to the great beyond, I feel different
for those experiences and different from the rush of fancy I went through
growing up. Its not fancy
any more. You know. Life. Its not about fancy shmancy,
and this and that boyfriend, and even having cool adventures and being a most
remarkable witch. Its not
about that. Oh, I suppose it can be, if that is what you are looking for and if
that is what you are into. I do defend my youth ok. But, I don't know......'
she trailed off.
'You are
growing up,' said Minxy.
Lucy looked
at the sprite. 'Yes. I guess so. Growing up,' she repeated.
'It happens
to all of us Lucy Smith. Even one as humble as yourself.'
'Thank you
Minxy the Sprite,' she said kindly.
'But I still
like the boyfriend bit,' sparkled the sprite, and flew up into the sky, and
exploded a lightstorm.
'And I am
sure you always will,' said Lucy Smith, and giggled and laughed and laid on her
back, happy with everything, happy with Minxy the Sprite and happy with the
world.
Chapter 5
Laura
Canterbury was a dedicated fan of the Canterbury Bankstown
Bulldogs Rugby League side, but only because she was born there, she told
people often. Not because of the similar names. Yet she now resided in Cooma, Cooma North to be precise,
and was a happy and content 23 year old young woman, in a new town to live life
again after some unfortunate encounters in Sydney with boys and their friends
which were not in her best interest. Her father had died when she was younger,
and her mother was full of depression and drugs and was no good to her and so
her sister, who had to take her in said to her one
day, 'You gotta run away. To live
again. This place will kill you. Henry takes care of me, but those boys
you are running with with kill you in the end,
sweetie. Marco is lovely, but his mates. Jesus Christ! If they are not in fact
mafia, I don't know who is.'
So Laura
packed her bag, and kissed her sis, and dropped by her mothers who was too
wasted to say anything, and headed for the Central network of trains, and went
on a trip.
She ended up
in Canberra hours later, and then decided to take a bus further south. The bus
stopped at Cooma on its first stop, so she got off,
liked a cafe, and decided not to reboard. And there
she sat, in the cafe, $200 on her, her suitcase with a change of clothes, and
not much else. Just last year.
Today she
rented a small flat on Sharp Street which was not too expensive, covered by her
Jobsearch allowance from Centrelink,
because there never was any work in Cooma, but the
rents were affordable. She filled in the form faithfully and lived in her flat
and watched her TV till just two weeks ago. Then she met Daniel, who offered
her a room in his Cooma North abode, because she had
taken an interest in Haven Noahide Fellowship, and the two of them had chatted
about this and that, Laura mostly impressed with his ancient collection of Bulldogs
trading cards, which must be worth millions she thought to herself. She didn't
really know his age. He never really said.
'What is
Haven to you, Lucy?' asked Laura.
Lucy looked
at their flatmate. 'Something different from the regular.
But, these days, the only surviving religion practically anyway. So much worldliness now. So much hatred of God practically,
even to mention his name.'
'Aussies
don't care about that shit,' said Laura. 'Its old fable.
Evolution is fact now, and sin rules.'
'Oh, God.
Don't be a fundamentalist,' said Lucy. 'I know people have chosen lifestyles
which aren't for the best, but use the 'S' word and its nothing but trouble.'
'The bible
is clear,' said Laura. 'That is what it is.'
Lucy began a
sermon. 'Life progresses. History moves on. The
history of the bible is the spiritual history of that period. But there is more
factual and more true history beyond that. Not every
spiritual paradigm was represented in that work. There is more to life than
whales and lions, dear Laura.'
'Very
funny,' said Laura, but smarted a bit from her newborn
zeal for the Word.
'Don't be
too extreme or you will never get along. Don't compromise your faith, sure. But
learn to have a bit of grease to oil the engine, and grease is dirty stuff, ok.
Don't be too puritanical or everyone will hate you. That itself is a religious
truth we all have come to know.'
Laura looked
at Lucy quizzically. 'You seem to talk from a lot of experience.'
'I've been
around,' replied Miss Smith.
'Ok. I'll
level off a little. Sorry if I offended you.'
'Oh, you
didn't offend me Laura Canterbury. Its
just that I know many people who you just might tick off, and you wouldn't want
that now would you?'
Laura
thought on her friends in Sydney and nodded softly.
'Then how do
you live your faith?' asked the girl to Lucy.
'By learning what works and what doesn't. By being patient
and true and faithful. By being merciful and loving, yet keeping the
commands of God and walking with him each day. By keeping the
faith in the long walk, Laura Canterbury. By keeping
the faith in the long walk.'
'Then that
is what I will do,' said Laura, and Lucy looked as the girl lit a cigarette,
turned to the TV, and lost interest in the conversation, but with a confidence
and a knowingness which Lucy Smith found all too familiar.
*
Decadence
was in a mood. 'I can defeat Damien,' she said to Lucy. 'I know it. The power
is within me.'
Lucy,
sitting in her Cooma address, smoking a cigarette,
looked over at the ambitious girl. 'Sometimes, I think, while I was green once,
I wasn't stupid. You don't want to mess with Damien Darvanius, Decadence.'
'She's being
stupid,' said Laura, looking at her cards in the game of Whist the 4 of them
were engaged in.
'She's young and ambitious, aren't you dear,' said Shelandragh, also
looking at her cards.
'She's
perfect for Haven, then,' said Daniel. 'New blood always means new life, and
often a bit of excitement. But don't mess with Darvanius, Decadence. You will
find he's a nasty piece of work.'
'Aren't you
all bothered by his presence. His
constant ability to be able to threaten you all? I would have that dealt
with – once and for all,' said the young and ambitious Jane.'
Lucy spoke
up. 'We ARE dealing with him. The elect are working him over and we are getting
towards a conclusion of things in time. We have eternity ahead of us to deal
with Damien,' she responded, puffed on her ciggie, drank some Coke, and looked
at her cards.
'All so bloody confident. I'm gonna teach him a lesson.'
'It would be
interesting to see who learns their lesson,' said Daniel, and borrowed a ciggie
of Lucy's and lit up.
'Yeh, it
will,' said Jane, and her idea ticked over yet one more time.
*
Lucy
continued walking up Mittagong road. It was beautiful
weather, and magpies were all around, some tempted to swoop
her, but she was experienced at dealing with them. Swooping magpies happened a
lot in Cooma. It had been a busy enough week and she was working at the moment in one of the cafes
on Sharp Street for a few months, just to do something new for a while. Laura
had been hanging around most days, as had Jane, but Jane wasn't there that
morning, so she decided to walk up the road to Danny's to see if she was with
him.
She walked
up the road, and noticed the sign turning off to Bradley Street and Cooma North. Michael Bradley used to live at Number 6, and
she could see the house just from where she was. Funnily, in the 1980s, Daniel
also lived at the same address, for he grew up in Berridale
and then Cooma. But it was a small town, a small
world in many ways and she was used to many coincidences now. She often
wondered what happened to Michael Bradley, how he ended up. She'd never really
seen him after a certain point and life just drifted on. But that was what it
was like – life. Drifts on. Things come in and become
dreams, and so do other things and while some dreams live on, some dreams die.
But that was just life. You want along with the eternal, which is why she went
with Daniel now. He was eternal. She believed this. It was the Rainbow Covenant
– an Eternal Covenant – and she would never shift from that truth. All other
religions were forgotten now, for she was grounded on Karaite Noahide faith and
the the Rainbow Bibles, and would stick with them for
all eternity. All her prayers had been built on this foundation and she was
happy. She would never leave it now.
She
continued up the road, passed the various schools, and got to Daniel's house.
The door was open, and she found Daniel in the kitchen drinking coffee.
'You seen
Decadence?' she asked casually.
He shook his
head.
Lucy looked
at him. 'Well?' she asked him.
'I don't
know. Maybe she is at her place.'
'Oh, fuck
it. Ok, can you drive me. I walked.'
'Sure,' he
said, sipping on his coffee. When they got to Jane's place, it was empty, with
nobody home.
'Where is
she?' asked a perplexed Lucy.
'Let's try
the town,' said Daniel.
After a few
hours of searching in vain, they agreed to go to Shelandragh's. That should
have been one of the first places to check. They had tried her mobile many
times, but Jane had not answered.
They got to
Bunyan, and Shelandragh just looked at them with a confused look on her face.
Daniel
looked at Lucy, suddenly remembering a conversation. 'She hasn't, has she? Gone
off Devil hunting?'
'Oh, for Jesus' sake,' said Shelandragh. 'Come inside. I need to think.'
They called
Laura first of all, who said she hadn't seen her, and then they began to worry.
After some
consideration, Shelandragh suggested a Septacle be
formed to locate the girl. As the afternoon wore on, Lucy was growing in
concern, but tried to calm down watching the afternoon TV lying against Daniel,
who seemed ever more comforting.
Shelandragh
came in around 6 and said the Septacle was ready and
that they would start at Midnight.
'I have a
bad feeling,' said Lucy, 'that she is not in the best of places. A really bad feeling, Shellie.'
'Don't
worry,' said Shelandragh May. 'Just trust, you know. Just trust.'
Midnight –
they began the work of the spell – and when Shelandragh came out of it, she
looked a
them both. 'Hellfire League Castle!' she said, and instantly vomited on
the ground.
*
They were
all gathered in Canberra, at Alfric's place. 'I go.
Alone,' said Lucy. First to Jonathon's. Then I will be
back here soon. Don't do anything, ok. He wants me. He has always wanted me.'
Daniel spoke
up. 'Then don't you think you should be the last person we surrender to him?'
'That's
life, isn't it Danny. It has a fate to it. A destiny.
We can't always escape it. We never really can, in the end. It catches us up
when it needs to. We may delay things for a while, but destiny always has the
last word. I'll be ok. Back before you know it.'
The gathered
ones were sombre, and as Lucy went, Daniel went to the front window, and
watched as she drove away. 'God be with you, Luce,'
he said softly. 'God be with you.'
*
Yet she
didn't go to Jonathon's. She went straight to the Hellfire League castle. It
was open, and as she wandered in she couldn't help but believe it was a trap.
Suddenly the Jester appeared.
'You again.
Freak,' said Lucy.
'Lucy, Lucy,
Lucy. What a fine maiden we have for our entertainment. Gosh, I'm glad you
showed up sweetheart. What would we do without you?'
'Were's Decadence?'
'Humph. I
would have worried more about my own flesh and blood, but fair enough.'
Lucy ignored
that statement.
'Follow me,'
said the Jester, and led her on pathway into the heart of the Hellfire League
castle.
When they
had travelled down into the guts of the castle, they came to a room, and
entered. The queen was there, with a child. And suddenly Lucy recognized it.
'JENNY!' she screamed. 'Give me my child!' she yelled at the Queen.
The King
sudden was in front of her.
'Now, now, Lucy Smith. I told you we would have the final say. If you want your
child back, challenge me.'
Lucy glared
at the King.
'Does the
maiden Challenge?' asked the Jester?'
'The maiden
challenges,' responded Lucy, looking with concern towards her child.
'Read this,'
said the Jester, and flicked a booklet at her with 'Rules' written on the
cover. 'You can sit there. In the corner,' said the Jester. 'Your kid is fine.
Read the rules, and then we have our fun.'
And as Lucy
read, keeping a careful eye on Jenny, who did seem to be mostly ok, she knew
that her fate depended on her understanding what she was reading, so she
concentrated, and read, and tried her best to understand the complex game of
life she had suddenly found herself dealing with.
Chapter Six
Time was
ticking.
‘I have
you,’ said Lucy, smiling at the King of the Hellfire League. ‘You only have one move left, and then I can
checkmate you. You have to make it as
well.’
‘It would
appear so, young Lucy. But, dare I say,
did you read the rules?’
‘I read
them,’ she responded.
‘And how
much time do we each have per move?’
She thought
about it. ‘7 minutes, as I recall.’
‘And how
much time is left on the game clock?’
She looked
at him, suddenly nervous, and looked at the clock.
‘Six and a
half minutes,’ she responded.
‘And in the
case of a draw?’ he smiled, looking at his opponent.
She didn’t
know. She picked up the rule book and,
coming to the passage, read:
‘In the case
of a Draw, the challenger to the King acknowledges, in their own signed blood,
they agree to the King retaining his prize for a period no less than 12
years. Further, the challenger may be
made an example of, in the customary manner, yet not unto any pain or death.’
‘Bastard,’
she said, as the king lit his cigar, and the time ran out.
Jenny, over
in the corner, being nursed by the queen, burped, and cried a little, but was
subdued by the queen.
‘But, she’s
my baby,’ said Lucy forlornly.
‘In 12
years,’ responded the King. ‘You will
honour our agreement, won’t you?’
Lucy looked
at the signed document, signed with her own blood. She glared at him, yet acquiesced. ‘I will,’ she finally said, defeated.
And, as the
time ran out, the King gathered up his robes.
‘I believe you are at our good pleasure.’
Silence, as
the Queen nursed Jenny, and the King smoked his cigar.
‘What?’ Lucy
finally screamed, dejected.
‘Them,’ said
the King, indicating with his thumb.
And there
stood Damien Darvanius, Lucifer Darvanius and the Malevolent Grimlock. Lucy
almost swore.
‘You have 10
minutes, and they have a spell on you,’ said the King. ‘A tracker. You can’t hide, now. So go.
Get.’
Lucy glared
at the King and, giving one last forlorn look at Lucy, looked at the Dark lords
of evil, and skidaddled.
Out in the
outer chamber she cast her relocate portal spell, and found herself at Alfric’s in Canberra, in his lounge. Shelandragh, Darren, Daniel and Alfric were all there, and Alexander Darvanius was seated,
chatting pleasantly, so it seemed.
‘Heaven’s
above!’ exclaimed Shelandragh. ‘Where
the hell have you been, Lucy?’
‘No time to
explain,’ said Lucy. ‘They have a
tracking spell on me.’
‘Who?’
‘Who else,’
she responded.
‘Mmm. We need to get to a high place. Above the general wavelengths of magic in Canberra. It’s not as old here. Hasn’t built up yet. We can void the tracking spell if we get high
enough,’ said Alfric.
‘Where?’
Lucy asked.
Alfric
turned his head, as all did, and they gazed, northwards from Deakin, up towards
the Centre of Canberra. Towards Black Mountain.
And the tower – Telstra tower – which loomed over the
city.
As they
drove, hurriedly, Daniel sat nervously next to Lucy in their Car.
‘Don’t
worry, Luce,’ he said. ‘They won’t get you. Not again.’
‘They
already have,’ she said dejectedly, thinking on Jenny. And, breaking the speed
limit, Lucy drove ahead of those following, making it to the tower with Daniel
first.
They stood
in the carpark, near the entrance, waiting.
‘No time,’
said Lucy. ‘I think I know what to do anyway,’ and they entered the building, which was very quiet
that Sunday afternoon, barely a soul in sight, and took the lift to the main
deck.
And there,
as they came into the large cafeteria, stood Decadence.
‘How did you
get here?’ Lucy asked her.
From the
side, they came into view. ‘We brought
her,’ said Damien Darvanius.
Lucy glared
at Lucifer Darvanius. ‘Loyal. Yeh right, Lucifer. You never gave a damn.’
He just
shrugged.
Daniel stood
in front of Lucy, acting bravely, but Grimlock came
forward and, after a tussle, banged Daniel on the head, who
went down, unconscious.
Lucy pointed
her wand and cast a fireball spell, and Decadence broke loose, running out to
the lookout.
‘We have
something planned for you,’ said Damien.
‘Something I have been planning a long time. And, he glared at her, yet turned, and went
out to the balcony, leaving Lucy with Grimlock and
the rest.
‘You can’t
escape, bitch,’ said Grimlock.
‘We have you
at last,’ said Zoldarius, glaring at her.
Suddenly,
out on the balcony, a huge explosion, and the whole barrier was blown away which
guarded the edge of the lookout. Lucy
ran.
Decadence
stood there, and it had started raining, and the sky was getting suddenly dark.
‘Where is
he?’ Lucy asked.
Decadence
pointed. Damien had climbed up to an
upper rampart which surrounded the tower a little higher up, and had his hands raised.
Suddenly,
the wind went wild and orange and red sparks started flying wildly from
Damien’s hands, towards the north. And
then, you could see it. In the distance. A vortex opening up in the north, flickering red and orange.
‘I think,
this is it,’ said Decadence. ‘The devil’s final move.
I suppose you will have to take it from here. Animus is finished. It can’t fight Damien. It never could.’
Lucy nodded.
It always
came down to this in the end. Lucy versus the dark lords of evil. Always her in the end. Always.
She looked
up at Damien, and started following, climbing up a ladder, and getting ready,
in her heart, for the final confrontation.
For the final wrath of Darkness.
Decadence
watched as Lucy climbed, and prayed a silent prayer for her.
‘You think
that will work?’ asked a voice.
Decadence
turned.
It was
Alexander. Somehow he had gotten ahead
of the others, and stood there, for his final victory perhaps. For his final gloat.
‘Go to hell,
Alexander!’ she yelled at him, but he said nothing, and just lit a cigarette,
taking in the view.
* *
* * *
‘Finally!’
yelled Shelandragh, as they came into the carpark.
‘Where are
they?’ queried Darren.
‘There,’
said Alfric, pointing upwards.
Up, above
them, the wind was howling madly and the rain was getting more and more fierce,
and it was turning dark. And there, up
at the top of the tower, Damien Darvanius, hand’s raised, wild and dark magic
spewing forth from him, summoning a great beast. A great maelstrom.
They looked
northwards, and it was slowly approaching.
Dark red and orange, with black from the deepest parts
of hell. Slowly
approaching the tower. Slowly approaching for the final wrath of Satan.
‘We have to
get up there,’ yelled Darren.
‘I know,’
said Shelandragh, but in her heart she knew.
This was it. Lucy’s
final test. Lucy’s
final challenge.
* *
* * *
Lucy had
climbed up and was on the other side of the rampart, looking at Damien. He glared at her from time to time, but was
concentrating on his work. She turned,
and looked northwards. A maelstrom. A maelstrom of cold dark hate. All the years of anger. All the years of darkness. All the years of wrath.
Damien Darvanius’s final vengeance.
She looked
at it and looked at Damien and, for once, almost pitied him. Almost pitied the cold hard
soul which knew nothing of love, nothing of kindness, nothing of truth.
‘Poor
Damien,’ she thought to herself. ‘Poor Damien. Poor, poor, Damien.’
* *
* * *
Decadence
stood on the edge of the platform. The
whole barrier that guarded the lookout section had been blown away by Damien’s
dark magic, and he was still there, on the tower above, hands raised skywards. The wind and rain had been getting even more
furious, and slowly the dark maelstrom from the north was approaching. The lightning storm was getting more and more
majestic, and as the maelstrom approached, orange and dark red flickering bolts
started emerging from it.
‘You die,
Lucy!’ shouted the devil at his adversary.
Lucy stood
her ground on the other side of the small rampart which ran around the tower,
staring fiercely at her greatest nemesis.
Alexander
continued to smoke his cigarette, gazing up at Damien, and looked over at
Decadence. ‘The bastard was too much for
you, wasn’t he? You thought you had him worked out. That
you could control that Animus within you, but it’s no fucking match for the
dark magic. Not if you want to get
serious sweetheart.’
‘Fuck you!’
shouted Decadence, at Alexander, but he just grinned at her, enjoying the show.
Grimlock
came out onto the platform, and gazed at the girl. ‘Kill her,’ he said to Alexander.
Alexander
looked at him. ‘Mmm. No.
Not my code. I’m here to watch
Damien claim his belated victory. If he can.’
Grimlock
glared evil at him, and looked at Decadence.
‘Then I’ll kill the bitch.’
Down at the
entrance to the tower, Darren, Alfric and Shelandragh
were doing their best, but couldn’t find any way to open the door, and magic
wasn’t working.
‘It’s just
too fierce,’ said Shelandragh. ‘To rise
up with a broomstick won’t work. His
magic is just too fierce.’
‘He’s the
Lord of Evil,’ said Darren. ‘What do you
expect?’
Lucifer came
out onto the platform, then, and looked as Grimlock
approached his girl.
‘Don’t try
and stop me,’ said Grimlock. ‘I know you have feelings for her now.’
Lucifer
didn’t say anything, but just watched.
Daniel, still nursing the blow to the head from Grimlock,
emerged also, and looked at his enemy, approaching Decadence. And he looked at Lucifer.
‘So, Darvanius. When it all comes down to it, you
really are evil, aren’t you?’
Lucifer
looked at him, and looked at Decadence.
He loved her. He knew it. But his allegiance to Damien was ancient.
Daniel
grabbed Grimlock, when a bolt from Zoldarius sent him flying through the air, as the Dark Lord
emerged onto the platform.
‘You won’t
win, you know,’ said Lucy, wand ready, glaring at Damien. ‘Evil never wins. In the end. It never does. You could kill me, you know. You could kill all of us.’
‘And I
will,’ said Damien, glaring at her.
‘Yes. You might.
But even then you won’t win.
Someone will rise up. A champion. And send
you to hell. It always happens. Always.’
He glared at
her, and looked upwards, spending his ancient wrath of dark magic on the
approaching maelstrom.
Down below
Darren had grabbed a crowbar from the van and had managed to get the ground
door open. The lift was no use, so they
climbed the stairs.
‘Ready to die?’ Grimlock queried Decadence.
‘Not before
you,’ she replied, spitting on the ground in front of her.
‘She is a
feisty one,’ said Zoldarius.
Alexander
watched on, amused.
‘You
know. I pity you, Damien,’ said
Lucy. ‘You don’t really know much love,
do you? You probably never really cared
much about anyone, did you?’
‘The domain
of God and his angels,’ replied Damien.
‘Not my style.’
‘No. No, it wouldn’t be.’
He glared at
her, as the maelstrom continued to approach, the cascading darkness and lightstorm seen all around Canberra.
‘It’s never
too late, though,’ she continued. ‘To admit it. That you need somebody.
That you need – love.’
Damien
looked at her. ‘It’s for fools,’ he
said, eventually, in a softer tone. ‘I
did, once, Lucy. But she went from me. Love dies in the end. It always has. Always will.’
‘Then love
again,’ she said to him.
Alexander
finished his cigarette, started another one, when Shelandragh, Darren and Alfric emerged.
‘You know,
at the end of it all. When you have done
all your evil, and had all your wicked way, what then? Who will be your friend? Lucifer? Zoldarius? Alexander? You will only end up killing each other. There’s a better way. There always has been.’
‘Shut up,’
said Damien.
‘Just let it
go. All the hate in
you. All the evil. All the resentment of God. Just let it go. It only eats at you. Only eats at your heart, and all the supposed
truths you believe in, that make Damien Darvanius tick.’
‘Babe. If you only knew,’ he said, and renewed his
focus on the maelstrom.
‘Then tell
me,’ she said.
He looked at
her.
‘Drop it,’
said Darren, aiming his wand at Zoldarius.
‘You can’t
take both of us,’ said Alfric.
Zoldarius
considered his foes, and lowered his wand.
Decadence
managed to get to her feet, and glared at Grimlock,
as Shelandragh slowly came and stood next to her. ‘It’s over, Grimlock,’
she said, looking at him.
He growled
at her, but made no move.
Alexander
looked on amused.
‘Evil is all
I know,’ said Damien. ‘It’s all I serve.
And I gave up caring a long time ago, Lucy Smith. There is no point, in the end. It’s an idiots game,
and I may as well get my kicks before the Most High one finally gets sick of me
once and for all.’
‘Then get
over it,’ she said. ‘And try again. Try letting that light in,
that you have pushed away for so long.’
He looked at
her, long and hard he looked at her, and then lowered his arms.
The
maelstrom continued whirling, fiercely, but gradually, as Damien sank to his
knees, it started receeding.
‘What’s his
problem?’ queried Zoldarius, looking up at the
display.
‘She’s got
to him,’ said Shelandragh.
‘Nonsense,’
said Zoldarius, but looked cautiously at Shelandragh.
In the mind
of Damien Darvanius a decision had been made.
It wasn’t about what Lucy had said.
Nothing like that. It was a decision, made in the last number of
years, that, in the end, evil didn’t really have much point either. God was a shmuck, but the Devil was no
better. His own
sense of ethic, if you could call it that, served no great purpose. And he didn’t even get a kick out of it
anymore.
He looked at
Lucy. ‘You win,’ he said, and cast a
portal spell in front of them.
‘Where are
you going?’ Lucy asked him.
The Devil
gave one last look at his adversary. ‘Away from here, Lucy Smith.
And I don’t know if I will see you again. For I don’t know if I even care any more.’
And a tear
formed in Damien’s eye as he looked at the girl who taught him the final lesson
in his repentance, stepped through the portal, and was gone.
‘Humph,’
said Zoldarius.
‘She got to
him,’ said Grimlock.
The two dark
lords of evil looked at their adversaries and then, Zoldarius
gathering up his pride, lifted his cloak, walked past Shelandragh and Darren,
and with Grimlock following, the two of them were
never seen again.
‘We let them
go,’ queried Darren.
‘They’re a
spent force,’ said Shelandragh. ‘I don’t
think they will be much of a threat any more.’
‘Thank God
for that,’ said Daniel, nursing a broken arm, but grinning none the less.
‘Do you have
anything to say?’ Alfric asked Alexander.
‘I have not
interfered in these proceedings. Just
came to watch.’
‘We know,’
said Shelandragh, as she looked up at Lucy who was climbing down the tower.
‘You could
have intervened,’ said Darren to Alexander.
‘If I really
thought any actions were necessary, I might have done something. It seems to have resolved itself.’
Lucy ran up
to Decadence, and hugged her.
‘Have we
seen the last of him, then?’ Shelandragh asked her.
Lucy Smith
looked at Shelandragh May, and looked at Lucifer, standing there, not seeming
to be threatening anybody. ‘What the
hell is your problem, huh?’ she asked him.
Lucifer
walked over to Decadence, kissed her on the cheek, and smiled at Lucy.
‘You know
me, Babe. A devil to
the end.’ But he winked at her,
and pinched Decadence’s butt, who hit him in the arm, and as they made their
way back inside the tower, he turned to Lucy, gave her a wink, and you could
hear his laughter trail off, as the show came to an end.
Lucy noticed
Daniel’s broken arm. ‘Oh, Danny,’ she
said, suddenly concerned.
‘I’m ok,’ he
said.
‘Shall I?’
she asked, holding her wand ready to heal him.
‘I’ll be
ok. Natural healing. You know me.’
‘Don’t I,’
she responded.
‘Well that
ends that,’ said Darren and, as the maelstrom disappeared back north from
whence it came, normality returned to central Canberra and, as Lucy Smith drove
her man home, who was sitting in the front seat next to her, she smiled and
thought on Damien and his final choice.
For perhaps
Lucifer had indeed been redeemed.
Perhaps.
Chapter
Seven
Dark Days. Lonely days. Heavy days. Sad days.
‘I miss
her,’ she said.
‘I know,’
responded Daniel.
**
‘Why a Cathedral?’
‘Why not,’
responded Daniel.
‘You haven’t
enough converts,’ stated Lucy flatly.
‘Actually. I do.
There are 457 in the Monaro.’
She looked
at him, for once surprised.
‘Well they
certainly don’t come to fellowship hall.’
‘That is
just Haven Noahide. The other’s don’t have a hall.
It’s been quiet on that.’
‘Where?’
‘Springstone.
It’s a property I own. Formerly known as Cloyne.
I bought it several years ago.’
‘I know
Cloyne,’ she responded. ‘Roses.’
‘Yes. There’s room for a Cathedral. I will call it Springstone
Cathedral. It is where 7DF will
assemble.’
‘Mmm,’ she
nodded.
Dark Days. Lonely days. Heavy days.
Sad days.
*
The
Cathedral, now completed after 3 years of building, was quite impressive. It had been an overtime project, with a
gazillion employees from all over the world, all working in harmony, all
working to get the job done quickly.
‘Took em centuries, once,’ said Daniel.
‘I know,’
responded Lucy.
‘You’re
sad,’ he said.
‘I miss
her.’
‘7 more
years,’ he replied.
‘She won’t
even remember me,’ said Lucy.
‘She
will. She will know. They always do. In the end.’
They sat in
the Cathedral, 14 weeks, each morning, Daniel and Lucy came and prayed. Nobody else. Then the first assembly. Over 500 in attendance. It was – intense.
But she
would not be consoled.
Laura
started the conversation. ‘You know,
Lucy. Life goes on. Cheer up.
It has its down time, yes. But
there are good days. She’ll be back
before you can blink.’
‘Rebecca,’ said
Lucy.
Laura looked
at her two year old playing in the playground of the Cathedral.
‘She will
always know you. My
Jenny. She won’t. I feel it.
In my heart.
She’s gone from me. Her love has
left me. Found another home.’
Laura put
her arm around Lucy’s shoulder. And then
the tears came. And they did not stop.
**
Lucy looked
at the Cathedral. It was late in the
afternoon, and the sun was setting. She
had juice. Apple juice
with her, and a snack. She wasn’t
hungry. But she drank the juice and sat
there. Silent. Quiet.
The wind
blew. Warm and gentle, late Spring
wind. And everything was peaceful. Everything was good.
‘You miss
her,’ said a voice inside her.
‘Like
nothing else.’
‘You gave
your word, though.’
She did not
reply.
‘Very well. It is broken on your behalf.’
Lucy did not
know who was talking inside her, but felt better. A wave of love ran over her, and she sat
there, in the wind, the gentle wind, and looked at the Cathedral. It was beautiful. An old design, with gargoyles
and archangels. But it was
beautiful.
‘Mummy?’
Lucy
turned. The girl looked about 8.
‘Mummy?’ she
queried. Then Daniel let her go, and she
walked over to Lucy.
Lucy
watched, as the child sat down on her knee, and rested on her. She looked at Jenny. She looked at her daughter.
And then she
looked at the Cathedral, and then Daniel, and then Jenny again.
‘I asked him
nicely. The King. Said they were finished
with her.’
Lucy nodded,
softly.
Then she
held her child.
And softly wept.
And softly wept.
And softly wept.
THE END
The Ketravim’s
‘Jonathon and Lucinda’
6,060 SC
2,090 AD/CE
Jonathon fancied himself a theologian, if that really was the word for
it. He was a kiwi, and proud of it, a member of the Wellington ‘Haven
Noahide Fellowship’, which had 3 members in New Zealand, himself being the only
Wellington based member. Worldwide it was not a huge fellowship, not at
all. But it was united to a degree and the head pastor in Canberra, Australia,
Daniel Daly, seemed to know what he was talking about on spiritual matters, and
seemed to minister with a degree of both positive justice and merciful
grace. He stressed, in fact, in his emails that these were chief
qualities which God employed with mankind. ‘Be in the Hearts of Men’, he
stated to the fellowship often, something which he had stated Jehovah himself
had said to him in a waking dream. The other ‘Word’ from God he claimed
he had received was that it was his responsibility to build Haven Noahide Fellowship
on ‘My Rock’ which was Israel, according to God’s personal revelation.
Apparently his exact words to Daniel in the dream were ‘Build on My Rock’ with
the impression directly given to his mind that Israel was his rock. Mr
Daly took this seriously, realizing that Israel had kept faith in the covenant
of Noah, by and large, when nobody else had. When
nobody else cared about it. And because of this the fellowship had
service to Israel for a long time, a lengthy amount of work of promoting Israel
also as God’s chosen people, and being kind and good-hearted towards
them. To apply both words he had received from God in this sense ‘Place
Israel in the hearts of Men’, which would hopefully please God, who apparently
loved his Son Israel.
Yet Mr Daly also taught this truth for Haven Noahide Fellowship –
‘Ultimately, in some ways, we have a responsibility towards being even holier
than Israel. Of being more of the ‘Family Heart’ of mankind, as we are
Noahide only, not based on latter covenants. As such, in a sense Israel
builds on us as their covenant is built on the Noahide Covenant of the
Rainbow. ‘And we must be holy and keep the faith because of it,’
maintained Mr Daly. ‘To prove ourselves worthy of what
we aspire to.’
It was a lot to expect of anybody, Jonathon thought, but he was a member
of Haven now and took what the head pastor taught seriously.
So if he was a member of ‘Haven’, and a theologian, what contribution
could he make to the world? What could leave the mark of Jonathon Holmes on the
world? What could do that?
Perhaps finally marrying his girlfriend Lucinda Jeffries would be a good
idea, and getting some children. She had hinted at it long enough that it
was what she wanted most of all with him. But Lucinda was a Christian,
and not a Noahide. And while he wasn’t quite sure yet if that really
mattered or not, he wanted to make sure he did the right thing as far as God
was concerned. That much was important to him.
Jonathon worked in a Video rental store in Wellington, behind the
counter, buzzing DVDs in and out through the scanners. He worked part
time and didn’t do much else, thus rented an apartment, not being able to
afford anything else. But he wanted to go to university and, at 23, felt
he now was wise enough and old enough that he could cope with a degree,
something he had been unsure about immediately after leaving school. But
he had no idea what to study and prayed that God would lead him in the right
direction. He would work out what he would do sooner or later. It
was just a matter of time.
* * * * *
Lucinda believed in God, was a practicing Christian, but didn’t go to
church and really didn’t care that much about religion. It bored her really
and caused too many arguments. She liked her boyfriend, Jonathon, and
really wanted to marry him, and had dropped hints long enough for him to get
the idea. But the fool didn’t get the point, and she was not really sure
if he wanted to. ‘Perhaps he likes it the way it is,’ she thought to
herself. That hadn’t bothered her at first, but she wanted to be
married. She wanted commitment and she wanted to settle. To carry on her own family traditions and have children.
This was all in the mind of Lucinda Jeffries, but sometimes fate gets in the
way before our hearts prayers can be answered. Sometimes destiny has its
say first.
* * * * *
‘…and so the world has drawn even
closer to world unity, today, with the official signing by the Asian Union to
join the Western Alliance. We are uniting, and we will be one.’
The President of America, one of the key figures in ensuring that the
Asian Union joined the Western Alliance, echoed off words to a rapturous
applause. The world would never be the same again, Jonathon thought to
himself. Never the same again.
The following day at work he was on his lunch break, looking through one
of the Batman comics he bought from the store next door, when the owner of the
comic store came in, Callodyn Bradlock,
coming up to him. ‘Hi
Jonathon. I am after a particular movie – a classic. ‘The Omen’. Do you have it?’
‘Let me check,’ said Jonathon, and typed the
title into his PC. ‘Sure, we have a copy in the horror section. It
shouldn’t be too hard to find. I can find it for you if you like.’
‘No, I’ll look for it.’ And he went off to
look for the movie.
Jonathon sat reading through the latest adventure of the Caped Crusader,
oblivious to Callodyn who had returned and was
holding the DVD, staring at him. Jonathon finally noticed him and excused
himself. ‘Yeh, the Omen. Cool. Classic
Antichrist movie. Loved it when I saw it.’
Callodyn smiled. ‘Tell me, do you believe in an
Antichrist?’
‘I’m not a Christian.’
‘Really,’ said Callodyn.
‘So are you religious at all?’
‘Uh, yeh. Noahide, actually. Based on
Noah’s covenant – a biblical thing.’ Callodyn
stared at him momentarily, almost as if stunned, but finally spoke.
‘Well, Jonathon, isn’t it?’
‘Yeh.’
‘We may just have something to talk about.
I am quite familiar with the Noahide faith. Quite
familiar. I myself follow Samaritan Noahide faith established by
the Israelite Taheb, amongst other spiritual
beliefs.’
‘Yeh, I have heard of the Taheb.
I am in a fellowship called ‘Haven Noahide Fellowship’. We are basically
Samaritan Noahides as well. We hold to the
Hexateuch, in a progressive mindset though, but do believe in literal creation
and literal covenant. A core history in Torah is what we teach.’
Callodyn responded, quite interested in the
conversation. ‘Do you hold to documentary teachings?’
‘Yeh, pretty much. I keep abreast of the latest
literature on the subject. It is fascinating stuff.’
‘I think, though, it is perhaps more historical
then you may have guessed, the Torah. There is a lot which I would call
quite historical in there.’
‘We are open on that subject. We don’t
claim to have the historical information, apart from scripture and archaeology,
really. So we keep an open mind. But the picture is getting
clearer, these days. A lot of work has gone into it this century. A lot of work.’
‘Would you like to come over for dinner,
tonight?’ Callodyn asked him. ‘I would relish
an opportunity to discuss this matter.’
‘Uh, sure. Okay. Can I bring my girlfriend?’
‘Sure. Well, here is my card. It has
my address. See you tonight, around 7?’
‘That’ll be fine. See you there.’ Callodyn nodded, paid for the DVD rental, and left.
Watching him go Jonathon was suddenly quite pleased. It seemed he
had met another Noahide, a rare thing, and having conversation on this issue
really looked appealing. He looked forward to the night tremendously.
* * * * *
Neither Jonathon or Lucinda could really say
why, but there was something about Callodyn’s wife
Rachel, something which instantly connected them to her, in some way as if they
had already known her personally, but didn’t know why.
But, later on that night, after they’d had a great dinner with the Bradlock’s, Jonathon recalled a strange dream he’d had a
while ago. A strange dream in which he’d seen a lady and given her great
honour, amongst a whole crowd who was honouring her, and somehow this ‘Rachel Bradlock’ seemed to be that lady. He could not really
remember the face of the lady in the dream, but somehow he knew it was
Rachel. He just knew it in his heart.
He discussed this with Lucinda, and then he was alarmed, because she
related a similar dream and a similar feeling towards Rachel. And then
both of them were truly puzzled. What a weird coincidence, Jonathon
thought to himself. What a totally weird coincidence. And what
possibly could it mean?
* * * * *
Jonathon and Lucinda gradually developed a friendship with Callodyn and Rachel Bradlock,
Rachel in particular, and before they left for Canberra they had become quite
close. It was destiny which drew them together – a carefully chosen
destiny, crafted by Almighty God from Jonathon and Lucinda’s youth. The Ketravim were not foreknown by God in the same sense as the
children and angels of God. They were, instead, simply humans. But after God chose Rachel as the lastborn of the Cherubim in a
sense of the Realm of Eternity, and as the firstborn of the Ketravim,
he began his task of building the Ketravim community.
They would be linked, though, inevitably. And the link was that each Ketravim chosen must come into the destiny in some way of
prior Ketravim. This was the most definite will
of God. For this reason Callodyn and Rachel’s
destiny had brought them to New Zealand, for the meeting with Jonathon and
Lucinda. But, with the friendship formed, which was the primary thing,
Rachel could now move on, in God’s plans, to the next Ketravim.
And this was a Canberra resident. A most special
Canberra resident.
The End